Oosh....

YA! so i spend my christmas eve at this wonderful restaurant-cum-bar with another 2 babes with roses from bryan. it really surprised me when he gave as the roses. it's somehow amazed me as it's like boss giving surbordinates flowers on CHRISTMAS EVE? huh?

great place to chill.

and so, my boss came out with a great idea that eveyone should get a gift and exchange. i was so last minute that i thought i was running thoughout the whole marina square searching for presents. damn it! leg almost broke.

anyhow, it was a great christmas spent with my queky.

i love my job.

despite the fact that i have so irregular working hours. despite i have to skip breakfast and lunch. despite the fact that i have lied so much. depsite the fact that i know i have not been paying attention to my friends.

AND DESPITE THE FACT THAT I HAVE TO FACE A FREAKING INMAUTRE OVER-GROWN CHILDISH OLD MAN EVERYDAY!(at times, it's more than 12 hours a day.)

hmmm. maybe it's because my boss is afriad of me and that's why i'm hooked on this job! MUAHAHAHA! seriously, that old man is so scared of me that at times, i really think i'm the employer and he's my employee.

you know, there are times when he asked me to print some documents. as a PA, i should be the one who go to the printer to get the documents. well, my office's printer is shared by everyone in the office, so others might steal/mistook your documents. SO, whenever we print something REAL important, we will ran straight to the printer to get them. so, like XXXXXXX times, when he asked me to print, i would go "print already, FASTER GO AND TAKE!"

well, there's probably a few times when he asked me to help him do some kinda important stuffs but they turned deaf to me. actually, i know he asked me to help him but i told him "do yourself la!"

mind you, he does bully me too alright.

there was ONCE, when went work together after giving out flyers. so, he gave me instructions on what i should do and went off for his sweet breakfast. bloody hell. he still have the cheek to say "eh, i go have my breakfast first." and off he go. i was like "what the hell, what about me?" and after seeing adeline and bryan packeting breakfast(for me) back to the office, he finally realised that i have not eaten my breakfast and msged me "have you eaten your breakfast?" argh! ROAR!

OK. enough of how bad he treated me once and i will never forget. but he still DOUBLE SPICY SUGAR SWEET ok!

well, count me blessed to have such a nice boss. i meant it. double spicy sugar sweet.

yeah, i know. it's all about my job and my job. SO WHAT! can't i show how much i'm so in love with my job that i'm so so hooked on it that i don't mind working 24/7 without can day off! know what, i don't even know what is my basic pay and i'm working so happily. i might marry my job.

it's this job that made me make use of my talkative skills and it's also helped me so much in comfirming that marketing is the best choice for me. and it's also this job that made me see so many people around.

and that was why, I'M SO FUCKING IN LOVE WITH MY JOB!

AQUARIUS WOMAN

If you are in love with a woman in this zodiac be prepared to be very happy or be very sorry. She is a very busy person with her own matters similar to a guy in this zodiac. She is able to live by herself without any guy in her life, a very strong person indeed.

It's not because she does not have a dream guy, if she cannot find such person, so what. Because she thinks she could do anything that a man can do. She is a leader, a real confident type.

She likes to do things by herself, such as serving herself, opening the door herself. Because she thinks waiting for a helping and is a waste of time, and she is not patient enough to wait around for that. If she starts to ask you out, do not think she starts to flirt with you, it's because she thinks it is a waste of time to wait for you to be the one who asked.

She likes COOL guys who sometime act like he is ignoring her, so he has a chance to show him his own confident. She like to guess her man's reaction, but at the same time she likes to has many men wanting her. She is a daring type who could just do thing differently from other people in her same society. She dare to fight for what she thinks belong to her.

Even if she acts confidently, she will feel lonely and alone. If she breaks up with someone , she won't show any emotion even deep down inside pain and agony. Not for long she will come back to be the cheery and merry person again, because she looks at the world positively and has 'Faith' in the word 'Love'.

She has more men friends than women friends, so do not be a jealous type if you date her. She could be slightly jealous, but she hates jealous guy. She loves 'Freedom' before and after marriage , her freedom has to be the same. She likes you to trust her, even if she does not trust you anyhow.

She likes to be the one who is 'Right', so if you argue with her, let her win if it is not a big deal for you in that subject. She is a straight forward type, so if she does not love you anymore, she will just tell you straight to your face. Her love and relationship are always real, so if she say 'It's Over' be prepare to leave, she is not testing you.

She is not a vulnerable type, so do not have to worry about her, she will survive by herself. If she is with you when you get sick, she will certainly take care and look after you. Do not have secret with her, she hates it and really can piss her badly. When she is sad, be understanding. When she is happy, be happy with her, she likesthat.

You will not get bored with this type of girl. Someone who is close to her will know that deep down beneath that confident and cold hearted person, she is just as fragile as any woman. She is a fun and talkative person and she likes to tease you. Do not let she talk alone, if you do she will leave.

She has many type of jobs because she believes what a man can do, she can do. If you want her to work for you, forget it. When she is in love, she will just leave her job in the day time just to come to see you, but not for long she will go back to work seriously again. Prepare to live and love with a 'Working Woman' then you will be OK.

If she mad, find a shelter for the 'Hurricane' is here! Her bad temper will last very shortly though. She is not a revenge type and will not think of 'Pay Back' time. Most people might think of her as 'One of a guy', but in fact she is a 100% woman. She is easily hurt, so be nice with her. If she really loves you, then you are lucky because she is an honest, truthful and will never bored you. Understand that sometimes she will be over confidentand sometimes like to have power or act bossy.

you know, looney tunes has this old lady character. she's always in the picture with slyvester and tweety bird. if i'm not wrong, she is "granny?"

whatever it is, she looks like this.....

ya, this is her.

i know it's really bad to do this. but i still want to!

boss and i went to meet this client. a mother, daughter and son. so, thoughout the first house, i think boss keep looking at the daughter and finally in the car, he asked me if the daughter look alike some cartoon characters. i have no doubts in fact. well, boss didn't give a specific cartoon character of what she looks like.

whereas, i told my boss that the mother looked so much alike the granny in looney tunes, the one who always plays with slyvester and tweety. the next thing i know, both of us were bursting out of laugher in the car.

she's so alike the granny can?

i think boss really hates bringing me out. =( he said i kept stealing his 'light' and the client or whosoever will always praise me for my b-e-a-u-t-y. muahaha! serious, i will always be flying the next moment i hear that and when we get back into the car, i will always be so damn proud about it and he seriously can't stand my thick-skinned-ness. it's one thing to make him shut his mouth whenever he spoke a shit out of his mouth.

i love working in this line 'cause i get to know so many people who praise me like i have never been praised. oh man. it's damn great!

THIS IS MY BOSS

-__________________________-"

i know it's crazy to work 7 days a week. i have no time for myself and some other people. and life is currently like revolving around 3 people- adeline, ryan and bryan. well, some othe agents too. but i'm really lovin' it though i'm really really busy and gets real worn out after that.

i sleep, i wake up for work. and after work, i sleep. isn't this great? i don't have to spend any time thinking of anything.

boss is always a boss. someone a level above me whom i should really respect and never offend him. no matter what, he's still the one who pays you every month. so, i really really respect my boss before the first day of work.

oh well oh well, have a seen a subordinate warning her boss not to be late? have a seen one smacking her boss right one the first day of work? have you seen one who treaten he boss almost everyday?

well well well, that me, REGINA! so, enjoy the following details.

until the first day of work,
he gave me 10 bucks for my lunch as a welcoming gesture for me joining the Co. HOW NICE! then, i smacked him real hard on him arm 'cause he sort of insult adeline. i was schocked when my action in fact. next, i treatened him to be early for work the next day if not i will not open his locker for him to take his coat at 9am sharp.


how nice for a subordinate to behave in this manner right on the very first day of her job.


second day,
lunch and dinner was on boss. and i was there suan-ing him 'cause he is really behaving so dumb and adeline and i really couldn't stand his stupidness. and asking him to fork out 50 pathetic cents for a cheese sauce can really kill him. next, he was having a course and it ends later than my working hour. so, he asked me to wait for him 'cause he wanted to teach me some new stuffs and since he's going punggol for viewing, he will be sending me home. so, i ended work at 7pm. which means an hour of OT pay. he didn't wanna write 7pm and gave all sorts of excuses that i was the one who wanted to wait for him. damn! was having dinner with 2 bosses and ade's boss kept taking food for me. so i said "i really don't know who is my boss." as in, my boss should be "looking after me" and not someone elses. so, he took 2 char siew and put on my plate. argh! then, he bought me for viewing instead of home to allow me experience what i will be experiencing in 2 weeks time. and in order to save money, he asked me to do something that is so out of a PA's job-giving out leaflets. what the hell!

boss: you know how to write letters?
me: of course la!
boss: really? tomorrow help me write a few.
me: ok! but one alphabet 10cent.
boss: YOU NEED ME TO WRITE OUT YOU JOB SPECIFICATION?


stingy but nice~


the third day,
both bosses treated us to swensen. and all the nonsense came out from my boss. =/ i really couldn't believe he's my boss. i told them i like the long ice cream spoon from swensen and boss wanted to steal it for me. next, he cheated my OT again. why? you see....

him: after sending the e-mail, you can go home already. no need to wait for me. anyway, see you tomorrow at 9.
me: OK! but which e-mail should i use to send it out?
him: use yours. but no charges ok.
me: ya la ya la. but who's gonna help me sign-out?
him: if you want, you can wait for me to sign. BUT PLEASE WRITE THE TIME: 6PM (stingy boss!)
*i was thinking, he can sign for me tomorrow, so, i'll leave now*
me: then, do you need the keys?
him: not sure.

what an answer again. obviously he wanted me to wait for him to end his course but he doesn't want to pay me OT. how nice! then, he gave me my spare cellphone but not the sim card. duh~

AND! just a moment ago, my boss send me this through e-mail.

MONEY FACE!

how am i suppose to respect him as a boss? so much more like working with a friend of my kind!

can wait for tomorrow to come! can't wait to learn new things and go orentation, viewing, can't wait to REALLY co-broke with agents ('cause i have been faking for 3 days). wee~ and now, boss really give me a buyer!

i really thought i would never step into the toliet again. this was the first freaking time i have phobia for toliets. damn it. least, i was so much better now.

it was one of the first few quarrels but why does it seems so come to an end? i hate quarrels. who doesn't. but i have phobia for them. for so long, i haven't been puting myself so down to humor someone yet, it doesn't seems to be appreciated. and always, when i know i wasn't at any faults, damn the assholes, will make it seems like i was the one who wanted to start the fights. bastard!

what i need is someone who could give me the attention i need.

i think i have had enough of experiencing what kind of relationship i'll be getting into. everyone, the same kind of shit. always meeting the wrong person.

called me superstitious or whatever shit, i knew aquarius will clash 'cause of their personality. my six senses was prolly strong enough that it actually predicted that some day, we will clash 'cause of our stubborn behavior. well predicted.

i did everything i could and things that i have not done, i did. if these still couldn't help it out, well, fuck you then.

and if the fucking next shit does quarrel with me for once because of dumb stuff, fucking rot in hell man. LOSERS!

time tells everything. it's a matter of fact that how long it takes.

so many interviews yet i'm so lazy to attend. so desperate for a job yet so lazy to attend. damn! money money money~

i loveeeee weekends; a lot. i have been waiting for weekends like all my life for this week! yet, i don't seem to be very enthusiastic about it. a part of me is really excited about it 'cause of certain things. whereas, the other is kinda freaked out with the thoughts that they will be pulling me to his celebration which i have no intention in attending it. and the last thing i could ever think of will be him, calling/pestering me to attend it.

it's like going down there, seeing the both of them behaving so intimately. WHAT? free show is it? and i have to bring myself down, behaving like a younger sister, pretending nothing happened. fuck! i'm never gonna do that. imagine how do i have to react seeing them? just a bloody simple call from him can actually blow my mind off.

you are such a horrible asshole. i hope you made the wrong decision. damnit!

sometimes, i really have difficulties believing his words.

i really can't imagine how i survived my day whlist missing him yet not contacting him.

it's like "ya, i miss you damn much but if you don't contact, it's okay. let me continue missing you."

this is not silly. it's just probably 'cause i have yet long to miss someone this much and the feeling is damn good! it's like falling in love all over again for the first time. aww~ so sweet.

actually, having likings isn't that bad at all. you know, those secondary or primary school days, you don't even dare to pluck out the courage to tell the boy or girl you liked her all the while. miss those feelings. it's so sweet despite the fact that everyone knows that it will be going nowhere. but at least you get the chance to role play as a fortune teller or rather play mind games to think if this guy or that guy has a feeling for you.

yes, presume and presume makes one gets terrible especially when it is a one sided love.

BUT, awww~ it's still so sweet even when thinking back, how much i suffered while trying to solves all the games.

unlike now, not even a chance of guessing. people just tell me straight into my face that they have feelings for me or asking me to be their gf. you see, it's lack of those sweet sweet stuffs(stated above). somethings without a process is boring!



and so, it's like falling in love for the first time all over again.

everyone in the group knows. but none said a shit about it. and when someone told me, i know it's too late.

him: hey i buy something 4 u
me: really? wad thing?
him: my one n only true heart for u. specially for u
me: chey!
him: y u chey? it fm the bottom of my heart

moment later,
him: then u bcome my gf
me: haha!
him: can?
me: siao ah?
him i'm serious
me: wah lau! dun play leh
me: i'm very tired already
me: can't play with u
him: true fm my bottom of my heart
me: LOL!
me: i really gotta go sleep already! nights


i have been trying my best to avoid the topic of him asking me to be him gf even since boss leak this secret of his friend to me. i know i'm at fault for him to fall for me. 'cause i have been flirting around with him lately. i thought the flirting was nothing 'cause we have always been great friends like brother and sister.

avoiding seems to be a better way off.

i know my blog is lack of pictures. I REALLY KNOW. but i'll put them up real soon. in the meantime, allow this cutie little boy entertain you with his picture.

he is super 自恋 okay. he never fails to take photos with people.

anyway, i really put into deep consideration of what degree should i get. i like logistic. i like to work in the import and export trade 'cause it will never dies. but come to think again, i only LIKE logistic. however, marketing is my LOVE. and after asking around, many agreed that i should pursuit for marketing 'cause of my talkativeness and hyperactiveness.

and then again, i have to consider~

the moment i ended my exam when the last question on that bloody frederick winslow taylor with a FULL STOP, i can jump up from my chair man! i swear my entire life (though i know it doesn't worth much).

HELLO, MR. LOGISTIC, i'm on my way there soon. wait for me~

but despite all this excitment, there's this plain part of me that isn't really happy with my performace for my last 3 papers. might possibly have to resit for 2 papers. whatever~ it's time for playing before i get a job and my new school starts.

i'm excited for my new school and the new environment and of course knowing more cute and fugging cute people around. and then again, i'm excited to job in a brand new environment. and also again, i can't wait to party till siao. wee~

i can't wait for challenges to approach!

anyhow. what's the differences between like and love? you know. it can be pretty funny when you can't even differentiate if you like a person or you love a person.

at times, you can really really like a person till you really misses him to the extend that every moment you are thinking of him. alright, some might say that this isn't likings anymore, it's love. but there's something inside you that tells you that you really like this person alot but it is not to the extend of love.

and there are times when you think you love a person dearly but inside you, it just tell you that it's not love, it was just likings.

then, what about the times when you know that you have likings for this particular person cause you both have been meeting very often. however, when you both did not meet, you felt nothing and maybe those "just friends" feeing. yet when you both met up again, you see to fall in love with him again.

so, what's this? like or love?

so, what about you keep meeting a particular person and you started to have feelings for him? is this like or love or reliant?

people tend to mistook love, like and reliant.
and that was way, some people are unable to face his/her feeling at times. they might be stuck to the question of whether am i too over-reliance? or do i really love you? or was it just some likings?

and so, people say, ask you heart and not you're mind. cause you heart understands you the most and will tell you what you want most. it will never lie.

and if using you're heart, no answer is given. for god's sake, you really totally no even prepared for commitment.

some might be afraid of facing his/her feeling 'cause of the fear of commitment.

while some might have phobia left behind from the past relationship. they sterotype them thinking that everyone of them will be as bad as the previous. it's unfair, seriously. but if you kept meeting the wrong guy, count yourself lucky and pray with true soul to god that the next one will be different.


P.S: more watermelon bubble gums PLEASE~ tom and dick, if you don't mind. =D

WATCH THIS!

i'll be back when BM licks my toes this friday.

me: i'm hungry already. go and buy food leh.
zs: what you wanna eat?
me: sweet and sour fish rice!
zs: okay.
me: i think don't want la. i think i eat hor fan. but tell the uncle don't put seafood. i only want fish.
zs: *troublesome*
me: eh eh, i think don't want la. i wanna eat something like hor fan but it's the sauce is black.
zs: *scratching him head* huh? what?
me: aiya! something like hor fan la. but it's in noodles form and the sauce is black.
zs: then how am i gonna tell the uncle?
me: tell the uncle say you wanna order hor fan's friend la.


i didn't know where the hell did i came out with the hor fan's friend. aww~ i think it's so cute. LOL! and so, in the end hor fan's friend was actually, hokkien mee.

i think zs couldn't stand my cuteness~

i think this song is pretty CUTE~ dicky sent me like months back and i just started to listen to it. 'cause i kind dislike chinese songs somehow. anyhow. this is cool~


很多时候我因为怕受伤，所以就选择先放弃。我更因为我太爱自由，所以明明渴望爱情，却依然不知怎样让别人进入我的世界。

难道，我不能给你百分百的信心吗？你知道，我一直有多在乎你。

我珍惜这份安全感，却担心他的牺牲。所以每天的感觉还是孤独的。我还是需要一个人，一个人想一想。

冰箱结霜 咖啡滚烫 煮不好 最简单的早餐
我的生活 是一团混乱 维持单身 感觉茫然
喜不喜欢 习不习惯 我总是 说不出个答案
一个人来 又一个人往 怎么让他 流连忘返

我不想当笨蛋 我在墙上写满渴望
我可以大哭一场 房间还是空空荡荡
我绝对不逞强 该属于我任其自然
可是我也要安全感
在某个适当程度的主张
纵然是了解眼光 也是温暖

这段日子你真的过的好吗？

没有你的早晨，加了糖的咖啡，也是苦的。

当时我尊重你的要求，所以我离开。但，这段日子你不开心，所以我就回来了。

也许，我连自己要什么我也不知道。我一个人，游游荡荡。自由久了，也没有了目标。梦里醒来，发现墙上已经不自觉写满了你的名字。

单身，是茫然。恋爱，也彷徨。我明白，所以我用时间去证明了这颗心。不会因为你曾经的放弃而改变。

每个早上 都想赖床 没有梦 是最让人沮丧
我的眼睛 盯着天花板 也跑不出 任何对象

难道我真的是个笨蛋？一直错过已经在身边的幸福。

我想我用时间找到了我需要什么。

因为你，让我知道真正的幸福是什么。

guys, they can be fucking chee-bye at times. was it 'cause they have a pea brain or they don't have a brain to think of what should be said and what they should give a damn shit to comment about?

what's worse, they don't even know we are so pissed off with what they had said despite us giving super cold shoulder.

assholes!

i hate possesive bastard. remember that.

kanniniang~

and now, when i need you, where are you?
and i know, if it were you, you will never say such stuffs to me.


TMD. how i wish exams are over today so i can kiss my ass off business management. and HELLO to logistic. how i wish it's indian day today so i can see fly~ how i wish it's friday so, i can drink till die. AND how i wish it's saturday 'cause i get to fly fuck again~ no, i'm not refering to dragonfly. i meant fly as in FLYING.






* PS: photos will be up soon when i get my lappy back. okay, some sneak preview. there's tomtom and the usual gang; lunar and JAYDEN! wee~

my sister happpened to come across this Anti-AhLian's blog. pretty interesting in fact. the main focus are actually Ah-Lians but the also include girls or guys who act cut, talk which chicken voice, giggle like whores and used twits. twits are a language that most people have difficulties understand it. an example of twits:

euu, iie, sswiiittt, yew, wiibb, berii, ttakkiiecarriie, miiee

maybe you can understand some of these words but what about these:

• dduhhnn0e yyiies ,, hhiis ttesttiie all ffrm qqerlls ? (what's qqerlls?)
• m0re tthriilliinqq iib yyews scrream .. (what's iib?)
• bAobeii pwiiNc3sS
• qq0iinqq ttuhh sk0ll llerrhhs w0rrhhs ..
• iie ttiink iie qqiianjjiiu tto0 muchhiies lle ! (what the fuck is qqiianjjiiu?)

actually, i thought all this twits stuffs is kinda out dated already. sadly, people still do use it. and some still type in this manner:

aIyA, iiEe sTiiLL duNcHnO LeHxXx. hAiSss.

(OR)

SooOOoOo KaWaIixXx nEhXxX.

eeew, i can't believe i'm degrading my blog by typing all this dictionary-can't-be-found words.

usual people might that 15 minutes to blog a simple post. but the above stated might have taken an hour to do so whilst trying their very best to decorate their wordings. maybe that think that by spelling a simple word such as "cute" they can spend a whole load of their life time just to change it to "Kute, cUtEee, KaWaiiiii, kawaisss."

anyway, the most hilarious thing was that actually, some guys do happened to type in this manner. isn't it a disgrace for the male species?

i really do have to thank god that none of my friends are like that.

i can understand if someone typed in short cut like "wad, tot, ur, gd" i used them most of the time too. save my time and msges spaces which means saving money. BUT please don't give me "bk." what's "bk?" Burger King? Back? Book? Book in, Book Out? Blk? yes, i know it's way of trying to save time and you're lazy to type. it's just that i hate figuring out what the other party is trying to say.

"i don't wanna commit with someone and gets all the shit."

relationship phobia.

that was how bad it was.

you could bring me out of it, actually.

i hate it when no one talks to me in the middle of the night.

it's always so kind of emo sessions.

and i'm so angry about something which i don't even know what is that. FUCK!

ROAR!

usually. usually. usually. usually. usuall. usually.
it must be usually. it's always him. fucks! along with mood wings.

i hate listening to song that reminds me of him. so, i removed the songs from my playlist. i don't know why, itunes played 'music' instead of my playlist.

i think i have relationship phobia.
no string attached is better isn't it? tell me this thinking is so wrong please~ or maybe strongly agree it with me please~

you see the benefits of no string attached

• there will be fewer quarrels and it will not be firey
• you don't have to report about your whereabouts
• if someday you decide not to get along, you don't have to plan a huge breakup session
• every meetups will be as sweet as possible

and now, i having super brain block to continue with the benefits!

'cause that bloody zs doesn't wanna take MRT tomorrow which means i can't wear skirt or dress. it has been weeks since i wear something windy below. ROAR! fooks. and i always have to wear shorts, jeans and pants. what the fucks. don't let me wear skirts of dresses then buy more jeans/pants/shorts for me la! wah lau! super angry la!

ROAR!!!!!!!!

i feel like killing, punching and kicking. whada fuck! kaniniang.

wee~ i passed my driving!

i didn't show half of my 2 boobs to the tester and i didn't wear super short shorts or skirts ok! i wear jeans and jacket OKAY!

i used my ability OKAY. or rather it should be 'ability'?

boo! who says i can't pass at first attempt!

and zs can really make me laugh and get so nervous. damn it. especially, the msg he sent to me before my tp.

anyway, i think i 'hao lian' too much after passing my tp till my handphone when totally low batt at 3 plus. so, if i didn't call to show off, it doesn't mean i left u out for whatever reasons, NO, it's not okay. it's just that my cellphone doesn't allow me to 'hao lian.'

but whadaver, i'm still gonna go around call and text people to show off. so nice to hear people getting so shocked about it cum congratulating me, along with stuff like i wear short skirt........

but i'm so tired to do so. ROAR!

anyway, passing it at the first attempt, the feeling is so nice. it's like everything around seems so nice. even the potato man's lecture was way so interesting. (prolly it's was the last lesson and that was why.)

and so, tomtom said he wanna buy a car for me~ he promised. right right right? LOL. (my god, i'm so gonna get scolded when he book out)

i guess luck is on my side recently. got As for 2 projects. and hell lots of thanks to my jie fu. =) maybe shopping will be fruitful tomorrow too.

i think i'll buy 4-D tomorrow. if i STRIKE, all the money will be mine and i'll keep it mum. some of it will be spend on shopping, of course and mostly of it is meant to be saved for my overseas trips with..............












NO FUCKING IDEA TOO!


it's finally the last day of school. LOGISTIC here i come~ fuck business management!

they said "follow your heart, 'cause it never lies."

i did. and i have an answer. i think.
and when i do have an answer, i have to clear the mess which i have no idea how to do it.
actually, i don't wish to.

whadever la.

i've tried to tell you
so many times this feelings of mine
but it's not that easy
letting you know
how i love you so

complete me, you complete me
i've never felt this way
complete me, you complete me
like words and melody

don't you know that we both belong, baby
don't you know that we will last forever
don't you know that we both belong
i knew it from the start

hoping that someday
for that hello, just a simple hello
and maybe tomorrow
i'm the reason you'll smile
and you make my day

complete me, you complete me
i've never felt this way
complete me, you complete me
like words and melody

don't you know that we both belong, baby
don't you know that we will last forever
don't you know that we both belong
i knew it from the start
we belong

together, you're my shelter in the pouring rain
i just hope that you will see
you and me we belong

don't you know that we both belong, baby
don't you know that we will last forever
don't you know that we both belong
i knew it from the start
we belong

anyway, with my help again, MY SISTER finally has her virgin blog. so, puhleeeas, go entertain her.

maybe some anonymous or maybe 'god-send' might wanna go tag some cool stuffs there to entertain my clique. WE ARE SERIOUS VERY LIFELESS NOW, PLEASE, DO ENTERTAIN US WITH YOUR "YOU'RE JUST A NOBODY" AND SO ON. we are totally in love with that!

http://serena-sweet-temptation.blogspot.com/

and suddenly, the depress feeling came.

i'm sure part of it was about the both of them. it hurts me to see them behaving in this manner.

it's like seeing a building built by me which lasted for only 4 years and 'cause the government needs the land to build something else, i have to see it being demolished right in front of my eyes. buildings wear off and tear after a year and i mend it, putting every parts together. there are lots of obstacle when building it, yet, i tried to put them back and made them perfect, showing everyone that their initial views of the building wasn't the outcome. people started to accept it, they see the beauty of it and they love it, they love the structure, the design, colours. just when i decide to give my audience another surprise by bulding another building, there came a letter from the government that they need the land badly to boast the economy, i have no choice but to give up the land.

people do change, i know. but it's a waste, just because of a change, things changes completely and even letting go the man whom most girls wished for.

and even slotting out the problems for them, i'm still so fucking depress. IT MUST BE PMS.

i hate my friends to have problems. 'cause they will really really affects me ALOT. yet, i can't seem to do anything to make things right or prolly make them happier. i'm so afriad to call them and ask them 'how's life' or rather 'WHAT HAPPENED?!' these are what most people will ask. but for a person who's having breaking down sessions, it will make it worse. but, the more i'm not asking, the more i'm worried. all i can do is, sit and wait and wait, wait WAIT WAIT, till one fine day, when they are so so much better, that's the time to ask. or prolly some heart to heart talks when meet up in last nights.

I DON'T KNOW LA!

i wanna go shopping! the fuck is i have no idea where should i start from! SG seems so lifeless except for my saturday nights. but that's still not shopping! TMD!

and thinking of having that fatty bitch lesson tml, i seriously feel like skipping it despite the facts that she's gonna give a fat tips. damn! I HATE SCHOOL, for whatever fuck reasons. no idea why either. i know it's very kindergarten-ish, I DON'T KNOW WHY LA!

now, looking at this piece of shit, i don't even know how to carry on. if i continue to whine and swear, it gonna be a 2,500 words essay, the length of my assignment! damn! i just feel that i have no time. no time to meet this, meet that, when i have a lot of time. AIYA!

whadaver.

alright, blackie isn't that interesting anymore. =( simply sucked.

argh! so busy busy busy. with the damn production and operation management project! fuck that photo man! doesn't even give a clear figure of the graphs and everything explained was totally not even a single issue about the project. what worse, he doesn't even know what questions he had set for his damn project. fucks!

diots, i need to do shopping OKAY! shoes shoes shoes! SHOES!

anyhows, met tomtom for prata at jalan kayu. it seems like a must to meet him every saturday after he went in army. LOL! prolly that's because i'm real too cute and that's why he misses me this much. pratically, everyone there was waiting for their food to be served. how slow are these blacks. you know, i have really small hands and the plain prata was even smaller than my hand! it was actually a kid size prata. how cool.

so, after eating our kid size meal along with some other stuffs. he cheated me to tampines for second round and he didn't even eat much. or rather we shared which was like never eat. so, the one who really really eat was dixion. aww~ they are going malaysia again! muahahaha! i'm so gonna have a collection of watermelon bubble gums. it's gonna be a life time supply of watermelon bubble gums. okays, that's nonsense again.

whadaver, i gotta go rush my part for project now. if not i can't meet zs tomorrow to buy my shoes which i think i won't be able to buy any tomorrow. and if i don't meet him tomorrow, i think he can't survive his week without seeing me. LOL! i swear it's true~

ciaos~

WEE~ backie's back. YAY!

muacks!

I LIKE THIS:

i want you today, but not tomorrow.
i like you, but not love you.
i miss you today, because i feel empty.
tomorrow i might not miss you, 'cause i have my own program.
i like your looks and body, but that doesn't mean i will like your character.
i will follow your opinions today, it's just because i am too lazy to think.


HOORAY! i'm going SENTOSA to get rid off my fair skin tone with my jie fu next wednesday!! like, finally! wee~ wait and see my new skin tone. muahahaha! alright, it's time for slimming down time! wee~

jen, wanna go not? LOL!

SHE'S THE LOVE~

fly was LOVE after not going for a month. =) so, when one is in a super duper good mood, she will drink and drink and drink till she gets pretty high. i have no idea how many glasses of alcohol i swallow down my empty stomach that day. have to keep drinking with that jimmy's sis 'cause she hasn't loosen up herself, including rekel. i hate to see a person standing like a wood when everyone was so happily lossening themselves you see.

jimmy's real dumb. i'm 19 and his bloody sister is 22. know what, he asked me to look after his sister. what fuck? come on, it's not like people will talk advantage of her. look at her, you wouldn't even have that thought.

i hate man, guys or whatever to pretend that they were the ones who opened the bottle of martells and poured like free flow. come on leh, you wanna drink at least share the money being paid la. damn! so ungentlemanly la! pui!

my classmate, my friend, my clubmate, my boss.

(everyone typed this, i have no idea either. so, i just copied)

he's a nice guy. i swear with my lungs!

and so, when one is high, you should really forgive her when she scolds you or too over use with cbs and fucks. =)

zs came to pick me up after fly and brought me so some prata place. you see, i hate people to talk to me whenever i'm high. so, he kept asking me questions and i think i asked him to shut up or something. it just happened to slip out from my mouth. i didn't mean to(apply to everyone.)

4 years and he's still the best guy i have ever met. loveloves~

you have picked a treasure but you don't seems to cherish it.
please come to sense soon, he's the best. in mine, in hers, in them, and in YOU.

hesistate no more. please. please please.

i was telling my second sister that i hate those typical ah lians with chicken voices. even before i end with 'chicken voices.' and she asked, "why? you are one."

whatdaver~ people have been telling me the same thing. come on man, i'm just a little more hyperactive and that's it. what's more, i don't have chicken voices and i don't have scold cb(ok, only when i'm high and maybe a little of tmd, THAT'S ALL) other than that, i just over use fucks. so to say, i'm the educated one. =)

EVERYONE KNOWS I HATE SNAKES! if you don't, you know it now.

i have no idea why, i just have the phobia for them. i hate looking at their pictures. i hate toys that was made like them, be it cotton or plastic.

you know, ikea sells the huge ugly looking cotton snake that is in yellow and green, i wouldn't even dare to touch it. just wondering why would the kids wanna buy that ugly snake? don't they know that the fugging ugly snake will become real?

snakes are evil. even fake snakes can kill you. (ya, right) but i really really think so.

how can one actually keep snakes as a pet? what worse, keeping it under his bed and his children doesn't even know about it.

ugly snakes.

this was it.

i actually threw a fucking chair at the butcher 'cause he pissed me off. and in revenge he took his pet SNAKE and scare the shit outta me.

and i CRIED in my dream!

i can feel the bloody snake's tongue licking my arms! and its lips nibbling my arms. and it's body crawling up mine. fuck it. so slummy and WET!

i really hope all the snakes go extinct. somebody, please kill all of them for me. I WILL MARRY YOU.

sigh.
NIK DOESN'T WANNA BE MY CLASSMATE ANYMORE. =(
no one to help me do my projects already la!


simon used to tell me this: "when a guy really likes you, no matter how busy, tired he is, he will still try to dig out time just to meet you, even if it's just to send you home or prolly a dinner."

and he will always tell me a whole load of relationship stuffs and tell me the DOs and DON'Ts. he told me what a guy would really do if he really really likes you. anyway, i didn't pay much attention to the words he said 'cause i thought he was using them to somehow ask me to give up on 'usually.' somehow, i thought that it might be some craps that he had implemented. or rather, making the 'perfect guy' for me.

well~ i met someone recently. or maybe not someONE. i have no idea either. not the 'perfect guy' made by simon nor me. at least he was in one of the category that simon had always been emphasizing on.

i'm glad. glad to found someones who made me realise that there's actually people out there who is so damn tired yet, so willing to meet me.

still, it doesn't mean i have to make a decision.

hi there,

INTRODUCING MY NEW CLASSMATE FOR MY DEGREE:

i knew it! i knew all of you will be so shocked! muahahaha! yea, NIK is so gonna be my classmate for 16 months starting from MAY 2008. he will be my study mate, the one who bare all my nonsense, shopping mate of possible, project mate, my friend, MY COUSIN, and so on! wee~ it's gonna be so interesting. and then, at least when i'm late for school due to oversleeping, dressing up and making-up, he will be there to take notes for me. =/

and then, i can go over ECP everyday to gym, swim and so on. can stay there too! LOL. JEN, your room might be mine if we are rushing through projects and exams.

awww~ so excited about it!

BUT, i'm still not sure if i'll be taking up the course. but the possibility is EXTREMELY HIGH. no worries nik. work come first before school~

=)

i'm not trying to play hard to get.

it's just that you didn't get to know what i have been through previously. it's had became a phobia for me to believe what is being said even if you meant it.

i know it might be unfair to you, you and maybe you. i just need some time to for me to slot things out which i seriously have no idea when will that be. so, if i'm really mean all these while, i din really mean it. it's just that i don't want you to cling too much hope. i don't mind another you run away. 'cause the problem lies in me.

maybe someday, there's this someone, who can really make me feel so happy with him around and everyday is still laughters despite all the arguements and thunderous quarrels and i still don't hate him. maybe just by seeing him it just brighten up my day with a single word said. and he might be someone who isn't controlling. allows me to hangout with my friends anytime as long as at the end of the day, he comes and pick me up. he doesn't complains if i had spent too less time with him. maybe he will also be the one who is so generous to allow me to meet my guy friends. 'cause i hate more male friends than females and he must understand this fact. he will gives in to me despite all my stubborn attitude, sudden super mood swings and even when i'm in the wrong, he doesn't make a huge fuss about it. whatever it is, HE GIVES IN ALL TO ME no matter how bad i made the mistake. he has to be the one listening to me but he must be 大男人. like when to eat, where to go and stuffs, he's the one to plan. and when i got my plans, we will just act according to MINE. maybe a just buy giving me the irritated-look, i'll be so happy about it. perhaps, the way he sit can melt my heart. he will be the one who always irritate me when i really want someone to. maybe he will fly all the way into JB just to buy me my watermelon bubblegum and he's the one who go around all the stores just to look for my watermelon lollipop. he will scold me all of a sudden, just to allow me to scold him back. he tries to come up with stories on the dot when i want it. he must be violent in a nice way. he will give me surprises 4 times a month! he will give the funny look when i'm super duper irritating. he knows how to protect me. he will be the one when even a just a dot in the msg sent to me, i will laugh. i meant laugh not smile alright. he will allows me to just nag at him whenever he is late and without a single black face. but smiles and nonsense he used to cover up.

damn it, i think i better stop it. it seems so unrealistic now. like using the clay or mud in the science lab to make a best boyfriend for myself now.

anyway, if there's really really such person out there, please please tell me okay. and if you're not, please, don't try hard to change for the sake of.

and once again, i have to emphasize on this again. I'M NOT A LESBIAN. being close to my girlfriends doesn't make me one as well. girls tend to be closer to each other when they can really click alright. not having a bf doesn't make me a lesbian too. it's a matter of finding the correct one. if it's not, why bother to try?

and guys, if you really have a gf, please stop going around and flirt with another girl. it really hurts to know that she was actually a third party. it would be worse if she had her heart with you.


till then, i hope technology change fast so i can create my own BF!
muahahaha!

JUSTIN CHAN! best of luck to you tomorrow~ i'll be there to give you all my support.

ge~ you better pass alright. 'cause you are my motivation!

can't wait to hear your good news! see ya in the circuit! wee~ loveloves.

hopefully, i drives as fast as possible to reach ubi so i can see ah kor having his test! muahaha! imma so excited about it while he is so nervous about it. LOL!

ROAR~
he actually memorized my number by heart, he claimed. and texted me when he is in NZ now. so sweet~ i thought that we might have just go our way since chances of him to be back is at the disadvantge. and he didn't even say "good-bye" to me when he left sg and that really annoyed me.

so, i received this damn long number and it didn't even state that who he was till the end of the message. so, i was filled with question marks while reading. only till the end, i jumped up. i was in a pretty good mood.

anyway, he did explain that he flew off from malaysia and not sg. along with stuffs that why we didn't get to bade good-bye.

and again, though part of it wasn't meant to be believed, i thought it was really sweet of him to fulfill one of the promises he made to me. sweets~

last night, my 2nd sister was asking me how am i going to contact ryan when he doesn't even have a pathetic e-mail. all i could reply was "WAIT for him to return. no choice."

MY BUTT HURTS ALOT, STILL~

anyway, yesterday's grandpa's celebration was kinda pathetic. 5 kids, one big table. so much spaces. it used to but full house a year back. used to be 11. 2 huge tables, thunderous laughers, many stupid acts.

now, i'm the only one doing stupid stuffs!
sigh. no one sings birthday songs. no more huge family pictures.
ROAR~

oh yeah, i don't know who ordered the birthday noodles for my grandpa. so, 2 big plates of this:





the adults, they got 10 over people sharing this and we only had 5! when the waitress brought this over, i was "where got the word shou? i can't see." and the waitress was telling the other one "they probably only reads english." what the hell. i was just trying to figure of if there's really a chinese character right?! though i really don't know how to write this word. stop insulting my chinese. i'm really trying my best. argh!

oh, we only had a mouth of the noodles and we decided to forget about have another taste of it. it simply sucked like shit. and we throw it over to the adults. muahahaha!

tommy really makes me take my hat off. he craps is so duper OH-MY-GOD type. the type that you might wanna smash his face after hearing it.

example:
me: you never let you cat go out one ah? (i meant if he did allow his cat out of his house)
him: my cat no money leh, cannot go shopping. once i brought him to zouk, too bad he's underage. maybe 2 years later.

another one,
REGGINA ; says: ur cat really so so cute
Tommy says: model to be
Tommy says: signing contract
Tommy says: so got money to go out

and what worse was, 'cause he told me he's going malaysia later,
REGGINA ; says: i wan bubble gums
Tommy says: wah. i dun wan to get fine
REGGINA ; says: where will get fine?
Tommy says: will lor
Tommy says: if bring chewing gum in and get caught, go jail sit for 20 yrs
REGGINA ; says: 20 years my ass!
REGGINA ; says: i wan bubble gum!
Tommy says: bubble gum worse, hang
Tommy says: straight immediately, nv go court
REGGINA ; says: den drug?
Tommy says: drug ok
Tommy says: the most they ask u finish it on the spot only

what the hell~

thinking back now, i regreted! argh~

I SHOULD HAVE TOOK SOME PHOTOS OF WHAT HAD HAPPENED LAST NIGHT!
sigh~ it would be have been so interesting. imagine them trying to fix it and i was there jumping around, skipping and hopping, irritating everyone and doing stupid stuffs. aww~ that's so cute of me!

super duper excited about the break down you see.

anyway, the weather is so duper hot now! i can't stand it. SO HOT! almost melted while walking to the train station. i was even sweating when i'm shopping in vivo. can't even imagine it. prolly i was having cold sweat 'cause i haven recover from my sickness. it's been more than a week. =/

whatdaver~
couldn't resist good food anymore. so, i had the worse choice ever, samba sting ray. and now, i feel like i'm dying.

throat hurts, back aches, butt hurts, neck super duper tight and headache. and my body still feel so warm even though the air con is switched on to its lowest temperature. IT'S MUST BE THE STING RAY! or maybe not. IT'S THE STRESS THAT THE FAT ECON BITCH GAVE.


and and and.....

my legs are like jelly, wobby wobby~ it's was just like the first time i said on norman's. oh, this was much much better.

THE WEATHER IS SO HOT TODAY! I CAN DIE!
so hot so hot so so hot!

just when i finally know how to sit on it, argh, it broke down. actually, i knew somehow it wasn't in a good condition.

initially, it was like so powerful and the sound was my super duper favourite. =) half a distance away and i realised that "hey, how come the sound so funny already, huh?" i was so right! i was pretty disappoint 'cause i just got hold of how to sit on it and it broke down the next moment.

oh yeah, it was pretty scary, i almost flew off 'cause i din hold. BUT IT WAS SO EXCITING~ wee~

i admit i was super irritating when tomtom was so depressed. 'cause i was so afraid that he will vent his anger on me. but i still manage to make him laugh with my irritating-ness. it's so true that no one can resist my irritating-ness.

last flying was real cool! WOW!

but it was still super duper FUN! OK, you may sell the black one away. =/

MUAHAHAHA! i know it's pretty annoying to have songs being played in a webby. especially when you are listening to you playlist. what worse is those that you couldn't even pause or stop it.

JUST LIKE MINE!

well, i was trying to be irritating. oh well oh well, i just wanted to share the song and i purposely don't wanna put the stop or pause icon. MUAHAHAHA!


oh well oh well, people actually fall for me because i'm irritating. these people are actually sick in their mind.

2 more days.

it didn't work out for us anyway. it's pretty wasted(that was what he told me). he also told me something that wasn't meant to be believe. "i'll called you when i'm back in sg. i promise. we will work things out then. i really do hope to get to know more about you. but i doubt you will be single by then."

in fact, i was pretty angry with the fact he has this so called "girlfriend" and i actually saw her the day he got the little spark on me.

*if she knows this, i'll be so dead*
intially, i know we should have started. or maybe we have not even started. it's just a little fling thing going on, AIYA! i also don't know what kind stuffs we are going on. this angmoh freak is making me go bonker! alight, not that serious to go bonker. whatdaver, just take it as a fling la!

anyway, blame us both for not seeing it coming. or maybe blame him only. causing so much mess that he doesn't even knows how to clean up. he has clean up on, and so, i'll be next.

i don't hate him neither do i like him. it's just like seeing a friend leaving like so soon, and right on the day that you gotta know him for a month and not getting to send him off. what's more, he might not be coming back again. though he promised within the 6 months he will be back and he kinda expect me to wait for him to get back.

i swear, i don't have feelings for him. or maybe i do. just a tiny mini bits that can be considered as nothing. i used to have a thing for him. however, i don't know what went wrong with me or maybe i have suddenly grown up on that particular day, i realised that if we were to be together, it will be so unrealistic.

yes, though his assets are like millions times more than the ones in my account, which i can spend that everyday at LV, gucci and so on and it will never seem to reduce a single cent, though all he does everyday is loose weight, which means a whole lot of time, though he is super duper sweet, it's not him. i know. it seems like an illusion to me to be with such person. i can't possible be with a person who says: "no, i can't eat this, i gotta loose weight. i gotta loose some weight today."

he likes me he said. and even if it's real, i just couldn't bring myself to believe it. maybe he loves me just on the particular day when he sees me. whatdaver~

maybe i might give it a try whatdaver months later. maybe even if he's back, he wouldn't even bother to call me. maybe i'll be in love with someone else(that person must be god then). maybe i'll be the one who go look for him and realised that he have become an ugly freak?

he says... he says... he says...
he promised and promised
yet, all doesn't seems to be convincing enough.


2 days later, good-bye.
i be missing you, my friend.

PEOPLE, KNOW WHAT. YOU REEALLLY HAVE TO WATCH AND LISTEN TO THIS SONG. it's fabulous for god sake. so sexy. HAVE FUN AND ENJOY~

hey, whore. stop you nonsense. we have seen your loopholes. no point trying anymore. get a life man, slut!

3 days ago,
"i like you."

2 days ago,
"i like you. you are such a nice girl."

1 day ago,
"i really do like you."

3 fucking hours ago,
"i going to be honest. i got a girlfriend. but i'm going to meet her tonight for a breakup."

犯溅! men. is this their interests or something? going around lying so badly? giving all sort of excuses and more lies to cover up a lie which they should never had done. why can't they be honest from the start? it is really that difficult?

if he had been honest with me, i will never even stepped in his life. or maybe i will, still. WHATEVER! damnit!

TMD!

who the next to join in the fun of lying?

ANS: A.C

hong seng's

i still have no idea why did the bouncer told ryan and andrew not to talk to me! argh!

and there's this guy who came to bang me from my back when i was talking to andrew. he did it on purpose for sure and andrew almost wracked him. andrew was like:

"fuck bitch, she's just a girl"

of course, i pulled him away. but that was sweet. LOL!

i don't know if i am doing the right thing.

she said she doesn't want me to walk her footsteps.

she regreted.

yet, i have walked half of them.

she said i could turn back, it's a matter of whether i wanna let go everything.

i hope the ring you gave to her turns her finger green
i hope when you're in bed with her you think of me
i would never wish bad things but I don't wish you well
could you tell by the flames that burned your words
i never read your letter cause I knew what you'd say
give me that sunday school answer try make it all okay

does it hurt to know i'll never be there
bet it sucks to see my face everywhere
it was you who chose to end it like you did
i was the last to know
you knew exactly what you would do
don't say you simply lost your way

she may believe you but I never will
never again

if she really knows the truth she deserves you
a trophy wife, oh, how cute
ignorance is bliss but when your day comes
and he's through with you
and he'll be through with you you'll die together, but alone
you wrote me in a letter
you couldn't say it right to my face
well, give me that Sunday school answer
repent yourself away

NEVER AGAIN~

YAY! it's another dance movie, finally!

and Jennifer Lopez is the producer. wee~

it's used to be a norm to have you in my life. but not now. i knew you will be back. i know and it's kinda expected.

but i never expect ALL to be back! damn! why is it always like that?

whatever. dramas back. AND MORE.


do guys from the same group fall for girls who have similar charaters, attitudes and behaviours?

tomorrow is gonna be hell. i really hate rejecting people. and i know people hate being rejected. the feeling sucks. it always happened that when you reject someone, another will reject you. it's karma and i totally believe it.

A asked me out for dinner before ryan did. even if it's like that, i'll definitely choose to go with ryan. it's for sure. even if ryan isn't meeting me 'cause of the farewell party for joe, i will never meet A. oh yeah, ryan is damn damn sweet. i told him i might be going for race this friday and he said he will try and ride a winner for me. which means he's doing it for me but the winning money doesn't goes to me. sad case.

saturday is gonna be hell too. god bless me. maybe i should not go fly this saturday. should consider going mos with ryan. wee~ and then, i can escape with all the problems that i'm gonna face at fly. sigh.


this is my life.

and so, we went fly. then, to rumous(i think it's spelt like that). and then, to mos. everything was going fine before going mos. AND only when we left, just like what i expected.

and so, we waited from the sky that was this dark,

you can actually still see the moon, you know.

till it when this bright. lights out! i thought we can leave soon somehow, but hell NO!

and so, we waited till you can actually see the cloud so clearly.

and when the police were still investigating on our case, all this people are having sucha fun time! we had fun crapping around. especially with hong seng around. he's one hell of shit and he believes i'm married. OH MY FREAKING GOD! and he said in hokkien, in a pretty fast manner: "like that jialet already. if ah heng knows about it when he's driving, i ask him to turn left, he go right, when i ask him to go left he go right. when i ask him to go straight, he go up the curb. ask him drives, he go make a big u-turn." it's pretty funny la. should have recorded it.

i knew it! i swear i knew it! i knew he's gonna win 2 races! i knew it! AND DICKY DOESN'T BELIEVES ME! if not, we have made some money! wee~

which means getting extention! =)

anyway, i had this call during my lecture today. as usual, i took out my cellphone outta my bag, SLOWLY. i hate picking up calls during lecture 'cause i had to leave the class room just to pick up pathetic calls. and the class has this damn heavy door whereby when you close this damn door, the WHOLE class knows someone went/out of the class, like being a limelight or something. for today, it was absolutely different. i pulled out my cellphone outta my pouch and i saw a name in capitalize, i jumped up and flew out of the class. all i had in mind was getting out of the classroom as soon as possible just to pick up the call.

and i was smiling all along after that call, which i simply couldn't understand what he was talking about. it was way too FAST! yet, i'm smart to capture all the main points. woohoo~

oh yeah~ i went to watch dead silence with that tommy guy. shit him. he was laughing throughout the whole movie. i have no idea why.

HI SERENA KHOR CAI LI! i know you do read my blog. but please don't tell mum about it. thanks so much! and i love you. LOL!







alright, this post is for someone who view my blog almost everyday to see. you know who you are with the pictures. =D you must thanks me with a big prezzie to be able update you, still.





anyway, i went out with my brother a few days ago for his cut-like-never-cute hair!

i think he's stupid to not keep his hair short! i miss his short hair!

i think he's good now. no more westlife-mandy song being played. YAY!

that's all i wanted to say:

know what, secret is STUPID, STUPID and the STUPIDDESTTT! argh! waste my time.

so many people around saying that they wanna watch the 2nd time. hell yea, i don't see a point in watch that damn movie.

so many girls saying that it's a damn sad movie. it's a for sure thing to cry. what the fuck! which part of it makes you wanna cry. a little sad i can understand la. cry, NO WAY!

as usual, i turned to tommy after the movie and asked him "sad meh?" and he was there, making that crying voice.

and throughout the whole movie, i was waiting for the soundtrack song, 不能说的秘密, i thought they would play it with the piano or whatsoever. but know what, the song doesn't appear in the movie, it only appeared after the movie has ended. oh, so this song was one of the soundtrack cause it appear after the movie.

alright, maybe it's me. i actually cried when watching meet the robinson and not secret. i cried when i watched click, evan almighty, i now pronounce you chuck and larry, and so on. i know some are new movies, but you don't have to care how i get to watch it before the cinema screen it, i just get to watch english movie first. and that was why i insisted to watch a chinese movie when tommy said he wanna watch english.

so, i guess it's me la. cartoon also can cry. i know it's dumb. prolly it's because i just couldn't feel the saddness in the chinese words used. english has more feel. and what's more, they are more emotional.

blah blah blah. alright, it's me.


OKAY! I'M SO GOONA WATCH SECRET AGAIN! no in cinema of cause. i just wanna try and see if i will be crying the 2nd time. =D


and HELLO OUT THERE! can someone gossip about me!


alright, it's me. i'm a little outta my mind. whatever~


anyway, secret is actually a nice movie, just that it's stupid. geddit?!

oh, so now you remember me, uh?

so was it because

1. you broke up with that bitch? (i really think you should)
2. you wanna know if i hates you?

if it was the (1), great for you. you made the perfect choice. however, if it's the (2), you know what, actually, i don't hate you at all, yet after this msg, screw you. you prolly hopes i will text you back, hell NO WAY! only if you broke up with that bitch.

so, for now, happy together.

just a little tiny mini bits of crazying over him. he is so so so cuteeeeeeeeeeee!



it's just idolizing. yea. =D



i went to check out all his pictures and news 'bout him, I WAS SHOCKED! he was the youngest among all who has so many achievements. awww~ it's in the blood for sure.



weee~

EVERYONE LOVES MY HAIR! ROAR!
kenneth, thumbs up.
yilong said it's nice.
desmond said it's pretttiest. LOL!
christina said nice new look.
adeline said nice!
jimmy said nice new hairstyle.


you see, i was forced to go fly last night. was so reluctant. i took my time. meeting the gang at 930 yet i was still home blowing my hair and blah blah blah. so, i brought the i-have-totally-no-mood-to-club mood which turned out to be sucha huge fun! just like shopping, when you bring the i'm-not-gonna-get-anything-today-just-seeing mood you, you tend to spend double of what you always spend.


never buy N76, the phone simply sucks in taking pictures. wtf! we looked so WHITE! and it's like GHOST!

she too tired.

i got to see ronnie. i was pretty much excited. cause the last time i saw him he was on the race track and a little distance away from me with his helmet on. couldn't really see his look actually. another thing was i bet on him of a few races and i won! =) i always have this eagerness to see him in person!

anyway, i know another waiter, edmund there. i think he feels that i'm very irriating cause i keep asking him to collect the martell marble for me. but he's nice. he took 8 for me. he's short! oh yea, he look alike chen yi xuan.

this is ryan. ssssoooooooooooooooo cute! i wanna see him race!

demond sent me home after that and i kept disturbing yilong in the car. he wanted to sleep but i forbid him from doing so. cause it was a month since i last seen him. when we were about to reach my home, he was closing his eyes and i said this:

i'm reaching home already. just accompany me 走完这个路, la.

and hell, yilong was laughing the hell out of him. funny meh? oh yea, i tired taking pics with him but seems that he like having only half of his face in the photo.

AHAHAHA! he asked me to delete this photo away. cause this is the only photo i got that have his whole face!

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