REGINA'S

i really can't imagine how i survived my day whlist missing him yet not contacting him.

it's like "ya, i miss you damn much but if you don't contact, it's okay. let me continue missing you."

this is not silly. it's just probably 'cause i have yet long to miss someone this much and the feeling is damn good! it's like falling in love all over again for the first time. aww~ so sweet.

actually, having likings isn't that bad at all. you know, those secondary or primary school days, you don't even dare to pluck out the courage to tell the boy or girl you liked her all the while. miss those feelings. it's so sweet despite the fact that everyone knows that it will be going nowhere. but at least you get the chance to role play as a fortune teller or rather play mind games to think if this guy or that guy has a feeling for you.

yes, presume and presume makes one gets terrible especially when it is a one sided love.

BUT, awww~ it's still so sweet even when thinking back, how much i suffered while trying to solves all the games.

unlike now, not even a chance of guessing. people just tell me straight into my face that they have feelings for me or asking me to be their gf. you see, it's lack of those sweet sweet stuffs(stated above). somethings without a process is boring!



and so, it's like falling in love for the first time all over again.