and now, i'm waiting for an qi to packet for me my supper! see, it's damn good to have friend who lives in the same block! love her to bits man.

and again, it F-R-I-D-A-Y. ya, it's friday! and i have to wait till 10pm to see my bf. =( so, well planned as usual. 6pm for facial. 730pm for dinner with jie jie and jie fu. lastly, 10pm for bf!

the other day, my lovely boss, melvin called me.

melvin: when you finish your studies?
me: hmmm. 3 more months lor.
melvin: okay, finish studying call us.
me: why finish studying call you all?
melvin: aiya, just call us when you graduate okay?
me: oh, okay lor.
melvin: because we need a full time!
me: *happy like fuck* oh, okay!

leaving MAG was like a break up. i seriously love MAG alot. more than any job i can ever find. i love TNA. really love them i don't mind working like mad dogs, i just wanna be with MAG.

even though i got an offer for the same job and pay is better, i don't care. just like LKK, i told him i wanted to start work few mondays back, but i didn't turn up. i know i can't work with such an idiotic. hence, i decided to sway my focus on my studies and back with M.A.G!

so, i was f up happy after hanging up and rushed home to tell my mum the good news. but she slapped me hard. she told me, if i were to go back to them, might as well don't do degree. waste dad's money! then, i was thinking, it's true la. but the degree is my back up what. if working with melvin can make me earn at least $3k a month, why not? and if i graduate, it doesn't mean i can get a job ranging from $2k to $2.5k.

whatever it is. i don't really care. i just wanna be back with MAG. chiong all the way like how we used to. i don't mind. wait for me. i'll be back in 3 months time to earn big bucks!

muackssssssss!

however, i wish han could wait another 3 months more. i wanna see him for the last time. i don't want him to die. really. nice man. if it wasn't for him, working wasn't fun at all. god, please let him live.


i'm very hungry now! AN QI!! FASTER!

prawning!

back to history.

i never exercise at all. i never go on diet. i eat like mad cow for the whole week till every dinner, i have a stomach bigger than my tummy.

i lost shocking 2kg again. why ah?! it was just last week that i realise that i'm growing fatter. i told myself, cannot eat so much already. if not, one fine day when bf book out, he can't even recognize me. then, i told myself, i must eat lesser. i cannot eat till very very full. but this habit of mine that keep eating till very full never change. i'm still eating alot. i meant really alot.

never mind. whatever. if it continues to be like that, i will go for a full body check up this time.

anyhow, i went prawning with jie jie and jie fu on monday. our target is 30 prawns!

very satisfyingly we caught 32 prawns but the sotong uncle gave us the 8 prawns that he caught. total, 40 prawns! eat till siao lor!












ya, eat till siao already still got jalan kayu eat.

and now, i wanna go cook maggie and eat. sibei de hungry!

i'll be back with better updates. recently ones are pretty of a nonsense. proper one tomorrow.

BAPE, UNITY, STUSSY AND THE LIST GOES ON.

HELLO SEXY LADIES. AND OF COURSE, GUYS WHO ARE CRAZY OVER STREET WEAR!

wanna get CHEAP label clothings and cap for your boyfriend?

THEN, YOU SHOULD BE CHECKING THIS OUT! like TOTALLY!


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tempted, aren't you?

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no worries, seller is a very trustwothy. i just bought the unity cap from him. very excellent service. i recieved it the day after i order it. he delivered it personally to my house! which also means the unity cap is gone.



HOW EXCELLENT CAN THIS BE!



SO, VISIST, http://dopeparty.livejournal.com/ TODAY, YES, TODAY!


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I WAS JUST JOKING! hahahahaha!


BOOKMARK THE WEBBY IF YOU MISSED IT, IT'S YOUR REGRETS.

Lie To Me

i have been catching 'lie to me'. for the past few months, been dying that the would publish the new series for them. and i tell you people! die die also must go watch lah!

it's really a damn fascinating 'cause you got to learn the gesture and facial expression of people means.

it's sad that it only lasted 13 episode. =(

it's really a series worthwhile for the wait!! hence, i'm here patiently waiting for part 2 which i have no idea which year will that be!

on a lighter note, i'm a happy girl this weekend and next week will be happier because..... (fill in the blanks)

we went sim lim this afternoon and he almost got me a psp. i told him that i'm really dead bored from monday till friday. this boredom only stops when i see him. with the long train rides to school everyday, it made it worst. then again, i give it a thought, do i really need it? hence, i told me, i need a week to consider.

siao right? he wants to buy things for me but i'm the one who need to consider.

i was pretty shock when he asked the price and turned to me and said, "you want or not?" i'm thinking now, what if i really said yes just now? will i have the red psp in my hands now? hmmm.

so, i went home to ask my mum for opinion. she scolded me la! wtf. saying that shouldn't i spent bb's(big bully) money like that. waste his money. if want, save it for emergency use. i'm pretty comfirm, i'm not getting that psp but maybe something else. heh.

for now, let's hope the next weekend come real quick. it's gonna be so fun.

lastly, its 25 again! lotsalove.

oh well, guess what?! my bf just got me a guess wallet!

yea, nothing fantastic about it. 'cause you're bf polly brought you LV.

but the thing here is, we went guess, coach and agnes b. ya, you must be thinking i should chop my bf instead of getting a guess. well, the problem here is, i saw NOTHING i like from agnes b and coach. coach was way disappointment as it is made from china and agnes b was just so plain and simple.

i'm dying to get a wallet, seriously.

dying for my bf to get a LV for me. but i saw nothing i like. i find it stupid to spend $950 on a LV wallet and not even liking it. as in buying for the sake of buying an showing it off.

i know, i once said that guess is cheapo. it is still.

i like this guess because of its design. love at first sight when niffer showed it to me. it's just a pity that there's no transparent slot to put our photos. =(

and i once said, i will never buy guess.

but for this, i love it. maybe its 'cause he feels that it is nice too, which applies that he agrees to me that it's nice and willing to buy it for me. and he will hardly say something is nice, only if it's really nice.

and so, i also saw this gold ring from guess. love at first sight too. he wanted to buy it for me man! but i felt kinda "heart-pain" for spending his money. 'cause when i don't have enough money, i take money from his account to spend. so, ya.

have to balance it if not he will be broke like how i used to spend!

lastly, I LOVE THAT WALLY!

又被爱伤了一遍
无所谓 当作成长
刚刚走开的人
烟还点着 味道却淡了
我并不是天生爱寂寞
却比任何人都多
就算把世界给我
我还是一无所有
我要快乐我要能睡的安稳
有些人不抱了才温暖
离开了才不恨 我早应该割舍
我要快乐 哪怕笑的再大声
心不是热的 全都是假的
只有眼泪是真的
把从前想了一遍
谢谢了 伤我的人
想做乐观的人
每种雨声 听了都不冷
我并不是天生爱寂寞
却比任何人都多
就算把世界给我
我还是一无所有
我要快乐我要能睡的安稳
有些人不抱了才温暖
离开了才不恨 我早应该割舍
我要快乐 哪怕笑的再大声
心不是热的 全都是假的
我的决定是对的

today, when we were in the study room doing our assignment, there's this classmate of mine, let's called him A, 'cause i have no idea what's his name. yes, after one year.

so, A walked towards me and mumble,

A: don't tell people i .......(the mumble part)
me: huh?
A: don't tell people i like candy.
me: * thinking what candy? sweet?*
A: don't tell people i like candice please.
me: *OH! CANDICE* no worries lah, i won't say a single thing! and i gave him a sibei chio cum sweet smile.

*then, he walked away and i turned to monica telling her what the told me*

me: who is candice ah?!!
monica: i don't know.
me: then he tell us for what?! siao ah!
monica: *giving me that no idea face*

and we laughed. why the hell did he tell us this man?! limbu where got go kaypo who like who. and for fuck i care if you like this candy.

me: eh, i think candice is the taiwan girl.
monica: no, its not. i think its the china girl who sits beside ivy.
me: is it?! i think taiwan girl lah. 'cause i think her name is can-something
monica: really?
me: why he like her?
monica: i don't think its the taiwan girl. they never do project together.
me: huh?! candice is the demark girl? (cause A did an assignment with a demark girl)
monica: *blur face*
me: demark girl is candice? no lah! candice like some chinese name.
monica: then who is candice?
me: hmmmm
monica: ?????

see, the both of us damn jialat lah. along with anqi. the 3 of us don't mix around one lah. even if we do, we get mixed up with the names. so, when people ask us who said a certain thing, we will only reply,

you know, that girl, who sits in the first round. she wore black today.

I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE LIVERPOOL THIS JULY. YOHOO!

SINGAPORE: Despite not winning the English Premier League title, Liverpool still won over hearts with their entertaining football this season.

And now Singaporean fans will get to see their heroes when Liverpool play at the National Stadium on July 26.

The Liverpool team, with the likes of Michael Owen, last visited Singapore in 2001.

The Reds’ return trip to the island and another one in Thailand will be used as a tune—up for the new 2009/2010 season.

However, fans will have to pay a premium to catch the Reds. They will have to fork out S$88 for each of the 50,000 gallery and lower grandstand seats, while seats in the upper grandstand will go for S$188.

But the trip is not just about commercial gains, as some young local footballers will get to train with the team when they are here.

Ian Ayre, Commercial Director, Liverpool FC, said: "It’s a place where we know we have a lot of fans, so it means more than just turning up and playing a pre—season game. It is part of the foundation of continuing to build what is already a great club and great fan base.

"Obviously, we want to grow that and we want to be more touchable, and 'feel—able’ and interact with our fans all over the world."

i'm dying to see them man. 'cause the whole team is coming!!!!!!! but its kinda ridiculous that liverpool is gonna play with sg. gonna trash sg worst than man u lah!

tickets out this friday and i'm dying to go and get it.

the problem is, i scared that freak cannot take leave lehhhhhhh!!!

i wanna see liverpool. i have been waiting all these while eversince i read it from the papers. and now, they got the official date! weeeehooooooo!

damn shiok la! can see them live man!

no matter what! i'm gonna slap that idiot to go with me!

and you will be seeing me in courts or adidas this friday!!!

muahahahahahhaha!

i was figuring out when melvin, andrew and angela always say when i ask them how did they know that their wife or husband is the one for them when the were dating.

"got a special feeling."
"you just know it."

yea, i know. their replies are all very f up. it's like not even eleborating it. worse, it doesn't answer my question.

and finally, after 1 year. i figured out what they were trying to mean. it means that no matter how poor he is, how xiong are the quarrels, no matter what happens(having affair and cheating not included), you still wants to be with him. all you want is him to be good.

and all these leads to this,

I, (Bride/Groom), take you (Groom/Bride), to be my (wife/husband), to have and to hold from this day forward, for better or for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish; from this day forward until death do us part.

this special feeling is simple. just 3 words. he's the one. and you're willing to go through everything with him.

he's the one. its still the same as what melvin and gang gave. prolly, you have to have this special feeling in order for you to understand why why their replies was "you just know it".

this special feeling doesn't comes in every relationship. it is a strong feeling that holds both together and no matter hard difficult life is down the road, the both of you still stood still, holding on tight.

its a special force that helps both to go through the storms together.

and that's why they said, the power of love.

i have feel it and now i understand it. do you too?

so happy lah! can meet big bully for 5 mintues tomorrow!

since i know i'll be logging on to this page during lesson tomorrow, i must buy....

- toothbrush
- toothpaste
- bodywash
- chicken biscuits
- cup noodles

and what else did he asked me to buy, huh? OH! nutella and towels!

medium rare week. can't poke.

i miss this page. i used to blog so much about the times i spent with big bully. just like a public diary or the both of us. now, this page is left so blank. so unwanted.

and this just means i'm way too busy to log on.

i miss big bully seriously. sometimes, i'm just angry with myself that i'm always the one who started the fight. the good and bad thing about me is that, he is too nice to me and i have eventually become his spoilt brat. so damn demanding.

people thinks that he is the one always bullying me. but, i'm telling you NO. he wasn't always the one who started the quarrels. I AM. i am the one who always taking him for granted. even the smallest thing that he do, i don't like means i don't like. no chance.

i can be the sweetest gf. but i can also be the worse.

he wasn't the troublemaker, i'm the one.

so, every weekend is wasted just like that. this week was worse. 'cause its a medium rare week. damn.

and i can be damn f-ing cb. i booked tickets at iluma but i didn't tell him it was iluma. so, he thought it was eng hwa. so, we were having cold war and he went to take the tickets at eng hwa, knowing that he was going to the wrong way, i purposely don't wana tell him. i just let him go eng hwa and make the cashier laugh at him while i walked to iluma.

say la, how cb can i be? but that's is his punishment what!

so, who wanna quarrel with who now?

i tried to make weekdays a better one for us. i know how hard is it for him in there. but weekends, everything just sucked except sundays.

so, to be a nice gf, i'm working on a no-quarrel-on-weekends plan.

'cause that special feelings i have, isn't a lie. and i know this doesn't happen to any of the rest i have.

a lot like LOVE

okay, i think i need to make some amendment on my previous post.

i must say this,

i'm not emphasising on ALL THE CHEENAS. only a certain FEW who know themselves the best that the reason they are here ain't just studying or working.

i'm saying this because i don't wanna have any dispute with my new friend from china. she is hell of a different from those out there. somehow, there's this bond of similarity that bought us together.



1) we are in the same school!

2) we are taking the same course!

3) we stay at the same block!

4) our boyfriends went to the same school!

5) our boyfriends were in the same basketball team!

6) we once dated bendemeer boys ard both of them were kinda close, once!

7) we love big bags!

8) we somehow dislike the 2 boys we once dated.

9) we don't mix around in class!

10) we kept yawning during lecture!



it a small small world after all. how coincident can this be?

initially, or rather for the past one year, we didn't even bother to talk to each other at all. it was a guy from vietnam that brought as together by asking me "where you stay."

so, we started talking. we thought we only stayed at the same block and goes to the same school. that's it. full stops. then, we started taking about the schools we went and so i asked which school her guy went, and she replied bendemeer. "MINE ALSO!" "REALLY?!"

"what name? what name?" we laughed and ended with, "SO COINCIDENT?"

so, it was break time today, and we got to know that we once dated the boys who were "close friends"?! and our reaction to them was "eeeeewwww"

ended up again. "it can't be! SO COINCIDENT AGAIN?!"

"WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH"

I Love Men In Uniform. Eg, HO!

the other day, i went searching for a present with kevin. we went kate spade and coach. we wanted to call it a day after finding an acceptable present and finding a pink wristlets that i eyed on. being the always curious me, i took one of the wristlets, flips it in and out and i finally saw this small part, made in..........

i couldn't see the country cause the sensor tag wad pinned on it. so, i took another one and dig. wow! MADE IN CHINA?!!

it was shocking. surprising. and it's damn despressing.

maybe i'm a noob shit, or whatsoever you called. one thing, i don't go coach. maybe a couple of times, look and see and only feeling disappointing that coach is for women. not for my age. i only go to www.coach.com. that was when i start to love coach with their Jan season. fell in love with them. love at first sight. so, i go back coach 2 times, but they don't have what i want from the internet.

so depressing. i will not look at coach anymore. =(

anyhow, don't you think that the population of cheena is increasing tremendously? today, i went bugis with my mum, street is filled with cheenas' salesperson. WORST, was even BHG is hiring irritating loud speakers! damn irritating and damn annoying. know what, i don't even want to reply any of them when they asked if i needed any help. i just wanna tell them, f off, go back your god damn country. she happily went back to another cheena and chatted so bitchy-ly and loudly. nbcb!

seriosuly, everywhere you go in bugis, you see those nbcb loud speaking cheenas. dressed to fit themselves, sluts, whore and act cute.

我的天! sg gonna half 50% cheenas in years to come. so what will sg be named? 新中国?

man, singapore, we should work hard man. make more babies. the cheenas are taking over us!!!!