Friday, February 27, 2009

TELL ME LA, WHERE GOT PEOPLE HAVE PERIOD 3 TIMES A MONTH! MOREOVER, IT JUST FEB, 28 DAYS. WHAT THE F-ING SHIT FUCK!

LIKE THAT COMFIRM ONE FINE DAY I WILL FAINT ONE LA! ALREADY NO MORE BLOOD CELLS, STILL 3 TIMES A MONTH.

NABEH!


FANGRY LA!

Thursday, February 26, 2009

sometimes, we just need a little bit more attention.

Thursday, February 12, 2009

i wanted to go somewhere for a short getaway. many in office knows i always wanted to go either bangkok, batam, bintam, phuket and bali, but my bosses will hardly allow me to go away for more than 3 days. =(

lady boss was so excited to see me today and she rushed up to me and told me she saw really cheap tickets to bangkok and bali, which also makes me so excited to ask the pimps and bitches.

i thought i would be the right time now to go somewhere to relax before the market get back to a better ones. and also i'll be getting my 13.5month soon including my pay and commission, i'll be so rich, so, why not!

these days, market has been really really bad. buyers realise that it isn't time to buy and sellers are all desperate to sell, 'causing supply over demand. advertisment fee reduced. everyone knows there's no point in advertising so many times a week. cutting cost. so, i thought this would be the right period of time i should book my tickets.

BUT, here's the big hold back.

firstly, boyfriend will be having training for 6 months, hence, no leave should be taken for performance matters. secondly, the cheap tickets booked now can only travel during june period or october. lastly, what if buyers suddenly gone crazy and decide that june or october will be the best or right period to buy a house.

so, what's the point of having so much money and you can't even travel to somewhere to relax. like what people has been saving, market is bad, save more money. since i have not been saving at all, i guess, 13month plus commission is everything that i should save.

well, management of company has changed too, to cut cost. si bei sian la. no air con after 6pm, course fee increased from $288 to $388 and now, $588. siao. should have taken the course last year when it was $288. then, jeans is only allowed on fridays and saturdays, only formal. so, this whole week, i have been waiting for thursday, friday and saturday 'cause i get to wear damn relax.

i used to wear shorts to work. then bigger boss nagged a bit, C "suan" abit, admin say a bit but CEO never say anything. so, i began to wear shorts with sockings and heels like those HSR days when i wear them to club. i thought people might see me as wearing a black pants instead. then, after wear it for months, uncle ken realised that i was wear sockings, and he shouted "WOW, SEXY HUH, XIAO MEI!" oh well, that was the time when everyone eventually notice that i was wearing black shorts and socklings. soon, i stopped wearing heels to work when i wear the shorts with sockings, i wore shoes instead. SO DAMN INFORMAL. boyfriend said it's nice, new style and it's was way damn relax for me. no one in office realise i was wearing so damn relax for the pass few months when eventually, on monday, alferd ran up to me that told me that new e-mail had been sent to everyone, only formal wear from monday to thursday.

SIAO LIAO LOR! whole day don't even dare to walk around 'cause new boss of company is walking around. then on tuesday, i wore damn formal sweet la!

then today, when i reached office, SIAO LIAO LOR again, no lance yard. everyone was wearing except me. and again, boss of company was walking around. sian. need to go take photo on friday to make my lance yard.

then, so many people came over to join us. SIAO LIAO LOR. no space to sit anymore. i was so afraid that in future, the one sitting beside me is someone from another Co. that hopped over to my Co. being smart, i told lynn to take the workstation beside me, on the other hand, i got people to gossip with me though my boring hours at work.

SIAO LIAO LOR. now, we pay $140 a month which was suppose to be the price of 2 workstations. but my bosses bussinesses are really big, so, we occupied 6 workstations. for the pass one year, we were super happy that we paid $140 for 6 tables. now, have to clear tables soon. it's gonna be so cramp at my area.

somehow, i hope bosses really get a room, which will never become their room. they are hardly in office, hence, it's only for them to store their documents. whereas for me, i'm whole day in office, so, i'm sure i'll put all my photos, my stuffs on the wall. BUT, they said getting a room is equalvalent to paying the monthly installment of a car. SIAN!

i guess, i'm pretty bored at this moment. what a looooooooong post.

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

woo-la-la

last friday was my elder sister's wedding.

i dragged boyfriend to go R.O.M with me to give them my blessing though the man beside her wasn't the one i expected to be her man. what to do. she choose her man and she should receive everyone blessings.

cousins were there disturbing me and boyfriend. saying that we are there to practice for our future. seriously, i have no idea how to react to their nonsense.

i always have this thought that when they enter the room, "foo foo" will dash into it and stop them from signing the legal documents.

it was quite tense in the room. the pressure of commitment once the paper was signed. when she was about to sign the paper, i grab onto second sister's arm, greatly hoping that someone, like "foo foo" would said the word, "objection!"

i'm not being bias here. it's just that i brought my elder sister and "foo foo" together. i don't wish to see something that used to be so perfect, had no ending.

this marriage was a really quick one. i have never expected it. i thought she was trying to forget about "foo foo" so she choosed him.

"i now pronounce you, man and wife."

i was upset upon hearing this. i was pretty confused. the word "marriage" is an easy word. anyone can say "will you marry me?" it is as easy as A-B-C. yet, when i stepped into the room, i changed my impression of marriage. it is scary. you will never know the man beside you, how much you can rely on in your future years.

it was worse when they said this was boyfriend and my rehearsals.

maybe it was cause everyone isn't expecting this. and therefore, i reacted this way.

anyhow, after that we headed to long beach @ demsey. boyfriend never regret having his interview postponed for this temptatious meal.

shark fin, lobster salad, oyster, la-la, fried fish, curry crab, and so on.







second sister asked for the oyster and lobster salad. 'cause she asked me to chop chop chop. so, i do my best to chop a bit. ended up the next day, they told me that he was retrenched. which also means he got NO MORE MONEY!

this time, i was way too guilty for chopping. 'cause i didn't realise his situation. i thought he was still as rich. damn. if it was 2 years back, doing this to any jerks is nothing to me, even if they have nothing. i admit trying to chop boyfriend back then, 'cause i saw his account balance in his bank. geees.

anyway, i'm glad he came into my life, showing me that there are guys who are not as jerked as those i met and stopped me from all my nonsensical doings. if it wasn't for him, i would have become like .................... and for now, i actually feel very guilty.

oh well, lastly, a huge smile on our faces when we left demsey.

Sunday, February 08, 2009

4th feb

another year of bf's bday i spent with him.

i tried giving him surprises last year, but again, due to the guy who wanted me to be with him 24/7, i didn't made it last year. it was a really super duper plain birthday, last year.

WELL, THIS YEAR....

i planned to give him surprise BUT that idiot never go work. reason being, he said it was his birthday. obviously, kan ni niang, i was fuck-ed up piss off lah! wanted to give him a punch on his face as a birthday present so much!

thanks to his friends who were conferencing on msn with bf, who was sleeping, i grab the chance to coordinate with them and give him a surprise. we decided on fish&co. 'cause ah pek said there was live band over there. there was suppose to be 2 surprises given but.....

anyhow, there was like 4 groups having their birthday celebrations there too and the fish&co. crew really shout to announce to everyone in the entire house that someone is celebrating their birthday there. so, it was really a bit awkward 'cause the made you stand on the chair, holding a lighted light stick.

this was how it went when it was boyfriend's turn.

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i'll be back with more temptations.

right now, i have to concentrate on liverpool vs portsmouth. 'cause that neh neh pok portsmouth just scored one goal. cheebeh!

tadah!

Tuesday, February 03, 2009

a quickie.

days spent together was great with bf.

guess what, yesterday was the first time i spent talking on the phone with him from 3am to 6am. gosh! and we really enjoy it so much till today, we were partically still 'making money in the air.'

last week, we decided veinna for our buffet dinner as a celebration for our birthday days. in fact, we wanted to go sentosa so much to have their buffet dinner 'cause my bosses said the buffet there was totally, heaven.

the buffet was fab and resonable. romantic in fact if the other people doesn't walk around.

buddha jump over the wall tasted like trash. for god sake. how can someone ever drink it.

anyhow, he said we will be going sentosa on the lovely 'v.irgin' day. wee o wee.

then,

it's time to get back to the second day of my sweet eighteen.

everyone left in the morning, so, i decided to bring home some of my clothes and on the other hand, bring more bbq food back to the chalet.

oh! i have to say this. apparently, i ate nothing during my celebration. just the buffet and nothing from the bbq corner. this proves i was way too busy entertaining.

evening arrived and i was so so afraid that bf could not set up the fire. to my horror after 15 minutes or so, i saw fire in the bbq pit.


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look, how skinny he is till he fit on mine white t-shit.

and for me, i wear his clothes like dresses.

and, he looked so much alike an experienced bbq-ing otah man.

we watched the soccer matched that he said comfirm chop will win. so, finally, some time after half time, the team that we betted a scored a goal. insanely, bf didn't shout "goal!!!" he shouted, "NEW SHOES!" 'cause the winning money was suppose to buy his cyn shoes.

we were drop dead happy. so since it was about full time, we switched channels thinking that the match would be 1-0. when we switch back, it was 1-1.

nabei!

anyway, i planned something for his 22nd. BUT, queky, i need your help somehow. hehe. hopefully, this would be the best he ever had. 'cause he complained that all his bdays sucked.