REGINA'S

you, i finally understand!

should i be elated or should i be sad?

ORCHARD again. i was fun though i just went there yesterday. went party world for k session till i almost loose my voice. i did something BAD. after k session i called norman and lied that ah girl jie jie left me alone at orchard to meet xin xiong and i can't even contact. i know i'm bad. but the mastermind was ah girl jie jie. she didn't want norman to work ot therefore, she asked me to lied. so, the issue turned up kinda serious. he kept calling ah girl jie jie and scold xin xiong for lying that he wasn't with ah girl jie jie(xin xiong wasn't with us). on the other hand, i kept msging him asking him to meet me cos i was alone and lonely plus i got no keys to go home. think he was kinda panic and stuffs cos he msged ah girl jie jie "CALL ME" a few times and kept miss calling her. lols. i felt kinda bad hence, asked ah girl jie jie to call norman. opps! he was kinda pissed off. but we manage to make him meet us at marina square. gees.

he moment he saw me, he stretched out his hand. i acted blur. headed to BK. he showed me his hand. WOAH! the injuries was kinda bad. i can see the bone stucking out. YUCKS! joked alot. he kept bullying ah girl jie jie. asked her to buy food for him. wad a GREAT gentleman. so, i stole lot of fries from him. went to play pool. yeah yeah! both of them taught me how to aim and stuffs. manage to cheat quite a few time. =D xin xiong came. oh man! he's a great joker. but i think xin xiong and norman cannot be together as they join forces to bully ah girl jie jie. nevertheless, i had a great day out though i felt kinda sick.

actually, i talked alot things ah girl jie jie today. almost everything but not that lil secret of mine. but at least, now, i feel better.




though i was just a simple gesture, i felt it. i love it when someone care for me.

having loads of thoughts in my mind. alot of what ifs.
what if i'm not her....
what if i'm not 18.....
what if you have told me....
what if these more....
what if they....
what if what if what if....

actually, i'm kinda happy you remembered the way to......