after a year, i finally got all the pictures i took last year. those sec school pictures you see. so excited when i got to receive all the pictures. hehes. actually the most awaiting was those that i took with MR FOO. =)

i think i only change a little after secondary school days. a lil slimer on my face. look so cute when i used to have those extra fats on my face. LOL! but never mind. as long as i get to slim down, i'm contented.

indulge myself! this is what everyone should be! as long as one is happy with what he or she is doing, why should he or she stop? so what if i kept spending money? so what if i'm materialistic? so what so what. ask long i can pamper myself, why should i stop. i used to got stopped from going shopping and buying things. that's what i hated about. so what if i kept whining that i'm broke. so what if you don't have money to buy for me? i never asked you to buy. i was just whining. can't i whine? so what so what?

HELLO! i'm helping the economy doncha know. if we don't spend, you think you still can spend? though my econ lecturer starts late and end early, i still LOVE econ LOADS. it's interesting it's about spending, taxation, price and so on. just like shopping. LOL! i know i hardly listen to his lessons, I STILL LIKE ECONOMIC. the only that it's boring cos he kept giving the same examples; coffee and tea. at times, he would make some nuisance out of his examples. how nice.

another 4 months, there will only be Jamie, Nifer, KG and me left. those going army, will be gone for army. those stopping, will be working. sigh! only 4 months left. where got enough time to play?

aiya! i don't know what to blog about already. just bored. so, anyhow type something to pass my time!



yeah yeah! i'm darker already! SENTOSA SOON PLS!

HEY YO! the first thing i did when i reach home was definitely bathing. needless to say. next, lappy out, and it's MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE TIME! feeling high now. hehes. love them so so much. *very wide smile with loads of love in my eyes*

went out with bud bud. shared so much laughters and joys together. yes, i laughed till drunk again. love to go out with him so so much. so FUN FUN FUN! today bud bud sent me home. that means we had more time to update each other. and YES! took loads of stupid photos of ourselves. oh yeah! i played his PSP and made a fool of myself cos it was a car racing again and i was in the train "OH MY GOD! OH SHIT! OH NO!! NONONO! DAMN IT! FUCK MAN!" gosh! too engrossed into the game already. i don't know if the people was looking cos it's too exciting and i kept crashing. bud said i shouldn't take up driving cos i will increase the number car accidents in singapore. =) i love the dog joke that he told me. i was like laughing till i was about to sit flat on the floor? hehes. liffy said i'm HOT! hehes. change alot eversince secondary school but my crazyness STILL remains. LOLs.

i told liffy this:
ME: i like HOT PINK now!
LIFFY: *smiles*
ME: ask me how hot is it.
LIFFY: how hot?
ME: about 100 degree celsius?

cold sia. never mind. hahas. cos we laughed do much today. EVERYTHING! liffy said i'm more and more like adi already. what the hell man. told him that mr foo wants to meet us after his back from AUS. i asked him to spread the news excluding ching hoon. LOLs. cos i scared she snatch my FOO FOO away. anyway, mr foo is gonna be back soon and i only spread it to like 2 person? how nice! gees. THE LESSER PEOPLE, THE MERRIER IT WILL BE. cos i get to talk more to FOO FOO and i can take more pictures with him you see. and i can conqure him! what the fuck! another advantage will be that the lesser the people, the cheaper the bill will be and maybe FOO FOO might be paying for us? HAHAS. i'm not evil. i was just being kind helping mr foo not to waste too much money. =D

hopefully, my gang-adi, liffy, fidaus, raynu and me will be free someday so that we can hang out together. it's will be so great! cos memories will be back! love it so much during the school days. when i alone in class, the guys will accompany me to the toilet. lessons were never boring with them around! argh! i wanna MEET THEM, soon soON SOON! gonna check them out now!

another thing. i just remembered as i was listening to MCR. i haven't thank d for helping me. i always forgot about it! how could i?



and now, i'm addicted to HOT PINK and PINK! and i LOVE MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE.

when down to the company that roy introduced. argh! i'm so angry with the guy giving us the briefting!!! it's all d's fault la. give me see what msg. make me laughed. then the guy ask me why am i laughing and stuffs. asked me to share. what fuck man! but i ignore him la. cos the so called survery was actually a whole lot of papers that should be called interview. liew! they want ask to go house by house to interview people who use blah blah blah brand washing powder. totally LAME. waste my time telling us about nonsense? cool sia. then, i was so bored hence, i wrote on the paper "CAN WE LIKE JUST GO NOT?" to d. damn! the guy then asked d and i to be seperated. fuck man! argh! ended uo, we din take up the damn job. party i was pissed off with that bloody guy and also i don't wanna waste my time on this stupid company! STUPID FREAK!

yeah yeah! i have improved! i mean my skill for pool. doncha agree KG? thanks to ah girl jie jie and norman for teaching me how to aim. =D

anyway, i'm still very very angry with that guy! argh! i did something stupid too. i left the paper with the: CAN WE LIKE LEAVE NOT back to the company. damn!

economic's test was CHICKEN TOES today! BINGO! guess everyone will score extremly well.

went to PS for PIZZA. delicious definitely. paid about $5 per person and there was 4 of us - d, lynn, nifer and ME! it was early hence, we headed for the movie "DEATH NOTE." manage to psycho nifer to watch. hehes. while waiting for the movie, we went to carrefour for a long shopping there. though we only spend like 5 bucks there, we spend an hour or so in there. it's fun though cos nifer was there to entertain us. i love having nifer around me. brought jelly into the cinema and make a mess about it. but d manage to help nifer me with the jellies. sweet right?

alright! yeah yeah. the movie. it's FAIR though. cos the lead actor kept writing on that stupid notebook. write and write. it's in japaness. i was kinda bored in there cos it's in jap! I WANT ENGLISH! =D never mind about the movie, i do enjoy myself today!


oh ya! i gotta thank nifer and d for helping me to grab a whole lot of materials girls avdertisment paper!


OH YEAH! is it our, girls fault to have our period? must you guys despise us? huh huh huh? and making fun about over period? huh huh huh? LOLs.


i was thinking and thinking. your msges really made me crack my brain! it's gonna spilt soon if you still beat around the bushes!

conflicted.


at times, i tried asking myself: "hey! what if i'm not 18? what if i'm like 20 now, how will i live? will i still get to know the people around me? is 18 really still VERY young? do i really behave like a kid at times?"

sigh! if only i grab hold of it in the begining, everything wouldn't have ended up so contradicting. how obtuse can i get? the answers are right at my sight yet, i turn to look the other way. can't i just look straight for ONCE? argh! i'm angry with myself. i kept thinking. kept conflicting myself. when thing get over a long period of time, hardly there would be an easy U-TURN. once passed, it's passed. much work should be put in if one choose to make the u-turn. but who will be putting in such effort when you know no matter how hard, it will still be futile. will you still continue doing it when you know the truth of everything? i missed it once. now, do i still have to miss it AGAIN?

i was thinking. should i just put everything behind? cos someone will be there for me too. will it still be the same? will it still be the same feeling? the feeling of someone trying to protect you in the dark, standing up for you. the feeling when someone tried every effort to make you smile and laugh everyday. the feeling when you're so sick that there's someone there to care and take care of you. the times when someone acted like a clown for you. and of cos, that special feeling when you're with that someone. i miss those feelings.


if only i can read people's mind......

WOAH! it's another day at SENTOSA! envy me people. hahas. today we have roy and ce, jamie, d, kg and me! there's sand war session between the gang and ONLY me. sigh! they bluffed me that they wanna built sandcastle and so on. the fun me got so interested and you know what! they threw the sand at me! i hate sand! but i think they love me cos they get stuck in my ears! argh! well... i'm turning REDDISH-BLACK. know what i'm talking about? never mind if you don't. i'm tanned! LOLs.

how i wish there a way to use letters to make *2 heart shapes eyes* to show you how i felt when i saw this alike jesse mcCartney guy. maybe *watering mouth* ? hahas. so so damn HANDSOME! can't take my eyes off him man! =D

oh yeah! KG broght SUSHI from MARKETPLACE. nono. not paragon marketplace. it's vivo city's marketplace. the important thing is it still taste the same. =) mmmm... SALMON. my forever favourite. noT forgeting, davidson. HE BROUGHT HOMEMADE SANDWICHES FOR EVERYONE. sweet and cool for a guy to do such stuffs. kinda surprise. he's clever to do egg sandwiches. cos if no one's gonna eat, i can finish everything up cos i'm EGG QUEEN! anyway, it taste as good as sushi, the lemon biscults too. alright! everything taste good cos i'm HUNGRY can?

took only a few photos today. cos no camera. sigh! so, all the pictures were after bathing and tanning. manage to take photos with jamie, KG and d. first every photo! i mean a proper photo. SO, there will be updates of photos soon! coming very soon alright!



actually, i've been thinking alot recently. tried not to think much. it's just contradicting if i say i don't give a damn about it or i won't think about it any longer. it will affect me somehow. when i turned right. there! the scene.

ROY'S BIRTHDAY!!! shan't give you guys any details. it will be boring to you, but interesting to me. but never mind. as long i remember everything that happened each days; those happy moments, i'll be glad.

conclusion of the day: kids are really kids. talk without thinking. BUT they are harmless.

oh ya! i made a fool of myself during the majiong session. NEVER MIND. at least i made everyone laughed, including myself laughing at my silly acts.


i love the way you care, i love the way you protect.

you, i finally understand!

should i be elated or should i be sad?

ORCHARD again. i was fun though i just went there yesterday. went party world for k session till i almost loose my voice. i did something BAD. after k session i called norman and lied that ah girl jie jie left me alone at orchard to meet xin xiong and i can't even contact. i know i'm bad. but the mastermind was ah girl jie jie. she didn't want norman to work ot therefore, she asked me to lied. so, the issue turned up kinda serious. he kept calling ah girl jie jie and scold xin xiong for lying that he wasn't with ah girl jie jie(xin xiong wasn't with us). on the other hand, i kept msging him asking him to meet me cos i was alone and lonely plus i got no keys to go home. think he was kinda panic and stuffs cos he msged ah girl jie jie "CALL ME" a few times and kept miss calling her. lols. i felt kinda bad hence, asked ah girl jie jie to call norman. opps! he was kinda pissed off. but we manage to make him meet us at marina square. gees.

he moment he saw me, he stretched out his hand. i acted blur. headed to BK. he showed me his hand. WOAH! the injuries was kinda bad. i can see the bone stucking out. YUCKS! joked alot. he kept bullying ah girl jie jie. asked her to buy food for him. wad a GREAT gentleman. so, i stole lot of fries from him. went to play pool. yeah yeah! both of them taught me how to aim and stuffs. manage to cheat quite a few time. =D xin xiong came. oh man! he's a great joker. but i think xin xiong and norman cannot be together as they join forces to bully ah girl jie jie. nevertheless, i had a great day out though i felt kinda sick.

actually, i talked alot things ah girl jie jie today. almost everything but not that lil secret of mine. but at least, now, i feel better.




though i was just a simple gesture, i felt it. i love it when someone care for me.

having loads of thoughts in my mind. alot of what ifs.
what if i'm not her....
what if i'm not 18.....
what if you have told me....
what if these more....
what if they....
what if what if what if....

actually, i'm kinda happy you remembered the way to......

i'm so so gonna hate orchard! went orchard with JENA today and going orchard AGAIN tml with ah girl jie jie for k session and including SHOPPING. how nice! i'm only interested in the k session not the shopping. it's the first time i'm not interested in shopping for my whole life! anyway, JENA is another shopping queen. she beats me man! HA! went to pull and bear, a newly luanched outlet in sg. price kinda reasonable too. check it out man!


i'm sorry JENA. i was like msging the whole day? sorry babe. i was kinda happy that N called me and chat a lil tiny mini while before going back for OT. at least someone care for me. oh ya! for my whole life, i love the msges sent by N today. cos we were like playing around and acting and stuffs. hopefully, he will be meeting us tml so that i can go RIDING AGAIN! ta-dah!


actually, i felt kinda blessed with the people around me. one thing in similar, they CARE for me. gees.

i know, i really know ALREADY! actually, i knew it long ago. your actions talk it all.

gym gym gym!!! so motivated to go gym today. however, one should feel slimer after going gym but i feel i'm fatter! argh! so fat!



uploads for photos! gees. as promised.





SENTOSA! nifer, jamie, d, kg and me in da house!





VIVO CITY! my 2nd home. =D




have you spotted someone looking alike the cartoon "ONE PIECE"?





having craving for this? TCC.





this is my 3rd home. mdis gym toilet. i can skip lessons and slack in the toilet. cool. cos it go all the facilities in there. hair dryer, toilet paper, soaps, chairs and so on. =D





one got caught sleeping.....







ANOTHER, caught acting stupid.

guess what? i was dreamt about MR. foo last night. how sweet. hehes. sigh. i didn't get my sushi the other day cos he was busy. there goes my sushi. hence, to achieve something that i have been craving for months, i kept irritating him(pay back time) and asking he and said if tml he's not tired after work, I'LL GET TO GO SAKAE SUSHI. i'm mentally prepared for the worse. cos i know he would be tired and sleepy no matter how many hours he slept.

as for the pay back thingy, it's because i was stuck outside my house. NO ONE was at home on friday when i went home. norman called. i thought he might be my saviour to meet me for dinner. after much "sa jiao-ing",
N: where are you? i fetch you go meet your parents now.
so sweet right. BUT.....
ME: sigh! i'm wearing skirt leh.
N: OH! too bad. my friend come already. byebye!

you see you see. how evil can he get. argh! but i another saviour appeared. really made me felt better. as in not afraid that something might happen and stuffs. at least someone knows my whereabouts. =) THANKS SO MUCH, AGAIN.

oh yeah! talking about friday. we girls had loads of fun outta! gees! laughter at every single spot of bugis and orchard. yeah yeah! i did something stupid or rather ALOT of stupid stuffs. shan't tell ay further. =)

went to AX to look for all the crazy fella. miss them so damn much. all the memories came back the moment i stepped in AX. the times when there was yusoff, ting, boney, cong, haiqal, jen, jamie, sherman, wei liang, ting ting, freddy, johan, yen, lynn, raymond, lily and lily's bf. the morning routine of rushing to breaktalk or marketplace for our breakfast. the times went there wasn't a key to open the doors. the times when the clock present 9 or 930, i would rush to hang the "CLOSED" door sign on the door. the times when counting the tags after closing. the times when i have lunch with cong(nasi lemak). the times when haiqal apporach me to ask me help him serve the CHINESE. the times when times when ting behave so cutely. that time when there's is huge man and jen asked me to stand behind him to see if she can see me. the times when jen and i laugh till mad and sherman didn't scold us. no choice. sherman dote on us too much already. the times when i get scolded by yen cos he's having mood swings. the days when jamie hate me. =) the times when jamie and i got closer. the times when boney tell me about his gf. the time when i packet food to work. the times when cong face turned red. the time when brandon said i'm pretty. =D the times when taka yen came over to look for us. the times when johan point middle figure and scold "ccb, knn" while counting the money. the times when c,j,h,r and me slack in the pantry. the times when wei liang and fed came in and brought jamie closer to jen and me. the times when i received hong bao and x'mas present from sherman. the times when i grew fat cos of eating too much. especially chocolate and cookies cos it's the new year and x'mas period. the times when cong helped me to "suan" a customer. the times when we critisie the chi nas and their arm pit hairssss. the times when i forgot to take the sensor tag out. the times when i'm late. the times when i re-acted what the customer did to Jen in a funny manner. OH YA! the times when every part timer were addicted to answering the phone. LOLs. "good morning/afternoon/evening, armani exchange. may i help you?" but mostly it's IOT. no need so friendly actually. gees. the times when i bring the clothes for alteration. the times when haiqal do stupid stuffs with cong. the mornings when lily and yusoff started to sing. the morning when there was briefing. the days when the full time staff had appraise cos jen and i will be very kpo at that time. LOLs.

it's like a family. i felt belonged. hopefully, they won't transfer any of the full time staffs. if not, i gotta go so many places to look for them. like harbour front, taka and paragon. so, let them stay put.


yeah yeah! there's gonna be dophine in sentosa sea!!


i understand. i really understand.

the following will allow my fellow secondary girlmates to get jealous! WAHAHAHA

count me lucky to wish MR FOO good-bye! la la la! i happened to msg him in friendster and.....

ME: hope you haven forgot me. =) gees. how have you been? you changed a lot man. you hairstyle now is much much better then before. so cool. so, remain this way alright. hahas. i'm curious why have you stopped teaching. is it because we left and you no longer have fun? hahas. so, no longer teaching? change ur display picture please. it's been a year already. don't be lazy. oh ya! how u gotta know all those actor and actress in your picture? i miss those days when i'm having lessons with you. so fun.

hope to see ya around. keep in touch! =)


MR. FOO: Hi Regina,
How would I forgot a student that eat prata in durin my class..... ???
I have been really good since leaving school.... doing something i enjoy more now....... of course i treasure and love every minute in JYSS with my dear 5N1...... I left teaching for something I really like so no regrets for me though i do miss the times in JYSS on n off.....
Too lazy to alwaz change my display and I actually seldom log in to friendster nowadays unless I receive a new message or testi.....
Anywa, I am leaving for Australia for work for a month....
I am thinking of asking u guyz out for a lunch or dinner after I get back from Australia.... SO help me spread the news around....

Btw, which school are you in now???

Til then, Cheers.....


ME: i must be so lucky. just send and receive back on the same day! hehes. you're an actor now is it?? is there any other ways to contact you other then this stupid FRIENDSTER?
i'll spread the news as soon as possible. hehes. provided you must promise that you'll be asking us out. not empty promise.

hahas! can't wait to see you so that i can take a lot of photos with you again! hahas!


MR. FOO: Oh, so u r still awake....good...... but i actually i m turning in now, i m catching a flight tmr to Aussie to catch kangaroo.... hahhhaaa.....
I am not an actor, juz happen tat my job now require me to work with some actor and know a few of them........
U can reach me at my msn *****@hotmail.com but i wun be able to log in for a month bcoz i m not in town....

Good nite Regina....
Till i m back..... Cheers,


oh man! i won't be stupid to give out his e-mail. so, jeraldine, ching hoon and raynu, too bad. i can't wait to see MR. FOO. i wanna take photo with him!!!!

hey yo! i'm back in action again after a short lil break. really din have the time and feeling to blog. hehes. and now, my fingure is injured and KG kept asking me to update. how nice! LOLs. well, a quick update of what had happened these few days.


6th oct
GANDPA'S BIRTHDAY! the whole gang went to east coast long beach. wasn't that great for me as the haze irritated me so badly. i can't see clearly. it's either my lens is dirty or it's the problem of the haze. he younger generation wished my gandpa and his reply to "ah gong, sheng ri kuai le" was.... hmm.... if i'm not wrong, it's "gong xi fa cai!" cool man! whereas his repond to mine english "happy birthday" was a sweet smile. gees. i find that i'm grandpa's kinda cute at time, though he used to abuse me when i was younger. well, forget about it. that's the past and i love him alot now! =) order pepper crab and chillie crab and more. i just din have the mood to eat. got turned off straight when i was served right in front of me. no choice, has been like that recently. walked around east coast to and fro, the whole gang had fun though it's hazy that day.

8th oct
VIVO CITY!!! well, these nothing much there yet. BUT there's GUESS! FOREVER 21! TOPSHOP AND MY MY ARMANI EXCHANGE! i was so excited to see ARMANI EXCHANGE there. LOLs. which means, i might have the chance to work at ARMANI EXCHANGE after my diploma. HAHAHA! just can't wait! alright. ENOUGH. i felt it a hamster when i was in there, BIG, GRAINTIC! it's just sad the mdis gang didn't wanna go and take a look. sad for them. the view is cool man. but the food court isn't open yet therefore, lazy fella out there, you just gotta walk over to harbour front centre to eat. the whole place was crowded but my dad manage to find a place. no choice, kan choing spider you see. i made my way over to the noodle stall and the chasier was taking my order..... i said i want fishball noodle but he mumble some chinese language or maybe he wasn't mumbling. i just couldn't understand a single shit. panic, i turn around and look for my saviour. THERE! my mum! i shouted across to her and she came over, i told he "mummy, what is he saying, i don't understand." so, the man told my mother and i realised that he was saying that there's no more noodles. cool sia.

i realised that my chinese is going to be way below average soon. i can't really speak chinese. i mean, if i have spoken english for the day and someone out of a sudden begin a conversation with me in mandrian, god! i don't even know how to communicate with that person. i'm lucky because every morning, my first language will be mandrian. thanks to nifer.

9 oct
i sing, i sang and i sung and i bought the bag that i love at first sight. initally, it was 29.90. and after using my mouth..... $24! hehes. ask me along to bugis if you wanna have great discount. what the fuck! LOLs.

10 oct
i'm attracting MAD man! what the hell.
i did something bad. i just walk off my class with the gang during lesson. but it wasn't my fault. he's lesson was bored to death! argh! i hate him yet, i'm kinda guilty. fuck! but if a can replay it once more, i would still do the same thing. =D maybe he wasn't to blame? i don't know. cos i slept at 530am the day before hence, he's his lesson was boring and i was sleep. cool?

TODAY
sigh. my throat is sick. but all thank to strepsils. it maintained. gees. went to see jayden after school. so cute cute CUTE. took some photo of him but not with him. cos he doesn't know where to look. argh! there's a thing i'm happy about.... he din cry when he saw me!!! the girls did a lot of stuffs at nifer's place. making ourselves like a mad lady.


that's all i guess!!! i'm looking forward to have my sushi tml. yeah yeah yeah!!! hopefully i really get it tml. =)


JEN: wei hong got caught by police for smoking with his fucking friends!!! how nice! i don't really know much. it happened yesterday. ask your mum for more infor and please pass it to me! LOLs. cos i don't wanna call ah ma and ask. she'll get worry and stuffs, so, you know la. i don't want to stress her and stuffs. so, update me. thanks!

i'm sleep and tired. yet, i can't get myself to sleep. sigh. i slept for only 5 hours today. what the hell. it's saturday and i woke up so early.



went to check on a thing that someone told me to last week. sigh. what to say. what to comment. saw the sweet moment of them. seen the effort he made. the beautiful memories. oh man! just don't understand why i'm a lil affected by it. argh! perhaps, it's because of......



anyway, din really have much activities these days. BORING! only that my group when to TCC to slack around. alright, the bill came and it was kinda expensive. and blah blah blah.....



nothing much to blog about. i hope i was just thinking too much.

ALRIGHT! my mum has agreed to allow me go JB with my group. on condition, there must be many people going. hopefully many will be going. GEEs! i can't wait for that day to come! i wanna shop shop and do alot of SHOPPING! i wanna buy bags, shoes, bags, shoes, tee, tops, sexy lingerie(wth), smuggle in DVDs, eat, shop, eat, shop, take photos, jackets, chewing gums, bubbles gums, heels, bikini, eat, bag, dress, jackets, tops, bottoms, skirts, pants, shorts, heels, short shosts, DVDs, watches, slippers, bags and eat and shop and take photos and blubbles gums! see, i'm so excited. can you feel me eagerness too? maybe i would like to cut my hair too or maybe do facial. cos cong told me that the jean yip there is CHEAP! yeah yeah! i'm so so excited just by thinking about it. just like the first time i get to ride on norman's bike. excited till my whole body shivering. GOSH! i guess i wouldn't be able to sleep the day before. HAHAs! yeah yeah!!! SHOPPING! hopefully we are going city square. i love that place alot.

i understand what your behaviors and words are trying to express.
however, i don't understand what your behaviors and words are trying to express.


whatever, went playing pool during the 2hours break. anyway, on the way there, there's this drain that i covered with many extrem rusty, we(girls) were afraid that we might fall into the drain somehow, so, we held each other and took a big step forward. okay. it's not cool, it's cold. by the way, there's this boy, i kinda pity him cos he's a lil metally ill i guess. he keep looking at me and tried to move closes to me whenever it's mine turn. thanks to all my guy friends there. they protected me you see, HAHAS! i scared the boy suddenly touch my butt butt you see. gees. =) he said esmond was my brother. thank god man! i manage to hit this ball that was kinda difficult to get into the whole. d saw and he was shocked! hehes. anyway, i had fun playing today. but a lil uneasy. that's it!

finally got the pictures of the sentosa trip. i can't stop laughing when i saw niffer pictures!! she just so cute. so SO SO cute! i'll upload them when i'm very very free someday alright. well, d was clever to put almost all the songs that i like in my thumbdrive! cool man!

i'm so tired tired tired!!! i'm so sleepy sleepy sleepy!! monday i slept at 4 and my poor friend suffer with me. yesterday, at 1. and today, i'll try my best to sleep early. I WANNA SLEEP! just let me fall asleep early!

i found that there many peculiar people around me who don't really understand human languages. some doesn't make any sense. the most incredible was some speak and spell in some uncharacteristic manner. just surprised that they can really form new english words that are hardly or rather NEVER be found in the dictionary. gosh! what has the word come to? well, i'm suprised that at times, human can't understand human language. in singapore, we speak english, chinese, malay and direct. these are the 4 main concern. it's just rather amusing when one speak in any of this 4, the other party still doesn't get what the person is talking about when the WHOLE world understand! so, who's the one with problem now? when they don't get it, they sppout nonsense. hey! come on man, putting words in other's mouth.

i'm a very impatience lady. hence, when one doesn't understand what i meant, i'll get pissed off. and there goes my attitude problem. i found out that i'm having serious attitude problems these days. no pms-ing. emotional. i'm trying to cut down but everything just IRRITATE me! argh! fuck man!

i'm still feeling disgusted after what jamie told me this afternoon. it's the most SHOCKING secret of my whole life. *vomit!* yuck yuck YUCKS! i dispise you!

met liffy for a movie-JOHN TUCKER MUST DIE. great movie. but they story is kinda predicted. you must be thinking why is it still a good movie then? simply, there jesse metcalfe, arielle kebbel, ashanti, sophia bush and brittany snow! alright alright, mostly it's becos of jesse. =) liffy make me really happy today. brings back the feeling of those secondary school days when we laugh it no one business. cool. been longing this feeling and it'd finally back today. liffy said i laugh like drunk. this is the feeling! woo~ just so fun! laugters just surronded us when i'm out with him. everything seems to be funny even at the slightest sight. how i wish adi, firdaus and raynu was there too. i'm sure i wouldn't wanna go home!

hey! think back peeps, do you miss your secondary school life? or do you miss your secondary school life with your friends? don't you think that it's stupid to miss your secondary school life ? you miss your teaching naggings? miss you DM calling you names out for detention? miss your principal peaching? miss your OM accusing you? miss getting caught for not wearing school's sock? miss having your cellphone confiscated? you don't right. you only miss the life with your friends! friends friends FRIENDS!!! oh yeah! if you do so, we are on the same boat then. let's be best friend. what the hell. anyway, i'm just a little loose in my screw today. LA LA LA~ come on! sing along!

norman asked if i want to have sushi as dinner today or tml. sigh! can't make it today as i'm wearing skirts, i know i can't sit his bike so i choose tml. sadly, he will be having soccer tml. when will be the next time man? i'm waiting till my neck touches the celling! LOLs. can't wait to meet ah girl jie jie for k session. SIGH! i miss her. it's like 2 days since i last saw her? what the fuck. =)

can i cry it out loud? can i?

i'm feeling sick but i'm not sick! what the hell. something is wrong with my head, stomach and my mind. what the hell. whatever it is, i just don't feel right now.

i miss ktv sessions. cos i hardly sang the other day becos of that bitch! i miss singing with desmond. cos i hardly get to see him. then, i also miss sentosa. cos i wanna get tan. i miss elmo. cos he say whoever bullies me, they will get it from elmo. i miss jen. cos grandpa's birthday is this friday and no one will accompany crap and bitch around. i miss norman. cos i wanna get all my treats. i miss ting. cos i can't see her on weekdays. i miss jordan. cos he promised to meet me but he lied.


hmmm... that's all i guess!

yesterday's party wasn't that bad at all. it was bad as in ah girl jie jie and i din really get to sing becos of a whore? she is just so so damn selfish. keep moving up her songs then what is the rest gonna sing? FUCK her! she's really overboard. ARGH! alright.... enough of her. cos i pissed her off. la la la. she thought that her voice is BEST and wanted to sing almost every songs. how sweet can she be?


desmond came to fetch me around 10. the way he drove; totally reckless! but we manage to get to meet ah girl jie jie on time. went lao ba sa to eat and went to party world. we were 1 hour late. which means the whore got about 1 hour more to sing then the 3 of us! at party world, they kept asking me to drink cos i'm the only who doesn't have to drive home. martel mixed with green tea and coke. i prefer the green tea one. they keep forcing me to drink with qing shui. cos they said he would only drink with me. wth. use me to make him drink. then i drink and drink till a lil headache. BUT i'm not drunk. LOLs. they extended another hour as requested by ah kun kor kor. and then! the whore still wanna sing! that when i pissed her off and ah girl girl and i kept laughing. lalala. yeah. i'm evil.


the happy thing about it was that i really enjoyed myself. and of cos, i manage to communicate with ah kun kor kor after so many years of my life. gees.



anyway, happy birthday!