HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAMES! ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR 20TH SOMETHING BIRTHDAY.
please la~ stop being childish already. already 20 something still act like a kid. LOL! grow up! if not we will always quarrel/argue. cos you this haven grow up don't wanna give in to me. so, GROW UP. thanks! =)
Sunday, July 29, 2007
Thursday, July 26, 2007
are guys really that desperate?
they view my profile in friendster and i viewed them back, that's what everyone will do, and they will add me. what more, they are just trying to increase the number of friends in their list. no intentions to be friends(of course, i wouldn't want it too).
hello? as you can see, friendster is for FRIENDS. not increasing-number-of-friend-ster. dumb! you don't get reward for having 1 million of friendster in your list.
then, there are a few idiots, they added me. i reject like mad times and they are still adding? so dumb. like, do i know you? they don't even drop a message like a friendly greeting or so, and even they did, i will never reply. LOL. only if, they are my friends. there's once, there's this pathetic idiot who add me like ton of times, i reallly touch with him willingness to add me as friend. so, i kept him in my list for 1 week and deleted him off. damn man, and a few days later, he found me missing in his list and added me back. wooo~ how the hell did he find me? i'm from his EXTENDED friend's list. which means, he went all the way back clicking back to the friend's friend's friend's just to add me back. see, so despo.
another situation, there's this guy who wants to add me in his list. so, i went to check, WOW! all his friends are all females. how pathetic, i'm really sad for him, he doesn't have any male friends.
and another stupid situation, a guy left a message saying "hi, i forgot your full name. can you tell me? and leave me your phone number." pls la~ what kind of lousy approach was that.
anyway, if you wanna see more despo guys, you can go view my sister's list. a whole lots more of desperate guys. maybe i can give you her password and e-mail add too, so you can log on to her account to see the number of despo requests. she has alot of that till she's too lazy to reject the request causing the number of friend request to increase till siao! AND people who send her messages, if you're good looking, at least she will reply an eassy to you. but if you're hell ugly, opps, sorry.
whatever, i must admit my sister is one hell of flirt. my mum and dad think so too. OMG! i think she reaching 10 ex-es at the age of 15. i hope she will have 15 ex at the age of 15. so, when they come to average, it will be 1 boyfriend a year. that sounded better. but if you see carefully, it means my sister started dating at the age of 1. cool~ and she's one hell of stupid cause she spend like more than 100 bucks on handphone bill every month. kee yong, we got the same kind of siblings! damn, how i wish she can give me 100 bucks every month rather than singtel. how dumb!
talking about my sis, she got this girlfriend, hui juan, this is her 5th attempts(her skin is 5 inch thick?) trying to add me in friendster. i seen her before. prolly talked to her a few words? maybe not. i know who is she but i'm still not gonna accept her request! MUHAHAHA! if it happened to be my classmate or maybe my friend's friend's whom we only talked once or seen each other quite a few times, i'll be willing to accept. but not to my sister's friend. HAHA! i know i'm evil. 'cause they are one hell of noisy kiddo in my house and the noisy just irritate the hell outta me. serve her right!
they view my profile in friendster and i viewed them back, that's what everyone will do, and they will add me. what more, they are just trying to increase the number of friends in their list. no intentions to be friends(of course, i wouldn't want it too).
hello? as you can see, friendster is for FRIENDS. not increasing-number-of-friend-ster. dumb! you don't get reward for having 1 million of friendster in your list.
then, there are a few idiots, they added me. i reject like mad times and they are still adding? so dumb. like, do i know you? they don't even drop a message like a friendly greeting or so, and even they did, i will never reply. LOL. only if, they are my friends. there's once, there's this pathetic idiot who add me like ton of times, i reallly touch with him willingness to add me as friend. so, i kept him in my list for 1 week and deleted him off. damn man, and a few days later, he found me missing in his list and added me back. wooo~ how the hell did he find me? i'm from his EXTENDED friend's list. which means, he went all the way back clicking back to the friend's friend's friend's just to add me back. see, so despo.
another situation, there's this guy who wants to add me in his list. so, i went to check, WOW! all his friends are all females. how pathetic, i'm really sad for him, he doesn't have any male friends.
and another stupid situation, a guy left a message saying "hi, i forgot your full name. can you tell me? and leave me your phone number." pls la~ what kind of lousy approach was that.
anyway, if you wanna see more despo guys, you can go view my sister's list. a whole lots more of desperate guys. maybe i can give you her password and e-mail add too, so you can log on to her account to see the number of despo requests. she has alot of that till she's too lazy to reject the request causing the number of friend request to increase till siao! AND people who send her messages, if you're good looking, at least she will reply an eassy to you. but if you're hell ugly, opps, sorry.
whatever, i must admit my sister is one hell of flirt. my mum and dad think so too. OMG! i think she reaching 10 ex-es at the age of 15. i hope she will have 15 ex at the age of 15. so, when they come to average, it will be 1 boyfriend a year. that sounded better. but if you see carefully, it means my sister started dating at the age of 1. cool~ and she's one hell of stupid cause she spend like more than 100 bucks on handphone bill every month. kee yong, we got the same kind of siblings! damn, how i wish she can give me 100 bucks every month rather than singtel. how dumb!
talking about my sis, she got this girlfriend, hui juan, this is her 5th attempts(her skin is 5 inch thick?) trying to add me in friendster. i seen her before. prolly talked to her a few words? maybe not. i know who is she but i'm still not gonna accept her request! MUHAHAHA! if it happened to be my classmate or maybe my friend's friend's whom we only talked once or seen each other quite a few times, i'll be willing to accept. but not to my sister's friend. HAHA! i know i'm evil. 'cause they are one hell of noisy kiddo in my house and the noisy just irritate the hell outta me. serve her right!
i was talking to whz during the weekends. OK the topic in our conversation was "BGR." it's over like SO LONG, but i'm still not over it. it's wonderful cause it makes my brain thinks.
he: u know girls like to say all the good guys in the world are dead or gay? how true do you think is it?
me: it's true.
him: then do u think all good girls in the world are dead too?
me: for girls, there are still really alot of nice girls out there. (like me! LOL.)
him: then why is it so hard for the good guys to find the good girls?
this is it! Why Is It So Hard For The Good Guys To Find The Good Girls? i know what will you all be thinking now. "WHY HUH?"
apparently, he was suggesting "maybe the good guys are just not good looking enough?"
seriously, it's not about looks now. i got this friend, he is seriously good looking, the kind that girls in club would wanna hook, he's the kind of sunshine freak that the babes in sentosa will wanna take their chances to go to him. yea, so, the girls out there thinks he's great (cause he's good looking). i thought he was one hell of nice guy, to be true, i thought he was nice because of his looks too. sad to annouce, he was actually one hell of shit that most girl wouldn't wanna go near. his characters are those that no girls will wanna go near him any longer. just 2 words "fuck shit!" and that is why, he still doesn't get into any new relationships all these years. pathetic freak. if he were to be those damn ugly guy out there, including his fuck shit characters, i swear he will never get married in his life.
see, girls always get tempted by the guy's looks. so silly. (like me) LOL. but at least, i know who's good and who's bad. not that dumb as those above. need me to list the names?
and then, i got some guy friends, they are not as good looking. remove beach boy looks. strip off the celebrity looks. no centre of attrations in clubs. not the type that girls will wanna take a look. what amazes me was everything they do, they do with sincerity. they are drop dead nice and sweet. a hell nice guys. with these good characters, it's enough to win a girl's heart.
we, girls, do not need a hell good looking guy for us. all we want is sincerity. of course, don't give us those that have looks that we will vomit when we sees them, loose appetite when talking to them, whatever it's is, just some that is proper looking and not freaks.
good looking guys are for display. nice guys are meant to be kept.
OK! then if this is so, then why is it so that the good guy and girl still can't meet each other?
maybe they met. but it's just that either one of the parties is attrached to another guy/girl. you see, the good guy will fall for a bad girl. good girls go down with the bad guys.
pretty funny huh. why the good guy still can't meet the good girl?
oh, don't ask me why. if not, i wouldn't be asking you. don't be dumb.
he: u know girls like to say all the good guys in the world are dead or gay? how true do you think is it?
me: it's true.
him: then do u think all good girls in the world are dead too?
me: for girls, there are still really alot of nice girls out there. (like me! LOL.)
him: then why is it so hard for the good guys to find the good girls?
this is it! Why Is It So Hard For The Good Guys To Find The Good Girls? i know what will you all be thinking now. "WHY HUH?"
apparently, he was suggesting "maybe the good guys are just not good looking enough?"
seriously, it's not about looks now. i got this friend, he is seriously good looking, the kind that girls in club would wanna hook, he's the kind of sunshine freak that the babes in sentosa will wanna take their chances to go to him. yea, so, the girls out there thinks he's great (cause he's good looking). i thought he was one hell of nice guy, to be true, i thought he was nice because of his looks too. sad to annouce, he was actually one hell of shit that most girl wouldn't wanna go near. his characters are those that no girls will wanna go near him any longer. just 2 words "fuck shit!" and that is why, he still doesn't get into any new relationships all these years. pathetic freak. if he were to be those damn ugly guy out there, including his fuck shit characters, i swear he will never get married in his life.
see, girls always get tempted by the guy's looks. so silly. (like me) LOL. but at least, i know who's good and who's bad. not that dumb as those above. need me to list the names?
and then, i got some guy friends, they are not as good looking. remove beach boy looks. strip off the celebrity looks. no centre of attrations in clubs. not the type that girls will wanna take a look. what amazes me was everything they do, they do with sincerity. they are drop dead nice and sweet. a hell nice guys. with these good characters, it's enough to win a girl's heart.
we, girls, do not need a hell good looking guy for us. all we want is sincerity. of course, don't give us those that have looks that we will vomit when we sees them, loose appetite when talking to them, whatever it's is, just some that is proper looking and not freaks.
good looking guys are for display. nice guys are meant to be kept.
OK! then if this is so, then why is it so that the good guy and girl still can't meet each other?
maybe they met. but it's just that either one of the parties is attrached to another guy/girl. you see, the good guy will fall for a bad girl. good girls go down with the bad guys.
pretty funny huh. why the good guy still can't meet the good girl?
oh, don't ask me why. if not, i wouldn't be asking you. don't be dumb.
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
driving is seriously like, so easy? as easy as ABC? i admit, i do(used to) make mistakes while driving. that's because my instructor is a mumble man. well, most of the times, he's talking to the air. poor thing. i pity him. he will go:
"when using the half clutch to move you.... aefs3415hnl#acza5t$%^snf45cjkansdcjk."
so, all i have to do was to try it out myself!
and so, despite the fact about all his mumbling thoughout the XXX times of lessons, i manage to get hold of all the facts about driving! i must be one of the rare genius out there! in fact, he didn't really teach much. i figure it out all myself. see, i'm just a damn genius.
anyway, he praised me today! i really loathe it whenever he does that. 'cause the next moment, i'll make a mistake and he will start mumbling like never. it's really difficult for me to stay tranquil. what's more, he adding more spices to make me go mad stress. just like what i expected, i did something wrong later.
i don't know about other drivers. but to me, i don't know what's in me. whenever there's a person trying to cross the road, i'll just step the damn accelerator pedal hard. then, the mumbling man will go:
"how many times did i tell you, when you see a person crossing, slow down even if it isn't at a traffic light, let go the accelerator or step some of the brake. you wanna hit the lady/man/girl/old lady who is/are crossing the road? blah blah blah"
every lesson, same thing. i think he's so pissed off about it that whenever he sees a lady/man/girl/old lady who trying to cross to cross THEIR road, he will raise his voice like:
"let go the accelerator!" OR "STEP THE BRAKE!" OR "slow down, slow down, slown down."(and i'll be there, "ah fuck, just shut your damn mouth.")
BUT he's one of the best instructor if you take away all him mumbling, i swear. one of the most tolerant man who can accept my silly mistakes patiently. and those little times when i almost crash his car, he didn't even tick me off. all he does was mumble. and he always use niK to aspire or motivate me! he will go:
"YOUR COUSIN PASSED ON HIS FIRST TRY! THE ONE STAYING AT BEDOK ALSO. your cousin learn very fast. after a few lessons he can drive properly. your cousin doesn't need me to give instructions. your cousin.... your cousin."(YA LA! I KNOW LA. niK is MY COUSIN WHAT!)
i know, he's trying to tell me that imma slow learner. SO WHAT! at least less than 12 lessons i manage to drive like a man! and so, wait for my good news about passing on first try soon, like oct? =)
"when using the half clutch to move you.... aefs3415hnl#acza5t$%^snf45cjkansdcjk."
so, all i have to do was to try it out myself!
and so, despite the fact about all his mumbling thoughout the XXX times of lessons, i manage to get hold of all the facts about driving! i must be one of the rare genius out there! in fact, he didn't really teach much. i figure it out all myself. see, i'm just a damn genius.
anyway, he praised me today! i really loathe it whenever he does that. 'cause the next moment, i'll make a mistake and he will start mumbling like never. it's really difficult for me to stay tranquil. what's more, he adding more spices to make me go mad stress. just like what i expected, i did something wrong later.
i don't know about other drivers. but to me, i don't know what's in me. whenever there's a person trying to cross the road, i'll just step the damn accelerator pedal hard. then, the mumbling man will go:
"how many times did i tell you, when you see a person crossing, slow down even if it isn't at a traffic light, let go the accelerator or step some of the brake. you wanna hit the lady/man/girl/old lady who is/are crossing the road? blah blah blah"
every lesson, same thing. i think he's so pissed off about it that whenever he sees a lady/man/girl/old lady who trying to cross to cross THEIR road, he will raise his voice like:
"let go the accelerator!" OR "STEP THE BRAKE!" OR "slow down, slow down, slown down."(and i'll be there, "ah fuck, just shut your damn mouth.")
BUT he's one of the best instructor if you take away all him mumbling, i swear. one of the most tolerant man who can accept my silly mistakes patiently. and those little times when i almost crash his car, he didn't even tick me off. all he does was mumble. and he always use niK to aspire or motivate me! he will go:
"YOUR COUSIN PASSED ON HIS FIRST TRY! THE ONE STAYING AT BEDOK ALSO. your cousin learn very fast. after a few lessons he can drive properly. your cousin doesn't need me to give instructions. your cousin.... your cousin."(YA LA! I KNOW LA. niK is MY COUSIN WHAT!)
i know, he's trying to tell me that imma slow learner. SO WHAT! at least less than 12 lessons i manage to drive like a man! and so, wait for my good news about passing on first try soon, like oct? =)
Monday, July 23, 2007
OH~ broke broke broke! i'm so pathetic BROKE! where did all my money went?
a party-less weekend. at least i kept that promise of not partying for a week. BUT I'M SO NOT USED TO IT AND I FEEL SO UNEASY(cause i didn't get to drink)! though i'm always hitting the same club each and every time, that pathetic st. james; dfly.
partying this weekends is a for sure thing. i don't care!
anyway, last weekend wasn't that bad too. the couz' got gathering and i got news about me having either a niece or nephew in 8 months time. wasn't a nice news actually. everyone was like, SO SOON? though i'm gonna be one's auntie soon(which i'm always waiting for the day to come), i'm not even happy.
so, at the dinner gathering.....
a party-less weekend. at least i kept that promise of not partying for a week. BUT I'M SO NOT USED TO IT AND I FEEL SO UNEASY(cause i didn't get to drink)! though i'm always hitting the same club each and every time, that pathetic st. james; dfly.
partying this weekends is a for sure thing. i don't care!
anyway, last weekend wasn't that bad too. the couz' got gathering and i got news about me having either a niece or nephew in 8 months time. wasn't a nice news actually. everyone was like, SO SOON? though i'm gonna be one's auntie soon(which i'm always waiting for the day to come), i'm not even happy.
so, at the dinner gathering.....
Saturday, July 21, 2007
fuck that bitch! i'm so gonna hate you for lives yea, asshole! damn it! you didn't even bother to give a damn call. FINE! i thought we were the closest and might be one of the first to know it. shit you! i'm so not gonna forgive you. i'm not gonna miss you anymore. BITCH! all the long waiting for the day, was just trash. i misses you so much yet you didn't even call! fuckyou!
anyway, you can made it up if you do something that can really pleases me. like getting me things that i want most! fuckyou bitch! i hate you! you suck big time!
screw you.
anyway, you can made it up if you do something that can really pleases me. like getting me things that i want most! fuckyou bitch! i hate you! you suck big time!
screw you.
the best damn thing about cafe cartel is that the bread is so drop dead delicious!
anyway, queky and i have so much fun cam whoring today! like, 80 PHOTOS?! yea, i know it's a little bizarre. but who cares?!
the best place in town!
aww~ we look so sweet! LOL!
i got so so tired of smiling.
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alright, i had enough!
oh, we are have just reach our sweetest 16th. i know, i know, we are drop dead cute.
eh, i look like chicken wing, meh? didn't you just had your fish&chips?
HELLO, ANYONE INTERESTED IN BUYING OUR CLOTHES? WE ONLY WORE ONCE!
we got something in similar! WHITE SHOES! wee~ we got 3 same things!
and so, that's the last!
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
oh my 天, my tooth gonna drop any sooner = bo gay. damn!
oh my 天, i'm gonna have fever real soon = weekends; GONE! = NO PARTY. sigh.
oh my 天, i lost my ez link card. by the way, my ez link card is another form of membership card = NO MORE DISCOUNTS! fuck!
oh my 天, my closet has no more space to put anymore clothings. = stop buying clothes OR throw some away. but it seems like i kept wearing the same damn clothings. hmmmm.
oh my 天, i have craving for cafe catel and they have 30% OFF for students!! but i lost my ez link = NO 30% OFF.
watched harry potter with queky. kinda disappointed with the movie though. seriously, it lost to POTC. some characters were left out. not action enough cause they remove a lot of plots from the actual storybook. guess, half blood prince will be another disappointment. i mean the movie not the storybook. anyway, the lastest harry potter storybook will be release soon, like 3 MORE DAYS? anyone willing to donate money to my foundation or maybe buy for me?
oh my 天, i'm gonna have fever real soon = weekends; GONE! = NO PARTY. sigh.
oh my 天, i lost my ez link card. by the way, my ez link card is another form of membership card = NO MORE DISCOUNTS! fuck!
oh my 天, my closet has no more space to put anymore clothings. = stop buying clothes OR throw some away. but it seems like i kept wearing the same damn clothings. hmmmm.
oh my 天, i have craving for cafe catel and they have 30% OFF for students!! but i lost my ez link = NO 30% OFF.
watched harry potter with queky. kinda disappointed with the movie though. seriously, it lost to POTC. some characters were left out. not action enough cause they remove a lot of plots from the actual storybook. guess, half blood prince will be another disappointment. i mean the movie not the storybook. anyway, the lastest harry potter storybook will be release soon, like 3 MORE DAYS? anyone willing to donate money to my foundation or maybe buy for me?
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
they were trying to tell me something
but i was hearing nothing
when they said you was just playing me
i didn't listen
i didn't want to
if you call me today
i'll say that i'm fine
but i bet you can tell by the tone of my voice
its just a lie
you knew what you were doing to me
i guess i was too blind to see
you hit where it hurt and you fooled me so bad
i got to put the blame on myself
they knew you was just bad news
i should've walked out
i should've seen clear
but i was hearing nothing
when they said you was just playing me
i didn't listen
i didn't want to
if you call me today
i'll say that i'm fine
but i bet you can tell by the tone of my voice
its just a lie
you knew what you were doing to me
i guess i was too blind to see
you hit where it hurt and you fooled me so bad
i got to put the blame on myself
they knew you was just bad news
i should've walked out
i should've seen clear
Sunday, July 15, 2007
YA LA! I KNOW LA. I HARDLY POST PHOTOS IN HERE. so, i'm so gonna do it today! =)
i met up with tom tom yesterday for k. damn, he looks like a prisoner or maybe one that has just been release. just take a look at the photos. his facial expression was so fierce when he doesn't smile. it's like he has so much hatred in his eyes. but i like his tattoos. weee~ and because of him, i was so vulgar yesterday. oh, he's another freak that said the way i speak chinese and sing is weird. damn. anyway, i hope your hair grow soon. haha!
i met up with tom tom yesterday for k. damn, he looks like a prisoner or maybe one that has just been release. just take a look at the photos. his facial expression was so fierce when he doesn't smile. it's like he has so much hatred in his eyes. but i like his tattoos. weee~ and because of him, i was so vulgar yesterday. oh, he's another freak that said the way i speak chinese and sing is weird. damn. anyway, i hope your hair grow soon. haha!
went dfly again. with the same gang again. and saw the same people again. and listened to the same live band sing again. and listened to the same song being played again. and drank the same thing again. and drank like hell again. and danced the same way again. and played the same game again. and got high again. and got drunk again. and did stupid stuffs again(it's all because of moet). i'm not gonna touch it anymore.
and then, kenneth asked me if i sing chinese songs. and when i said yes, he was smirking. what's so funny about my chinese may i ask? the first was jian ling, he said the way i speak chinese is like cartoon! argh!
saw sunny there. he treats me as if imma a small kid man! johnson too. sometimes i like it, sometimes i really hate it like mad! they kept patting my head and ask me to drink less. just like ah cai and banana man. and there this guy that i asked him for sweets. i think i know him. alright, i know him. and i think his name is kelvin or something? whatever! he thinks he's very old la. keep patting my head. like imma little girl. argh! know what, i think he's younger than me.
Friday, July 13, 2007
bill, dicky and tommy asked me: "are you a les or maybe used to be one?"
"NO!"
bill: "oh, i thought so."
dicky: "i thought so. cause it's difficult for me to believe that you are single." (something like that)
tommy: "cause you got no boyfriend. a little unbelievable."
seriously, you can't prejudge me like that just because i don't have a boyfriend. i don't need a boyfriend to make me straight anyway. i can't say i'm straight. but i know what i'm doing and want. yes, i fantasize and look too much at girls and i think it's superb normal. it's totally hookay! cause ting, mellie and jen do that too.
maybe it's really not the time for me to get into any relationship yet. it's so not the time yet. you see, the guy i like, doesn't fancy me. and the guys that i have totally no interest in at all, kept coming. and it's prolly because i didn't made the right decisions the last time.
so dumb.
i'm perfectly fine. i know what i want.
"NO!"
bill: "oh, i thought so."
dicky: "i thought so. cause it's difficult for me to believe that you are single." (something like that)
tommy: "cause you got no boyfriend. a little unbelievable."
seriously, you can't prejudge me like that just because i don't have a boyfriend. i don't need a boyfriend to make me straight anyway. i can't say i'm straight. but i know what i'm doing and want. yes, i fantasize and look too much at girls and i think it's superb normal. it's totally hookay! cause ting, mellie and jen do that too.
maybe it's really not the time for me to get into any relationship yet. it's so not the time yet. you see, the guy i like, doesn't fancy me. and the guys that i have totally no interest in at all, kept coming. and it's prolly because i didn't made the right decisions the last time.
so dumb.
i'm perfectly fine. i know what i want.
Thursday, July 12, 2007
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DLIM!
yesterday's dicky celebration was kinda fun.
i think i'm real stupid. how can one club without bringing IC? and so, bill has to send me back to get that stupid card. THANKS and SORRY. =)
on the dance floor. there's this hand that kept disturbing me. i thought it was dominic, cause he was standing right beside me and i hitted him so many times to realise that it was actually another fella. so sorry and i think i stepped on his expensive shoes.
it's good that james was there to quarrel with me. at least, i would think much less. thanks for accompanying me and hear me say all my nonsense. in fact, i was damn sad la. but you are seriously very irritating that my saddness can change to anger. =) you're sweet, actually. LOL. anyway, you are very short.
went over to look for christina and ivan. was high after that stupid MOET. and blah blah blah. the usual crazy stuffs. saw banana man there. wee~ so happy la. ah cai was so happy to see me that he gave me a hug. duh~ they were complaining that i've been partying too much and i should stop it. anyway, i intend to stop. STOP! stop means wait till jen come back then go party. which is like stop for a week? that's damn. yea, so don't bother to believe what i said.
christina said there's this guy behind me that looks like "usually." he so does not look like. i hate it whenever they mention his name. I HATE IT SO MUCH THAT I CAN KILL. only i can mention his name. cause everything will be like a movie playing in my head. it's so scary to remember what a person do to cover up all the things they did. seriously, my mood was like fuck after that including the one before.
yesterday's dicky celebration was kinda fun.
i think i'm real stupid. how can one club without bringing IC? and so, bill has to send me back to get that stupid card. THANKS and SORRY. =)
on the dance floor. there's this hand that kept disturbing me. i thought it was dominic, cause he was standing right beside me and i hitted him so many times to realise that it was actually another fella. so sorry and i think i stepped on his expensive shoes.
it's good that james was there to quarrel with me. at least, i would think much less. thanks for accompanying me and hear me say all my nonsense. in fact, i was damn sad la. but you are seriously very irritating that my saddness can change to anger. =) you're sweet, actually. LOL. anyway, you are very short.
went over to look for christina and ivan. was high after that stupid MOET. and blah blah blah. the usual crazy stuffs. saw banana man there. wee~ so happy la. ah cai was so happy to see me that he gave me a hug. duh~ they were complaining that i've been partying too much and i should stop it. anyway, i intend to stop. STOP! stop means wait till jen come back then go party. which is like stop for a week? that's damn. yea, so don't bother to believe what i said.
christina said there's this guy behind me that looks like "usually." he so does not look like. i hate it whenever they mention his name. I HATE IT SO MUCH THAT I CAN KILL. only i can mention his name. cause everything will be like a movie playing in my head. it's so scary to remember what a person do to cover up all the things they did. seriously, my mood was like fuck after that including the one before.
i saw the wedding photos. there's nothing much to comment about anymore. i hope you will have a happily marriage. you made this decision which you think is right. so, i want you to be happy and hope he really loves you as much as you do. raising a child is not a big joke. but i believe you can do it. anyway, you looked real pretty in the pictures.
tom tom, i wanna watch harry potter. I DON'T CARE! =) so, you go book the tickets alright. if i din get to watch, i kill you, botak! ahahah!
smile that does not last.
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
you say you turned it off hid your heart upon a shelf
scared of what it might cost to take it down for sombody else
cause loving her you lost too much of yourself
baby can’t you see that she’s not me
not me at all
and i need you to know you can fall into me
that my arms are wide open and will always be
right here waiting staying strong come and fall into me
don't compare her to me, believe in love
i’ll follow any road anywhere to get to you
i’ll open up my soul if that is what you need me to do
now baby its your move all you got to do is
believe in love just believe in us
just believe in love just believe in us
baby
scared of what it might cost to take it down for sombody else
cause loving her you lost too much of yourself
baby can’t you see that she’s not me
not me at all
and i need you to know you can fall into me
that my arms are wide open and will always be
right here waiting staying strong come and fall into me
don't compare her to me, believe in love
i’ll follow any road anywhere to get to you
i’ll open up my soul if that is what you need me to do
now baby its your move all you got to do is
believe in love just believe in us
just believe in love just believe in us
baby
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
YAY! i'm so excited about tomorrow. cos it's dicky's birthday. alright, it's not because of dicky. i know he's the main character there. but yea, i'm focusing on nik! first time ever in my life, i'll be partying with him. OMG. i have never thought of partying with a used to be very fierce guy. it's good that he changed so much till i can talk and even party with him tomorrow! HAHAHA! yea, i know, i sounded like i'm a little crazy over him. I'M SO NOT. i'm just amused, excited, honoured, surprised, shocked, astonished and so on. man, everyone was shocked when i told them i'll be partying with him. i mean EVERYONE alright, even myself. he's gonna take care of me. =) i hope he doesn't get drunk IF NOT, i'll be the one sending him home. aww~ i hope he will stay at ECP if he drunk, so that i can get excuses to my parent like "hey, he's drunk and i'm sending him home. so, allow me to stay at ECP cos i don't wanna go home alone." and then, i can sing from morning till night alone! no one snatches the mic with me. WAHAHAHA! and then, i can go swimming, tanning and gyming. anyway, it's not gonna happen. cause there will only be me and him. so, NO WAY!
i'm kinda scare about tomorrow, as in, nik will be going. and can't be ask me to call him "nik" yea? i'm so not used to it. and if i called him "blah blah kor kor" i think his friends might laugh and dicky will use it to make fun of me. AAAHHHH~
anyway, it's really good for the government to implement the no smoking campaign in clubs. it's so successfully. so good till my parents is so alright with me partying. two toes up man! all i have to do when i reach home is to remove my make-ups and sleep. no more smelly hairs. no more smelly clothings. just nice smelling body. =D they did the right thing this time round.
awww~ ting, we were too busy today with my plans till we didn't take any cute photos. =( sorry. anyway, thanks for your help. cos it was a great success, i guess. loves!
queky, you're the best sis man! for god damn sake! i could seriously kiss you at that point of time. thanks for remembering every single nonsenses i have said and helped me up. weee~ will be treating you one cha shao bao. LOL. loves!
just a little of temptation for jen and coeus. nice yea? wanna see this every morning when ya awake? YES? BE BACK AT THIS INSTANCE!
i like you.
i'm kinda scare about tomorrow, as in, nik will be going. and can't be ask me to call him "nik" yea? i'm so not used to it. and if i called him "blah blah kor kor" i think his friends might laugh and dicky will use it to make fun of me. AAAHHHH~
anyway, it's really good for the government to implement the no smoking campaign in clubs. it's so successfully. so good till my parents is so alright with me partying. two toes up man! all i have to do when i reach home is to remove my make-ups and sleep. no more smelly hairs. no more smelly clothings. just nice smelling body. =D they did the right thing this time round.
awww~ ting, we were too busy today with my plans till we didn't take any cute photos. =( sorry. anyway, thanks for your help. cos it was a great success, i guess. loves!
queky, you're the best sis man! for god damn sake! i could seriously kiss you at that point of time. thanks for remembering every single nonsenses i have said and helped me up. weee~ will be treating you one cha shao bao. LOL. loves!
just a little of temptation for jen and coeus. nice yea? wanna see this every morning when ya awake? YES? BE BACK AT THIS INSTANCE!
i like you.
Monday, July 09, 2007
if i fell in love with you
would you promise to be true
and help me understand
'cause i've been in love before
and i found that love was more
than just holding hands
if i give my heart to you
i must be sure
from the very start
that you would love me more than her
if i trust in you oh no please
don't run and hide
if i love you too oh please
don't hurt my pride like her
'cause i couldn't stand the pain
and i would be sad if our new love was in vain
so i hope you see love that i
would love to love you
and that she will cry
when she learns we are two
'cause i couldn't stand the pain
and i would be sad if our new love was in vain
so i hope you see that i
would love to love you
and that she will cry
when she learns we are two
if i fell in love with you yeah
no no no no no
would you promise to be true
and help me understand
'cause i've been in love before
and i found that love was more
than just holding hands
if i give my heart to you
i must be sure
from the very start
that you would love me more than her
if i trust in you oh no please
don't run and hide
if i love you too oh please
don't hurt my pride like her
'cause i couldn't stand the pain
and i would be sad if our new love was in vain
so i hope you see love that i
would love to love you
and that she will cry
when she learns we are two
'cause i couldn't stand the pain
and i would be sad if our new love was in vain
so i hope you see that i
would love to love you
and that she will cry
when she learns we are two
if i fell in love with you yeah
no no no no no
Sunday, July 08, 2007
you don't even know my name.
how should i put it?
i don't know. i don't know.
it's plain disappoint every single dumb ass gave.
it's just like when you plucked up all your courage just to tell that particular guy you like. cause he was he first person you have told in the whole wide world you liked him.
cause you thought everything was real. actually, it's fake; lies.
it’s like you got stuck between fantasy and what is real
and at that point of time, you can seriously kill.
you thought it will be different.
you thought it wasn't another "usually."
you thought you could trust another after "usually", know what, it's dumb. HELL YA! IT'S FUCKING DUMB!
just like what my mate used on me,
"you are the dumb one. followed by a little stupid and also silly."
the shadow you have casted. fuckyou.
how should i put it?
i don't know. i don't know.
it's plain disappoint every single dumb ass gave.
it's just like when you plucked up all your courage just to tell that particular guy you like. cause he was he first person you have told in the whole wide world you liked him.
cause you thought everything was real. actually, it's fake; lies.
it’s like you got stuck between fantasy and what is real
and at that point of time, you can seriously kill.
you thought it will be different.
you thought it wasn't another "usually."
you thought you could trust another after "usually", know what, it's dumb. HELL YA! IT'S FUCKING DUMB!
just like what my mate used on me,
"you are the dumb one. followed by a little stupid and also silly."
the shadow you have casted. fuckyou.
Saturday, July 07, 2007
i think i really look too much at girls rather than guys these days. till i fantasize too much about them. consistent days dreaming. like on friendster, i would be much more interested in which ladies viewed me rather than a man. at times, i can seriously leave the man out.
tell me it's really hookay.
alright, i do look at men but not to the extend of women. much more if he's a caucasian. asian men; hardly.
sifu just came! i got my string done, like finally! always waiting for the string every year. oh yeah, i like the "jing" that he always used at poon jing's uncle's place. i just wanna learn that
i hate it when they bring her into the conversation. know what, i could serious cry on the spot. i hate to see his facial expression when he talked about her. i hate to see him having the expression of missing her. i hate it! i hate to see him sad. i hate to know how hard he has been through after that incident. but seeing him move on, it's like "hey, great, you found someone whom you can spend your life with. i'm totally glad." on the other hand, "it's just 2 years and you found someone new! what about her?" it's a little contradicting in here. i just felt this way. all that comes into my mind was "IT'S JUST 2 FUCKING YEARS!" and when i thought of that, i'm like, "you moved on so soon?" hell yea, i know i'm kinda selfish. it's not about interfering his life. i know he needs a partner. it's just that I CAN'T ACCEPT IT! i know people have to move on. and everyone is moving on so smoothly. i can't be the black sheep. fine, i just feel it's not right! i'm selfish.
missing her, dearly. 2 years and still missing; still counting.
JEN, WE'LL GO PRAY HER WHEN YA BACK! IT'S OUR PROMISE. I DON'T CARE!
i know we have to move on. what's more, it's already 2 years. just 2 years. damn. i have no idea!
sometimes, i wish it was you.
tell me it's really hookay.
alright, i do look at men but not to the extend of women. much more if he's a caucasian. asian men; hardly.
sifu just came! i got my string done, like finally! always waiting for the string every year. oh yeah, i like the "jing" that he always used at poon jing's uncle's place. i just wanna learn that
i hate it when they bring her into the conversation. know what, i could serious cry on the spot. i hate to see his facial expression when he talked about her. i hate to see him having the expression of missing her. i hate it! i hate to see him sad. i hate to know how hard he has been through after that incident. but seeing him move on, it's like "hey, great, you found someone whom you can spend your life with. i'm totally glad." on the other hand, "it's just 2 years and you found someone new! what about her?" it's a little contradicting in here. i just felt this way. all that comes into my mind was "IT'S JUST 2 FUCKING YEARS!" and when i thought of that, i'm like, "you moved on so soon?" hell yea, i know i'm kinda selfish. it's not about interfering his life. i know he needs a partner. it's just that I CAN'T ACCEPT IT! i know people have to move on. and everyone is moving on so smoothly. i can't be the black sheep. fine, i just feel it's not right! i'm selfish.
missing her, dearly. 2 years and still missing; still counting.
JEN, WE'LL GO PRAY HER WHEN YA BACK! IT'S OUR PROMISE. I DON'T CARE!
i know we have to move on. what's more, it's already 2 years. just 2 years. damn. i have no idea!
sometimes, i wish it was you.
Thursday, July 05, 2007
oh my 天! it's counting down time! YAY! 2 couz' will be back in no time. hookay. i know. it's another 20 plus days more! kinda excited. alright, it's more than excitement. the enthusiasm. heh!
gonna stay over at ECP! all the kidos in da house. guess we'll gonna sing from morning till night and from night till morning! imaging the house filled with so many so many people! we'll gonna mess around! the girls, we will have our usual sweet talks sessions together and all the cuddlings cum rapings. then, we can go TANNING! and for the guys, usual raping among themselves and gyming. and we will rent the scariest movie in town just to scare our hearts out the night. and bring all the late nights deliveries. weet! we are gonna get so FAT FAT FAT! fat 死 us. who cares, anyway.
and then, we'll party like we never party once. and we'll gonna take zillions of photos like we have never used a camera. and then, we'll spend so much time together like we never did before. and then, and then, and then..... the list will goes on and on.gees, guess i'll should start packing my stuffs. or prolly start bring my stuffs there. (opps, i know it's too kan chiong in here. (= )
please come back real soon! and i'll be the happiest kid in town. yea, i used 'kid'. that's cause i always behave like one whenever i'm damn freaking shity happy and so on. everyone knows it. so, yea.
gonna have my last paper tml. finally, all the stress are gone. hookay. in fact, there's no stress at all. i have no stress in this exams at all. just that the driving lessons are driving me nuts! seriously, i've no idea either. F la ~ just pretty disappointed in myself. fuck! i'm damn lousy la!
lips of an angel.
gonna stay over at ECP! all the kidos in da house. guess we'll gonna sing from morning till night and from night till morning! imaging the house filled with so many so many people! we'll gonna mess around! the girls, we will have our usual sweet talks sessions together and all the cuddlings cum rapings. then, we can go TANNING! and for the guys, usual raping among themselves and gyming. and we will rent the scariest movie in town just to scare our hearts out the night. and bring all the late nights deliveries. weet! we are gonna get so FAT FAT FAT! fat 死 us. who cares, anyway.
and then, we'll party like we never party once. and we'll gonna take zillions of photos like we have never used a camera. and then, we'll spend so much time together like we never did before. and then, and then, and then..... the list will goes on and on.gees, guess i'll should start packing my stuffs. or prolly start bring my stuffs there. (opps, i know it's too kan chiong in here. (= )
please come back real soon! and i'll be the happiest kid in town. yea, i used 'kid'. that's cause i always behave like one whenever i'm damn freaking shity happy and so on. everyone knows it. so, yea.
gonna have my last paper tml. finally, all the stress are gone. hookay. in fact, there's no stress at all. i have no stress in this exams at all. just that the driving lessons are driving me nuts! seriously, i've no idea either. F la ~ just pretty disappointed in myself. fuck! i'm damn lousy la!
lips of an angel.
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
the world is all about prejudging. all the prejudgements! just because something bad was experience perviously, doesn't means that the next time around, it will be the same.
like for men, it's so okay for them to go club. it's so okay for them to have so many girls around them. it's so okay for them to go hook girls. it's so okay for them to do everything.
but women, it's so not okay to go clubbing often. because the guys usually said girl who club often aren't good girls. it's so not okay for girls to have many guy friends. because it will spoilt their reputations. it's so not okay for girls to go hook guy. because she will ended up becoming a slut.
this world is so unfair!
why girls can't club? it's not like every women who club are just there to hook guys. IT'S SO NOT! why can't we just party for the fun? why can't we party?
i know, not everyone can be trusted. the ones who treats you truthfully, are the ones you can count on. it's not about seeing, it's not about listening. it's all about feeling it.
will you just believe me for once?
like for men, it's so okay for them to go club. it's so okay for them to have so many girls around them. it's so okay for them to go hook girls. it's so okay for them to do everything.
but women, it's so not okay to go clubbing often. because the guys usually said girl who club often aren't good girls. it's so not okay for girls to have many guy friends. because it will spoilt their reputations. it's so not okay for girls to go hook guy. because she will ended up becoming a slut.
this world is so unfair!
why girls can't club? it's not like every women who club are just there to hook guys. IT'S SO NOT! why can't we just party for the fun? why can't we party?
i know, not everyone can be trusted. the ones who treats you truthfully, are the ones you can count on. it's not about seeing, it's not about listening. it's all about feeling it.
will you just believe me for once?
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
Sunday, July 01, 2007
damn man! GST is 7% already. like so soon?!
i'm so so dead. so sick! shivering the whole day. damn. can't even get myself to sleep. it's like when i was about to fall asleep, something in me would wake me up. even when i increase the dosage of my cough syrup to another 5ml and my flu medicine, it should be taken once a day but i have increase it to 2. STILL, fucking shit! i can't get myself to sleep!
actually, i have something to blog about. but NO TIME! after exams. anyway, simon and his 3 wives are backed together all over again!! YAY! i'm real happy about it. cos been missing this brother of mine for real long and he always treats me real nice. can't bare to leave him alone. but now, yay! we are back together AGAIN! =) means clubbing and movies and shopping and ktving with him again! YAY! hahas.
i'm so so dead. so sick! shivering the whole day. damn. can't even get myself to sleep. it's like when i was about to fall asleep, something in me would wake me up. even when i increase the dosage of my cough syrup to another 5ml and my flu medicine, it should be taken once a day but i have increase it to 2. STILL, fucking shit! i can't get myself to sleep!
actually, i have something to blog about. but NO TIME! after exams. anyway, simon and his 3 wives are backed together all over again!! YAY! i'm real happy about it. cos been missing this brother of mine for real long and he always treats me real nice. can't bare to leave him alone. but now, yay! we are back together AGAIN! =) means clubbing and movies and shopping and ktving with him again! YAY! hahas.
it's always real good to hang around with d4e.
like kor. the times we meet up is really like once in a blue moon yet the bond is still there. it's not like, hey, i don't get to see you for a year and that's why i think i don't really know you now, that kind of situation you see.
worse! for xp, i really get to see him once in a real, long time, but we still manage to click so well. weee~
and zi xian, janice, real nice lady man! oh my god!
overall! d4e are filled with the world most friendly, gracious, lovely, fantastic, fabulous, marvelous, wonderful, amazing, (and other brilliant nice words you have in the dictionary) people!
and so, i love them all! =)
tell me you miss me too, will you.
like kor. the times we meet up is really like once in a blue moon yet the bond is still there. it's not like, hey, i don't get to see you for a year and that's why i think i don't really know you now, that kind of situation you see.
worse! for xp, i really get to see him once in a real, long time, but we still manage to click so well. weee~
and zi xian, janice, real nice lady man! oh my god!
overall! d4e are filled with the world most friendly, gracious, lovely, fantastic, fabulous, marvelous, wonderful, amazing, (and other brilliant nice words you have in the dictionary) people!
and so, i love them all! =)
tell me you miss me too, will you.
Rules of the game:
Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names. No tag backs!
- i sing more often when i'm having sore throat.
- i think vincent has a real cool, sexy and unique chinese name when everyone thinks it's funny.
- when i read a magazine, i see the pictures thoughout the whole book first, before turning back to the first page to read the words.
- i have got the same sitting posture as my dad when we sit on the sofa.
- when i'm sick, i go all the way to tampines to see the doctor. even if it's just a minor cough of flu. reason being, i just wanna SEE the doctor and have a nice chat with him.
- i look/stare to much at pretty women.
- i started wearing a clothings to sleep eversince my dad found out that i didn't.
- i like man. and i like boyish man. what's the differences anyway? both are men!
- i go for math lessons just to see 2 of my handsome teachers.
- i hate to eat at coffee shops. i hate the dirty tables and there's no air con. and the smelly table cloth! I HATE DIRTY TABLES WITHOUT AIRCONS! if there's air con, i can close one eye and accept it.
wah lau eh. so fast 10. i still wanna continue leh!
1. jen. (everyone is pushing you to do this! better do it real quick!)
2. coeus.
3. queky. (when you are done with your blog)
4. justin. (when your d4e-justin is done)
5. siew mei.
6. akopo/sinmonea/kayden
Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names. No tag backs!
- i sing more often when i'm having sore throat.
- i think vincent has a real cool, sexy and unique chinese name when everyone thinks it's funny.
- when i read a magazine, i see the pictures thoughout the whole book first, before turning back to the first page to read the words.
- i have got the same sitting posture as my dad when we sit on the sofa.
- when i'm sick, i go all the way to tampines to see the doctor. even if it's just a minor cough of flu. reason being, i just wanna SEE the doctor and have a nice chat with him.
- i look/stare to much at pretty women.
- i started wearing a clothings to sleep eversince my dad found out that i didn't.
- i like man. and i like boyish man. what's the differences anyway? both are men!
- i go for math lessons just to see 2 of my handsome teachers.
- i hate to eat at coffee shops. i hate the dirty tables and there's no air con. and the smelly table cloth! I HATE DIRTY TABLES WITHOUT AIRCONS! if there's air con, i can close one eye and accept it.
wah lau eh. so fast 10. i still wanna continue leh!
1. jen. (everyone is pushing you to do this! better do it real quick!)
2. coeus.
3. queky. (when you are done with your blog)
4. justin. (when your d4e-justin is done)
5. siew mei.
6. akopo/sinmonea/kayden