REGINA'S

i really don't understand the need for him to change his hairstyle while he's still in school. PURPOSELY! everytime doing those things that my youngest uncle dislike. when the fuck will he ever get to understand?! when man?! just by cutting 2 lines on his head, he wasted 10 bucks and he said "cheap what." fuck shit. just 2 ugly lines that doesn't suits him and his school, costed 10 BUCKS! damn! why can't he just save the money and spend it on something better? it's not like his family is REAL RICH. his dad business is still unstable and he thinks that his dad is rich and so on. the worst thing was third uncle comment that his new hairstyle is very fashionable. kee yong and i was like "same people, same pattern, agree the same thing."

sigh~ youngest uncle asked me to talk to him cos youngest uncle believe that when i'm there to talk to him, somehow, he might change. i agreed. BUT HOW THE FUCK AM I GOING TO TALK TO HIM WHEN EVERY SINGLE SHIT I TOLD HIM HE JUST PRETEND TO BE LISTENING?! i wanna help him. i really want to. i can't find the right time somehow. there's always people surrounding me. no choice, i'm famous. =/ if he's staying in my place, at least i can somehow talk to him in the night. i planned everything. but i still feel that it's still useless. once, i told him alot of stuff. i bring in topics like his mother, how much have he disappoint her even when she was waiting for her leaving time. somehow, he cried or maybe just some tears. he kinda changed the next day but his fucking AH BENG friends have so much influence in him!

if he wanna act like so damn ah beng, FINE! but bring back the good grades! damn!

oh yeah. 3rd uncle came for the dinner today. i was praying damn hard for them to come. cos the family memebers are getting lesser. sigh. i was damn pissed off with my 3rd aunt. the moment she reached, BLACK FACE. WTF. it's not like my grandmother didn't wanna help her when she was having fights with my uncle. grandma already had her unsolved problems and worries. so, she just sat there like some inspector, looking at my mum and grandma preparing the food. "hey! you got some damn bloody hands and legs can't you just get your ass off the chair and contribute something? WE SO DO NOT OWE YOU ANYTHING!" every year, she just relaxing without helping. nice. last times, there were youngest aunt to help up. now, she gone, and though there were less people now, at least help la! and, my 3rd uncle, the damn ah beng pattern never even change a single bit. always instructing people to help him do stuffs. i don't know what to say about them. THEY JUST DON'T APRECIATE EVERYTHING WE HAD DONE FOR THEM!
what the hell is going on?!

anyway, i just got to know that there's some kind of mistakes in my family's surname.

alright you see, my grandfather's sister's surname is KOH.
my grandfather's surname is KHOR.
my great grandfather's brother's surname is KOR.

overall, we are family, blood related and we have different surnames. COOL MAN!