when watching rob-b-hood with d, jamie and lynn. well, you guys should really go and catch it. it's funny, touching and cute. LOLs. as in the baby is cute and GU TIAN LE is handsome. how i wish i can marry him. wth. GO AND WATCH IT!!! IT'S REALLY A GOOD MOVIE. 4 stars!!



left after the movie, headed to bugis AGAIN. bought a belt and a pair of earings ONLY. sigh. there's not much clothings there! guess, i should do more of online shopping. there pros and cons about doing online shopping. it's troublesome but there clothings are like more unique cos you can hardly fine another person wearing the same us u. ah girl jie jie brought loads of stuffs yet she said she bought lil. around 10 plus norman came to look for us cos he was somewhere nearby. he cut his hair and ah girl jie jie insisted that his hairstyle look like her dog. LOLS. what the fuck. he was kinda sad after that yeah. next ah kun kor kor came to sent jie jie and me home. SIGH! norman doesn't wanna sent me home! thought i could have another fun ride. but never mind. there will always be next time.



still considering if i should go to ktv later. cos it's ah kun kor kor's bday yet i don't really know him well. for the whole of my 18 years of life. i'm still considering. but desmond will be coming to fetch me later. sigh!!!! should i or should i not?

mum told me a big secret today. moody. i was moody the whole day. now, i was something that affect me and WORST.

just look at that fucking mad man friendster's profile.
Who I Want to Meet:
The person who fcuked me upside down. Some cruel choices.... Norman Tan ?
Whoo I certainly loved you bastard.

i just don't understand!!!! i really fucking don't understand!!! why why why? i'm really breaking down. fuck him. does he really have to torture me in this way?

why must my mother break the news to me only today?

SENTOSA!!!! it was fun Fun FUN though there was only KG, d, jamie, niffer and me. the sun wasn't happy with my appearance therefore, NO sun. that was what d told me la. niffer had a fun time playing and looking for seaweeds. looks so funny when she drag the huge bundle of seaweeds out the sea. she's like dragging a big back out from the sea. cute man! then, we got bored and either d or KG started off by throwing sand at each other. i think it's KG. so, everyone get along the fun. d thought that wet sand might be more exciting and everyone tagged along. sand flies here and there making me breathing in sea water. how nice. FINALLY, clouds manage to more away from the sun and there was SUN! LOLs. tanning time! i forgot wad d did therefore i put some sand in his belly button saying there it can scrub off dirt from his button. then, i forgot what happened again, d and i started throwing sand at each other. all cover with sand and we had a hard time washing away the sand. jamie was trying hard to get herself tanned. cos she said she's kinda yellow.

after hours of enjoyment, i felt funny and rushed to the toilet. OH MY GOD! i'm so sorry guys. becos of me, we can't have more fun time there. SORRY! =) planned to go changi village to eat however, stomach growling, sentosa's kou fu would be a much suitable place.



some update of the mad man msges. sit back and relax. cos the funny part is coming....

"i won't hesitate to not tell your mum the way you have with norman when with me and not help you anymore if i hear that you change into a different person who doesn't know love."
"worse still, if you were to be with norman, i will make sure you and him won't be happy. i will tell people that you break me becos you like others"
"when i'm good to you, you take advantage of me and don't appreate. how on earth will a girl go out movie alone if only friend? talk longer on phone then with me?"
"you think i'm stupid? being toyed by you after giving you everything? i won't let you have the way you wan it to be after all these."
"you're turning my love into hatred now. you did wrong with your fucking distance with that idiot and you don't dare to admit. who is childish? you, not me. you don't dare to admit."
"ruin yourselves. go be a bitch and playgirl out there. i don't fucking love you anymore. you toyed my feelings and do don't know what shit with norman."
"oh ya. prepare a few hundreds with you to return me. i just realised how stupid was i to spend on you. we will meet soon."
"do you think you have all the rights to tell me all these when you are the one who changed? sorry but i don't really entertain people who son't know what's love."
"especially those eho get close with guys when they have a bf."


all the above was sent by the mad man to me around 6+ in the MORNING! so kind and considerate right?

at night.....

"eversince the day you left me, i felt your change. i've nothint to lose anymore, no more ters drop, no more breathe to wait. the most is those memories that kills me."
"i doubt you hold those memories anymore. but i don't care any longer. though i can't bear you, but this msg is to tell you i won't long for you anymore."
"wish you a happy life with whoever hand you hold. know your limit and don't give in too much. make sure you find someone who can stand you talking to guys behind his back."
"for the next few decades, i know you won't be spending with me, so, happy birthday wishes in advance. hundreds of goodnights and take cares. love, hawy.


alright viewers, i won't leave me comment about this. it's up to you to think how stupid and contradicting it is. opps, i just made some comments.

Your Heart Is Pink

In relationships, you like to play innocent - even though you aren't.Each time you fall in love, it's like falling for the first time. Your flirting style: Coy Your lucky first date: Picnic in the park Your dream lover: Is both caring and dominant What you bring to relationships: Romance

What Color Heart Do You Have?

You Are Dublin Mudslide Ice Cream

You won't remember any of this in the morning

What Flavor Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream Are You?

if norman get to see this, i'll get it!

Your Personality Profile

You are dreamy, peaceful, and young at heart.Optimistic and caring, you tend to see the best in people.You tend to be always smiling - and making others smile. You are shy and intelligent... and a very hard worker.You're also funny, but many people don't see your funny side.Your subtle dry humor leaves your close friends in stitches.

The World's Shortest Personality Test

You Are 61% Vain

You're a little vain, but you also work hard for your good looks.Just remember, everyone knows you are a total hottie. You don't have to remind them.

How Vain Are You?

You Are 34% Evil

A bit of evil lurks in your heart, but you hide it well.In some ways, you are the most dangerous kind of evil.

How Evil Are You?

You Are A Realistic Romantic

It's easy for you to get swept away by romance...But you've done a pretty good job keeping perspective.You're still taken in by love poems and sunsetsYou just don't fall for every dreamy pick up line!

Are You Romantic or Realistic?

You Are a Drama Queen (or King)

And the oscar goes to... you!You're all about overreacting and just plain acting.You see the world as your stage, and give a great performance. And while you're friends may find you entertaining at times...Everyone's secretly hoping that you'll just chill a little.(But they'd never tell you - they fear your wrath!)

Are You a Drama Queen (or King)?

he sent me this yesterday:
"so, you got a fucking bf. how nice."
"i won't let you treat me like this and be with other guys. i'll make you suffer."


what is that for man?! it's already a month and i'm still being pestered for this shit? HEY! it's a fucking month man! PLEASE. i don't know where the hell he got the VERY RELIABLE information that i'm having a boyfriend. must be some idiots out there. damnit. i hate it when people accuse me for nothing. why doesn't he understand???!!! can someone please tell me what's wrong with this mad man? what the hell is he thinking. can't he get let me off? it's harrassment! and i totally resent him. few days ago, i thought of msging him as a concern. god bless. i didn't make the wise choice of mine. i'm really very happy with the life i'm having now! so, can you please just leave me alone and just shoo aside. please, i wanna live my own happy, optimistic, carefree life. i don't want the life where by i saw my auntie at orchard, yet, i can't go up to her and say "HI." i don't want the life when i can't chat with my friends for long when i'm out. i don't want the life when i'm not given in. i don't want the life that is melancholy. i don't wanna get depressed again! i don't want the life when i can't even have the rights to go out with my friends!!! I DON'T WANT! get it! get a life man, you IDIOT! be a gentleman and not a coward! screw you!

Artist: Vitamin C

Song: Graduation (Friends Forever)

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives

Where we're gonna be when we turn 25

I keep thinking times will never change

Keep on thinking things will always be the same

But when we leave this year we won't be coming back

No more hanging out cause we're on a different track

And if you got something that you need to say

You better say it right now cause you don't have another day

Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down

These memories are playing like a film without sound

And I keep thinking of that night in June I didn't know much of love

But it came too soon

And there was me and you

And we got real blue

Stay at home talking on the telephone

We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared

Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair

And this is how it feels

As we go on

We remember

All the times we

Had together

And as our lives change

Come whatever

We will still be

Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs

And we make the big money

When we look back now

Will our jokes still be funny?

Will we still remember everything we learned in school?

Still be trying to break every single rule

Will little brainy Jimmy be the stockbroker man?

Can Krystal find a job that won't interfere with her tan?

I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye

Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

And this is how it feels

We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?

Can we survive it out there?

Can we make it somehow?

I guess I thought that this would never end

And suddenly it's like we're women and men

Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?

Will these memories fade when I leave this town

I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye

Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

alright. i had a bad day yesterday. almost died in an accident. blame me for listening to song while crossing the road. next, bird pee on my hand. how kind. then, i forgot to bring my calculator, therefore, went back home again. finally, the accounting paper was BAD. SO BAD. that's it!

just look at our expression and you'll know how good it TASTE! hahas. davidson said something which is kinda 'touching.' "we are a year classmates but a lifetime friends" SWEET isn't it? lols. after dinner, the royce, d, yan ping and jen came to my place. we played cards and i lost. sigh. winner: YANG PING + ROY. LOSER: i think it's DAVIDSON. lols. just so fun. i realised that davidson is kinda sweet and caring. just so fun hanging out the group. love you guys!





TO MY FRIENDS, I HEREBY BECLARE THAT I'M VERY FREE FOR A WEEK! BOOK ME AS SOON AS POSSIBLE BEFORE I'M TAKEN. gees.

when everyone is studying....



















they are eating!









when guys are out of LOVE.

when out to study accounting with KG, D, JL, YP and JEN at shaw house. well, some photos will be upload later. studied for like 2 hours and SHOPPING, i was the only shopping actually. so, they wanted to watch movie and walk but back to shaw house. ended up, no moive. so, we were spending sometime playing some stupid game, ended up, POOLS. taught JEN how to play and she isn't that bad for a beginner!

AH GUAN said i'm sexy! LOLS.

norman came to look for me. unbelievable.

the mountain butter!

New york New york! city link!

yankee giant burger!!















yummy chicken WINGs...

i don't think so.....

funny no. 1 aka RU HUA

my WHOLE group. including yan ping and roy who are not in this pic.

got to know that SOMEONE was just trying to spoil my relationship with ADE. how kind can that person be? faking all sorts of nonsenses and stories that made me curse my besties? fuck you! but i can be very sure that YOU will be very disappointed. ADE AND I GOT BACK TOGETHER AND EVEN BETTER! try harder next time alright. trying faking stories again? telling everyone how good you are that ADE defended you? dream on u idiot! what battle? get the fucking fact right now! no one is on a battle with you. in fact, you are thinking just so far. people bad-mouthed about you, you go to their blog and spout nonsense like "you took away my everything. you took away my confident. you drain it away from me." hey guys! if i took away her confident, why is she still wearing funny clothings? contradicting isn't it? for the sentence that i took away everything, it's totally stupid for real! GET A FUCKING LIFE MAN!

in the fucking first place, ADE AND I din say you can't bad-mouth about us. you have all the rights to do such stuff. however you chose not to, fool. but you are just kinda stupid to complain and ONLY scold us bitch? anyway, the law didn't say we can't bad-mouth about someone. one thing, you are very smart to bring your BELOVED boyfriend into this HU-HA that cause him to be a fool in everyone's eyes. the way he msged, god! it must be a joke of the day! you are just so brilliant to allow him to cheer up everyone up!

happy now? everyone is hating you. isn't it just so cool. another thing, improve your english please. read the dictionary just in case you make a big HU-HA again for things that are stated SO fucking clear. check what's 'cynic' before you make yourself and others a fool.

i wanna share this with you guys!

It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care


I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you


I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song


Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star Just don't come true
Cause now even I tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you


I can't believe thatI could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind


Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you

started muggling. hopefully i score this time. but i'm afraid it's kind difficult now. just pray hard that i can memorize all the 7 chapters by this sunday or maybe saturday. kinda feel like going shopping yet, i know it's isn't the right time now. all i have to do i wait till next friday. just wish to be happy all day without and further thoughts. going to study later. at least a topic memorise.

every night, he still send me msgs that really irritate me with his untrue facts. he's been focusing on D and N. i don't know where the fuck is the problem now. whatever it is, i hope this just won't affect my studies.

i was kinda shock when N msged me this "....... don't put words in my mouth....say sorry." pretty scared. cos he din end the msg with HAHA or LOL. kinda like mood swing all of a sudden. it's my fault too. cos i din read the msg properly. so, i replied in an apologetic or rather pitty manner. then, he said "haha...why said until so sad...................u'r cute gal wat come on cute girl cheer up!" peace! another man called me cute girl! woooo! lame. whatever. so, people out there, if you wanna cheer me up, CALL ME CUTE GIRL okay? haha! cos it sounded like i'm young!

this is what i telling myself.
alright now, regina, all you have to do is to study hard. get everything memorise and you can have your buffet and ice cream treat.

guess this will motivate me to study. however, i'm afraid that this will just be another empty promise. NONO. N din give me any empty promises. i was just refering to the past'S'. there an 'S' because i don't know why those fucking guys out there just wanna give me empty promise to make me get elated for nothing!!! fuck shit! perhaps, my retribution? i don't know. i just hate those nincompoop out there!

ANYONE KNOW ANY NICE CAFE THAT HAS REALLY DELICIOUS ICE-CREAM? ben & jelly or some other cafe? let me know k.

mixed feelings now. been really bad these days. felt so lonely yet i wasn't alone. everyone is there for me but the feeling is different. when i'm out, i can play till i get mad. while i'm home, it's so different. so much things to think about, so much to worry and so many thought.

talked to ah girl jie jie this morning. talked about desmond. i just don't want them to break up. THAT'S IT!

he appeared down my blk. i was shocked and scared when i saw him. legs were shivering. but i manage to "run" away. he explained his talk with N. the stuffs he had was like so few yet what N told me was like so long? or perhaps, it's becos N spent time to explain? i don't know. but there are certain things that he did not tell me yet N told me. it's not the time to guess who is lying and so on. i trust both. however, N more. cos i'm very sure he won't do any harm to me. as for HIM, i guess, he's hiding something. fuck! he left some photos and a notebook. i would rather he didn't give me all those stuffs. i'm not going to soften my heart. however, it's like another burden to me which i can't share with anyone. i don't know how to explain.

been having BAD these days. but N always lighten me up and bring me to sleep soundly with laughters and smiles. that really helps me alot. it helps me to stop thinking of stuffs that i don't wish to think about. yet, N is asleep i guess. lonely night today. no laughters, no smiles. only a tring face with troubles whirling around my mind. sigh.

did you guys watched LIFE STORY? touching isn't it? the bravery, the love, the strong, cool aren't they? especially today's. kinda touching. one thing: why must the japanese have to do such stuffs?



you can find it in your heart but not soul. yes, it's in your head but not mind. if you look hard, it's right in the middle of the sea. ANYONE OUT THERE KNOW THE ANSWER TO THIS MAKE-ME-CAN'T-STUDY QUESTION?!!!

birthday parties are always the best. 'cos i brings everyone together. really love this feeling a lot. had a lot of fun at the gathering. talked a lil tiny mini bit to ah girl jie jie. i know it's stupid for a 18-year-old girl to call someone 'ah girl jie jie' but i'm so used to it that i can't change. i can't open my mouth by calling her 'ADELINE'. i think it's stupid too. desmond was kinda sad that the party. really quietly this time. din chat much with my mum and my aunties. all he does was play x-box and sat beside her quietly. played with him awhile and chatted with him. he sounded sad. it's not my imagination. i really can feel it. he asked me the reason why i broke off him the ghost and i told him. then, he said "you so cute, why he scold you?" LOLs. i'm cute! desmond is really a good man. but i don't know why she wanna break-up. it's like slipping away sucha good, sweet man! where on earth can you find sucha nice man?! I DON'T WANT THEM TO BREAK-UP!!! ? hopefully, they can be together always then, i can go out with desmond. LOL. sigh. i just don't want them to break up. I HATE IT! pls, let them get marry if possible.

marry? yes, christina said she's getting married end of this year. i don't know if i should be happy or not. her relationship doesn't last long and now she's planning to get married? kinda patronizing isn't it? i'm happy that she had planned to settle down and i'm going to have a niece or nephew and i wanna be the bride's maid. =) but i feel that i should think that far. if not, i'll ended up being happy for nothing. however, i think she can find a better guy, in terms of looks. hopefully, she doesn't play this man.

was having the usual fun in school today. took a cab to school and the auntie kept going to small road that caused me to ALMOST vomit. had headache the whole lesson. my lesson started at 1 but i reach at 2.05. it then ended that 3.15. i was eating throughout the whole lesson. i did study a lil. highlighted some notes and royce was there singing some stupid song, so, i complained to the lecturer that royce was too noisy(i was playing) then, the lecturer advised me to use my slipper to thrown him. the moment i stepped into class, royce asked me to sit beside him. it's funny. LC was there and he still ask me to go out with him and so on. his relationship with LC is kinda weird. forget about it. all i did in class was acting crazy. i really love this class alot. anyway, all i did was talking, eating, toileting and bullying. and of cos, laughing at the indian man butt. lols. my group was like laughing at his hairy butt. it's like we can see his whole butt. he din wear underwear! gosh! the guys in my group are my rubbish bins. whenever i can't finish my food, i force them to eat. hehe! evil har. i guess we'll have a new member in our group. i think her name is angeline? then there will be 11 of us. excluding that pervert, 10.


if i get to fall again, i swear i will bring someone along!

he called norman!!! i really can't believed it!! i think i should give him d, KG, royce and other classmates numbers too. but i guess d and KG will do what norman had done. it's like he is really going overboard. i can't imagine that he will do such stuffs. wanna patch? get lost! wanna be friends? i don't think so. REALLY GONE TOO FAR. norman has to work and you kept calling him?

i upset that i got norman involved. cos he really has nothing to do with this. i really don't wish to end my friendship with norman becos of HIM. i'm really sick and tired of all the shit he had done! really, stop it. FACE IT!



ting: i never always go out with him. only once. we'll try to meet up next week kks? i'm missing you! really. please believe me!! =D



i'm learning to stop calling people stupid.

thanks to him. my mum starts picking on me and questioning me stuffs about norman. i don't what the ghost had told my sister and what my sister told my mum. THERE IS FUCKING NOTHING BETWEEN US, SO, STOP YOUR FUCKING NONSENSE!! understand?!! why must it always be norman and not some other guys? stop it pls! no more any nonsense from you all about norman!

wasn't happy the whole day. was kinda down. cos something something. and more things that made me feel so. was really tired and slept during the break. i was waiting and waiting. and the whole group came back to me! initially, i wanted to go home after school, was really tried and sleepy but KG and D sort of "sa jiao" to us, so we go. when to new yoke new yoke to have food to munch. order a huge buger and 3 side orders. we ate and ate, and i wanna puke. haven been eating the whole day. for this whole week, i have been eating like a meal and it's just only a few mouth? thanks to him for stressing me and now! my weight has gone all the way down from 48 to 46! a lil more to my ideal weight, 45!! but KG and D kept saying that i'm very fat and KG SAID THAT I ACT CUTE. who cares! we disturb the waiter. FUN FUN FUN!

i guess that whole group can see the irritated and tired from my face. yeah, the WHOLE GROUP! so, halfway through the meal, D said let's help regina. so they came out with alot of ideas to help me, i really helps, but i don't think i'm going to do that cos i'm scared. so, they suggested that why not the whole group go and look for him. well, really thanks alot guys; everyone. KG was like rehearsing what he should do when they saw and ghost and stuffs. they really suggested loads of funny stuffs. really funny. never regret going to new yoke new yoke with them!! bling bling!


i'm waiting for my sentosa! i know the group agreed to go after the exam cos they can see the desperate on my face! i love going out with them! love you guy lots! big fat kiss to you guys!!!

i don't know where to start and how to start. i was having a good mood in the morning. so much fun talking with jennifer in the MRT. then i thought about what he asked me ytd:

"you got out with norman got any physical contact? you all got kiss?"

i was kinda pissed off to her that. it's like whatever i did or where i go is totally no of your business. after much complain to norman, i felt much better. THEN, the phone started ringing already. this time i wasn't annoyed, angry or irritated. i was scared. so scared. i felt my whole body shivering and whenever the phone started to vibrate, i jump up. i was shivering with fear. friends' advise do help, however, i was still afraid. i asked people to accompany me home, in case the GHOST was under my block waiting for me, they agreed but i don't think i should bother my friends.

i took 83 home. was complaining the whole day. still afraid while i was alone walking home. i when to the 2nd story to talk the lift. i thought i was kinda clever. however, when i reached home, a voice from my back was calling me, i turned, and slammed the gate straight. ran into my room and shut the door. again, shivering with fear. thanks to him, my did scolded me. he asked me to clear this mess as soon as possible. he was kinda pissed. i shouted back at my dad saying that i have tried all my ways to solve this thing but that fella still doesn't knows. i complained on and on. asking for helps and advise. norman told me to go down and talk it out. i gave him a straight NO WAY! i don't know how to get rid of this thing. someone??? save me!!!


i think norman had enough of my whinnings, so, i try not to get him affected anymore. i'll try to solve this thing as soon as possible by myself though i don't know how. but i'm sure my friends will be there for me.

pls stop your nonsense. i'm getting to hate you!

had really another fun day out though the weather was kinda warm. norman was late, as usual. nevertheless, it was just so fun. i was kinda down after what had happened in the movie, i wasn't even paying much attention to the movie. was so affected by that bloody msg. he just won't left me off. oh fuck! forget about it. why get affected by him when i had sucha fun day out!

initially, we planned to go punggol jetty again cos i really like the road towards the jetty. cold and eerie like i said. but he's kinda tired so, some other day then.

really had to thank him for accompanying these days. really made me feel happy and no so depress. thanks so much!!!!!

i can't wait to go out tml!! hopefully it won't rain. ytd's motor riding was just so fun. my legs were like jelly till i fall on the ground. thank god! but it's still i love it. trying to cope with the windy wind now. it makes my legs shiver like hell. just so cool! hopefully, norman allows me to use his helmat. cos the other one was like so loose till it really wanna fly away. i'm praying very hard now that it won't rain tml. the feeling is really fun and really helps to relax so much. ytd i was kinda upset and angry but the ride really made me so happy. went small road back to hougang cos i told him i don't wanna go home early. we went hougang cos i forced him to eat. still, after eating, i din wanna go home yet, so we went punggol jetty. the road to there was so errie and cold. FUN!

RIDE, RIDING!!! i love riding. my first ever riding. thanks norman for ending my day with sucha nice moment. really. it's really so cool. when around with his bike. COOL COOL COOL!!! FUN FUN FUN!! I LOVE IT ALOT and I WANT MORE OF THEM! please....