REGINA'S

sometimes, i really think i got one of the sweetest guy one earth. BECAUSE....
we were at dam yesterday and out of nowhere, i had gastric ache. so, he went jalan kayu to packet mee goreng for me alone.

sometimes, i really think i got one of the most clumsy and blur guy. BECAUSE...
i was so happy to see him back with my food. yet when he opened the box, the whole mee goreng's oil was covering my bag and his box. that was because he didn't tie the plastic tight and when he corner, the whole things spilled out of the plastic bag. then, everyone was there relaxing and i was there's clearing up the mess, alone. and he bloody shit can relax and talk to his friends. so, his friend said i'm there to actually clean his box.

sometimes, i really think i got an asshole. BECAUSE...
when we reach dam, he went straight to talk to his friend and leaving me there alone. do what? count how many stars in the sky lor. at least the couple was there to accompany me.

EVERYTIME, i really think i got a demanding and sickening guy. BECAUSE...
he is really one. you wouldn't wanna know. okay, maybe one example. like dying the same hair colour. yea, we got the same hair color now. he even ask me to stand in front of the mirror to see if it's the same. god! i can kill him at times. you wouldn't wanna know how hard i hit him.

just recently, i think i got one of the nicest guy. (this could be a bit of a no link) BECAUSE....
we were sleeping and out of nowhere i couldn't control, i'm gonna sneeze. i don't know why, i turned to him and sneeze right at his face. you know la, sometimes, you really wanna sneeze but you just couldn't turn fast to another direction. it's was pretty funny the way he react but he wasn't angry at all. AND ALSO, there this one day when i was really tired during work, i wanted to request to go home and rest but a bit paiseh. 'cause i took mc they day before. you know what, i guy handed me his keys to ask me go his place and rest. SO NICE RIGHT.

still, i don't know why, i'm still so willing to stick to him till this very day. there's really uncountable times when i really got tired of this relationship and seriously giving up. that's was 'cause i was having depression not really very serious but yea, on medication still. i'm at fault too, i didn't tell him. that was also 'cause both of us work like shit everyday and we really didn't have time to meet. the only time we meet is only weekends and that's doesn't means that we will be meeting. imagine a whole week of not meeting and i'm having depression. so, yea, i gone crazy the other time, i guess. it's really good that today is a holiday, so, at least, the both of us can spend a weekday together.

i think we wouldn't be meeting this week till friday or even saturday. i hate saturdays. i end work at 2 or 3 and he promised me that he would fetch me after work FOR SURE. unfortunately, it always ended up that i will be at knocking his window to wake him up. imgaine having him greet me with his smelly mouth every saturday, i can seriously faint after my tough day at work. LOL! anyway, he said he's gonna duplicate his keys for me so that i can ransack his room. no la, so that i can go his house and rest when i end work early or i'm really sleepy while shopping. meanwhile, i'll be acting as a maid cleaning up his room for him, all over again.

but still, i love him.