REGINA'S

PARTY WORLD! yeah! manage to get the LIM family to go K with us. so damn elated that they would tag along. 5 of us! kinda tired though. but i had lots of fun SINGING.

had two lessons today though i turned up for both, i was late for the first session and went off early of K the next session. it's kinda bad i know. not studying and going PARTY WORLD to sing. but if you were me, would you carry on listening to something that you have listened for almost 3 modules or would you save your time and go enjoy? OF COS, i know your answer will be..... ENJOY! hahas.

i guess gym's toilet is really my 3rd home. i actually slept in the GYM'S TOILET. mind you, it's a TOILET. the rest were playing around with their hair. making all sort of patterns out of their hairs. can't blame them, they have long hair while i do not. so, SLEEP. i lie flat on the toilet bench and nifer kept disturing me. however, she's very sweet. she knew i was feeling cold though i was wearing my jacket, she lent me hers to cover my body. SOOO SWEET OF HER! love her man!

oh yeah! MASTER'S birthday is coming. alright. master is norman. he is not in any category of gentleman! he owes me SAKAE SUSHI, 3 BEN & JERRY ICE and what's more? hmmm. i don't think there's any. and now, he wants me to call him master! how nice! so, i have planned. no matter what shit happens, he is going to get a handmade birthday card from me for his birthday! just a plain piece of paper and "happy birthday" writen with... erm... black ink? he's very evil too. he told ah girl jie jie that he might be celebrating in a chalet AND ah girl jie jie and i can't go. extremly sweet. WHY? it's becos one is fat and one is just 18(too young). cool man! if there's no chalet, he will be celebrating at...some place that clubbing takes place. AND I GET TO GO!! HE HE! first ever clubbing for me will be on 23 NOV 2006 or earlier a tiny lil bit. but hopefully, i'll get to go come club before going to N's birthday. =)


enough of happy stuffs. now, it's emo time. what the fuck!

i kept telling my friends that i have recovered! fully and totally healed. no more worries. BUT, i'm so not, yet! seemed like he really moved on with his life. but i'm still stucked! i know i no longer love him and he's been giving me loads and tons of nightmares, yet, i still feel this way. i thought i really moved on, but i'm still fucking stucked! the reason why i broke off with him isn't that i don't love him any longer. it's becos i need some time to breathe some fresh air. yet, he still pester me with this and that till i can't cope it. i gave him a chance. i told him i'll reconsider. i told him i have planned where to celebrate his birthday with him. isn't it a clue to him that he still stand some chance? WOLS sia. whatever. it's just that i couldn't take his pestering and stuffs, i made the decision. i tried to make the break-up a happy one instead it ended up like fucking shit cos he insulted me, do stupid stuffs. damn nice man! who to blame?