medium rare week. can't poke.

i miss this page. i used to blog so much about the times i spent with big bully. just like a public diary or the both of us. now, this page is left so blank. so unwanted.

and this just means i'm way too busy to log on.

i miss big bully seriously. sometimes, i'm just angry with myself that i'm always the one who started the fight. the good and bad thing about me is that, he is too nice to me and i have eventually become his spoilt brat. so damn demanding.

people thinks that he is the one always bullying me. but, i'm telling you NO. he wasn't always the one who started the quarrels. I AM. i am the one who always taking him for granted. even the smallest thing that he do, i don't like means i don't like. no chance.

i can be the sweetest gf. but i can also be the worse.

he wasn't the troublemaker, i'm the one.

so, every weekend is wasted just like that. this week was worse. 'cause its a medium rare week. damn.

and i can be damn f-ing cb. i booked tickets at iluma but i didn't tell him it was iluma. so, he thought it was eng hwa. so, we were having cold war and he went to take the tickets at eng hwa, knowing that he was going to the wrong way, i purposely don't wana tell him. i just let him go eng hwa and make the cashier laugh at him while i walked to iluma.

say la, how cb can i be? but that's is his punishment what!

so, who wanna quarrel with who now?

i tried to make weekdays a better one for us. i know how hard is it for him in there. but weekends, everything just sucked except sundays.

so, to be a nice gf, i'm working on a no-quarrel-on-weekends plan.

'cause that special feelings i have, isn't a lie. and i know this doesn't happen to any of the rest i have.