my sister happpened to come across this Anti-AhLian's blog. pretty interesting in fact. the main focus are actually Ah-Lians but the also include girls or guys who act cut, talk which chicken voice, giggle like whores and used twits. twits are a language that most people have difficulties understand it. an example of twits:

euu, iie, sswiiittt, yew, wiibb, berii, ttakkiiecarriie, miiee

maybe you can understand some of these words but what about these:

• dduhhnn0e yyiies ,, hhiis ttesttiie all ffrm qqerlls ? (what's qqerlls?)
• m0re tthriilliinqq iib yyews scrream .. (what's iib?)
• bAobeii pwiiNc3sS
• qq0iinqq ttuhh sk0ll llerrhhs w0rrhhs ..
• iie ttiink iie qqiianjjiiu tto0 muchhiies lle ! (what the fuck is qqiianjjiiu?)

actually, i thought all this twits stuffs is kinda out dated already. sadly, people still do use it. and some still type in this manner:

aIyA, iiEe sTiiLL duNcHnO LeHxXx. hAiSss.

(OR)

SooOOoOo KaWaIixXx nEhXxX.

eeew, i can't believe i'm degrading my blog by typing all this dictionary-can't-be-found words.

usual people might that 15 minutes to blog a simple post. but the above stated might have taken an hour to do so whilst trying their very best to decorate their wordings. maybe that think that by spelling a simple word such as "cute" they can spend a whole load of their life time just to change it to "Kute, cUtEee, KaWaiiiii, kawaisss."

anyway, the most hilarious thing was that actually, some guys do happened to type in this manner. isn't it a disgrace for the male species?

i really do have to thank god that none of my friends are like that.

i can understand if someone typed in short cut like "wad, tot, ur, gd" i used them most of the time too. save my time and msges spaces which means saving money. BUT please don't give me "bk." what's "bk?" Burger King? Back? Book? Book in, Book Out? Blk? yes, i know it's way of trying to save time and you're lazy to type. it's just that i hate figuring out what the other party is trying to say.

"i don't wanna commit with someone and gets all the shit."

relationship phobia.

that was how bad it was.

you could bring me out of it, actually.

i hate it when no one talks to me in the middle of the night.

it's always so kind of emo sessions.

and i'm so angry about something which i don't even know what is that. FUCK!

ROAR!

usually. usually. usually. usually. usuall. usually.
it must be usually. it's always him. fucks! along with mood wings.

i hate listening to song that reminds me of him. so, i removed the songs from my playlist. i don't know why, itunes played 'music' instead of my playlist.

i think i have relationship phobia.
no string attached is better isn't it? tell me this thinking is so wrong please~ or maybe strongly agree it with me please~

you see the benefits of no string attached

• there will be fewer quarrels and it will not be firey
• you don't have to report about your whereabouts
• if someday you decide not to get along, you don't have to plan a huge breakup session
• every meetups will be as sweet as possible

and now, i having super brain block to continue with the benefits!

'cause that bloody zs doesn't wanna take MRT tomorrow which means i can't wear skirt or dress. it has been weeks since i wear something windy below. ROAR! fooks. and i always have to wear shorts, jeans and pants. what the fucks. don't let me wear skirts of dresses then buy more jeans/pants/shorts for me la! wah lau! super angry la!

ROAR!!!!!!!!

i feel like killing, punching and kicking. whada fuck! kaniniang.

wee~ i passed my driving!

i didn't show half of my 2 boobs to the tester and i didn't wear super short shorts or skirts ok! i wear jeans and jacket OKAY!

i used my ability OKAY. or rather it should be 'ability'?

boo! who says i can't pass at first attempt!

and zs can really make me laugh and get so nervous. damn it. especially, the msg he sent to me before my tp.

anyway, i think i 'hao lian' too much after passing my tp till my handphone when totally low batt at 3 plus. so, if i didn't call to show off, it doesn't mean i left u out for whatever reasons, NO, it's not okay. it's just that my cellphone doesn't allow me to 'hao lian.'

but whadaver, i'm still gonna go around call and text people to show off. so nice to hear people getting so shocked about it cum congratulating me, along with stuff like i wear short skirt........

but i'm so tired to do so. ROAR!

anyway, passing it at the first attempt, the feeling is so nice. it's like everything around seems so nice. even the potato man's lecture was way so interesting. (prolly it's was the last lesson and that was why.)

and so, tomtom said he wanna buy a car for me~ he promised. right right right? LOL. (my god, i'm so gonna get scolded when he book out)

i guess luck is on my side recently. got As for 2 projects. and hell lots of thanks to my jie fu. =) maybe shopping will be fruitful tomorrow too.

i think i'll buy 4-D tomorrow. if i STRIKE, all the money will be mine and i'll keep it mum. some of it will be spend on shopping, of course and mostly of it is meant to be saved for my overseas trips with..............












NO FUCKING IDEA TOO!


it's finally the last day of school. LOGISTIC here i come~ fuck business management!

they said "follow your heart, 'cause it never lies."

i did. and i have an answer. i think.
and when i do have an answer, i have to clear the mess which i have no idea how to do it.
actually, i don't wish to.

whadever la.

i've tried to tell you
so many times this feelings of mine
but it's not that easy
letting you know
how i love you so

complete me, you complete me
i've never felt this way
complete me, you complete me
like words and melody

don't you know that we both belong, baby
don't you know that we will last forever
don't you know that we both belong
i knew it from the start

hoping that someday
for that hello, just a simple hello
and maybe tomorrow
i'm the reason you'll smile
and you make my day

complete me, you complete me
i've never felt this way
complete me, you complete me
like words and melody

don't you know that we both belong, baby
don't you know that we will last forever
don't you know that we both belong
i knew it from the start
we belong

together, you're my shelter in the pouring rain
i just hope that you will see
you and me we belong

don't you know that we both belong, baby
don't you know that we will last forever
don't you know that we both belong
i knew it from the start
we belong

anyway, with my help again, MY SISTER finally has her virgin blog. so, puhleeeas, go entertain her.

maybe some anonymous or maybe 'god-send' might wanna go tag some cool stuffs there to entertain my clique. WE ARE SERIOUS VERY LIFELESS NOW, PLEASE, DO ENTERTAIN US WITH YOUR "YOU'RE JUST A NOBODY" AND SO ON. we are totally in love with that!

http://serena-sweet-temptation.blogspot.com/

and suddenly, the depress feeling came.

i'm sure part of it was about the both of them. it hurts me to see them behaving in this manner.

it's like seeing a building built by me which lasted for only 4 years and 'cause the government needs the land to build something else, i have to see it being demolished right in front of my eyes. buildings wear off and tear after a year and i mend it, putting every parts together. there are lots of obstacle when building it, yet, i tried to put them back and made them perfect, showing everyone that their initial views of the building wasn't the outcome. people started to accept it, they see the beauty of it and they love it, they love the structure, the design, colours. just when i decide to give my audience another surprise by bulding another building, there came a letter from the government that they need the land badly to boast the economy, i have no choice but to give up the land.

people do change, i know. but it's a waste, just because of a change, things changes completely and even letting go the man whom most girls wished for.

and even slotting out the problems for them, i'm still so fucking depress. IT MUST BE PMS.

i hate my friends to have problems. 'cause they will really really affects me ALOT. yet, i can't seem to do anything to make things right or prolly make them happier. i'm so afriad to call them and ask them 'how's life' or rather 'WHAT HAPPENED?!' these are what most people will ask. but for a person who's having breaking down sessions, it will make it worse. but, the more i'm not asking, the more i'm worried. all i can do is, sit and wait and wait, wait WAIT WAIT, till one fine day, when they are so so much better, that's the time to ask. or prolly some heart to heart talks when meet up in last nights.

I DON'T KNOW LA!

i wanna go shopping! the fuck is i have no idea where should i start from! SG seems so lifeless except for my saturday nights. but that's still not shopping! TMD!

and thinking of having that fatty bitch lesson tml, i seriously feel like skipping it despite the facts that she's gonna give a fat tips. damn! I HATE SCHOOL, for whatever fuck reasons. no idea why either. i know it's very kindergarten-ish, I DON'T KNOW WHY LA!

now, looking at this piece of shit, i don't even know how to carry on. if i continue to whine and swear, it gonna be a 2,500 words essay, the length of my assignment! damn! i just feel that i have no time. no time to meet this, meet that, when i have a lot of time. AIYA!

whadaver.

alright, blackie isn't that interesting anymore. =( simply sucked.

argh! so busy busy busy. with the damn production and operation management project! fuck that photo man! doesn't even give a clear figure of the graphs and everything explained was totally not even a single issue about the project. what worse, he doesn't even know what questions he had set for his damn project. fucks!

diots, i need to do shopping OKAY! shoes shoes shoes! SHOES!

anyhows, met tomtom for prata at jalan kayu. it seems like a must to meet him every saturday after he went in army. LOL! prolly that's because i'm real too cute and that's why he misses me this much. pratically, everyone there was waiting for their food to be served. how slow are these blacks. you know, i have really small hands and the plain prata was even smaller than my hand! it was actually a kid size prata. how cool.

so, after eating our kid size meal along with some other stuffs. he cheated me to tampines for second round and he didn't even eat much. or rather we shared which was like never eat. so, the one who really really eat was dixion. aww~ they are going malaysia again! muahahaha! i'm so gonna have a collection of watermelon bubble gums. it's gonna be a life time supply of watermelon bubble gums. okays, that's nonsense again.

whadaver, i gotta go rush my part for project now. if not i can't meet zs tomorrow to buy my shoes which i think i won't be able to buy any tomorrow. and if i don't meet him tomorrow, i think he can't survive his week without seeing me. LOL! i swear it's true~

ciaos~

WEE~ backie's back. YAY!

muacks!

I LIKE THIS:

i want you today, but not tomorrow.
i like you, but not love you.
i miss you today, because i feel empty.
tomorrow i might not miss you, 'cause i have my own program.
i like your looks and body, but that doesn't mean i will like your character.
i will follow your opinions today, it's just because i am too lazy to think.


HOORAY! i'm going SENTOSA to get rid off my fair skin tone with my jie fu next wednesday!! like, finally! wee~ wait and see my new skin tone. muahahaha! alright, it's time for slimming down time! wee~

jen, wanna go not? LOL!

SHE'S THE LOVE~

fly was LOVE after not going for a month. =) so, when one is in a super duper good mood, she will drink and drink and drink till she gets pretty high. i have no idea how many glasses of alcohol i swallow down my empty stomach that day. have to keep drinking with that jimmy's sis 'cause she hasn't loosen up herself, including rekel. i hate to see a person standing like a wood when everyone was so happily lossening themselves you see.

jimmy's real dumb. i'm 19 and his bloody sister is 22. know what, he asked me to look after his sister. what fuck? come on, it's not like people will talk advantage of her. look at her, you wouldn't even have that thought.

i hate man, guys or whatever to pretend that they were the ones who opened the bottle of martells and poured like free flow. come on leh, you wanna drink at least share the money being paid la. damn! so ungentlemanly la! pui!

my classmate, my friend, my clubmate, my boss.

(everyone typed this, i have no idea either. so, i just copied)

he's a nice guy. i swear with my lungs!

and so, when one is high, you should really forgive her when she scolds you or too over use with cbs and fucks. =)

zs came to pick me up after fly and brought me so some prata place. you see, i hate people to talk to me whenever i'm high. so, he kept asking me questions and i think i asked him to shut up or something. it just happened to slip out from my mouth. i didn't mean to(apply to everyone.)

4 years and he's still the best guy i have ever met. loveloves~

you have picked a treasure but you don't seems to cherish it.
please come to sense soon, he's the best. in mine, in hers, in them, and in YOU.

hesistate no more. please. please please.

i was telling my second sister that i hate those typical ah lians with chicken voices. even before i end with 'chicken voices.' and she asked, "why? you are one."

whatdaver~ people have been telling me the same thing. come on man, i'm just a little more hyperactive and that's it. what's more, i don't have chicken voices and i don't have scold cb(ok, only when i'm high and maybe a little of tmd, THAT'S ALL) other than that, i just over use fucks. so to say, i'm the educated one. =)

EVERYONE KNOWS I HATE SNAKES! if you don't, you know it now.

i have no idea why, i just have the phobia for them. i hate looking at their pictures. i hate toys that was made like them, be it cotton or plastic.

you know, ikea sells the huge ugly looking cotton snake that is in yellow and green, i wouldn't even dare to touch it. just wondering why would the kids wanna buy that ugly snake? don't they know that the fugging ugly snake will become real?

snakes are evil. even fake snakes can kill you. (ya, right) but i really really think so.

how can one actually keep snakes as a pet? what worse, keeping it under his bed and his children doesn't even know about it.

ugly snakes.

this was it.

i actually threw a fucking chair at the butcher 'cause he pissed me off. and in revenge he took his pet SNAKE and scare the shit outta me.

and i CRIED in my dream!

i can feel the bloody snake's tongue licking my arms! and its lips nibbling my arms. and it's body crawling up mine. fuck it. so slummy and WET!

i really hope all the snakes go extinct. somebody, please kill all of them for me. I WILL MARRY YOU.

sigh.
NIK DOESN'T WANNA BE MY CLASSMATE ANYMORE. =(
no one to help me do my projects already la!


simon used to tell me this: "when a guy really likes you, no matter how busy, tired he is, he will still try to dig out time just to meet you, even if it's just to send you home or prolly a dinner."

and he will always tell me a whole load of relationship stuffs and tell me the DOs and DON'Ts. he told me what a guy would really do if he really really likes you. anyway, i didn't pay much attention to the words he said 'cause i thought he was using them to somehow ask me to give up on 'usually.' somehow, i thought that it might be some craps that he had implemented. or rather, making the 'perfect guy' for me.

well~ i met someone recently. or maybe not someONE. i have no idea either. not the 'perfect guy' made by simon nor me. at least he was in one of the category that simon had always been emphasizing on.

i'm glad. glad to found someones who made me realise that there's actually people out there who is so damn tired yet, so willing to meet me.

still, it doesn't mean i have to make a decision.