certain issues going around the families. in fact, all of us really don't know what we should do to change you into a better person. totally disappointed. advise were given and given. scoldings and shoutings but still, no changes done. we ignore, we pretended nothing had happened. it's not that we don't care whatever fucking shit you have done, it's just that we have fucking sick and tired of caring about you. we don't know how to teach you, we don't know what we should do. can you wake up your mind? why not, tell us what we should do to make you change and leave all mother-fucker friends.
have you ever thought of why everyone is treating your brother better than you? why everyone can joke and share secrets with him but not you? why everyone can laugh and have so much fun with him but not you? why i bring him out and not you? have you ever crack some of your fucking brains? well, have you ever do some reflection?
we don't hate you. we treated you as one. but what have you done? you made us loose trust of you each day. everyday, different shits you create. i wanna bring you out. i wanna talk to you like how i did to your brother. i wanna have fun with you. i really want. tell me, after i have put so much hope in you that you will change(you promised), did you ever fulfill a shity out of it? FUCKING NO!
what friends are yours? you called those fuckers "friends." bringing you into troubles. teaching you all those toddlers stuffs. bringing you to boy's home. you call that friends? screw you! go check the fucking dictionary if you don't know what's the definition of a friend!
FRIEND
–noun
- a person attached to another by feelings of affection or personal regard.
- a person who gives assistance; patron; supporter
- a person who is on good terms with another; a person who is not hostile.
understand now?
to be true, i will be very happy if you get charges with whatever shit you have done. i'll be laughing my ass off. you deserve it. you want it to be this way, you gotta pay the price. if after going into boy's home, you still don't know what the right thing to do, PLEASE, just let yourself rot to death.
can you just look back. think what everyone has done for you. yes, everyone, including your dad and brother. please appreciate everything they have done for you.
eg, you brother bought the doramon piggy bank thingy for you, what kind of fucking face did you showed him? can you just appeciate that at least he made the effort to save some money to at least buy a present to make you feel that he did remember your birthday, you are not left behind. but what did you do when you saw the present? you were pissed off, you return the present back to him. can you at least look at the brighter side of every situations?
your dad, though he express himself as he doesn't give a damn to whatever shity you have done, but deep in his heart, he's worried, he afraid that something will happen to you. whose parents would not worried for their kids? yes, your dad ignore you. why? because you dissappoint him. he told you not to go out, yet, when he left the house, you went out. tell me, how you want people to trust you and respect you?
yes, you feel great with your friends. out disturbing people and having fun. but when you are really in deep trouble in future, when you are in need of help, which shity will turn up to help you? NONE. but we will.
you have already dissppointed your mum, please, wake up. stop all your wrongdoings and spare a thought of everyone.
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