Back At Square One, Again.

back to sunday.

no more playing of popiah, vampires, clapping, sissor, paper, stone and small space till next friday when he is out. can't imagine i'm gonna have this kind of life for the next 5 months. gone. i had him for almost everyday for the past year, now, it's time for me to adapt and change my mindset of having him there everyday.

i never though this will happen to me. i thought i was lucky to be with him after his btm or whatsoever days. like booking out only on fridays. i never thought this will happen to me at all. i hate this and that's why i never chose a boyfriend who is enlisting. hate the feeling of getting so fed up.

prolly, everyone should experience this once. i mean once. not more. just hope that this next 5 months can past faster and we can start to plan.......

it was a terrible weekend for us. because he was fed up with the photos i took at timbre. yea, like what you will be thinking, what the hell is wrong with all those pictures. NO? look carefully, i'm sitting beside my guy friend.

knn. you say i wanna slap him not. also not say i touch KG in all the pictures or i lie on him or sit on his lap what. what's more, KG is like a girl to us la.

then, it was due to the dreadful weather to cause both of us to be so tempered.

just wonder, how on earth can the both of us collide at times. both of us have serious fucked up attitude.

i can understand why he react to the photos. it's not that i'm not understanding. he is in there from monday till friday and doesn't know what i'm doing outside, eg, betraying him and going out with guys and so on. i don't mind being questioned. but i don't see the point of making a big fuss about it. i gave him so much assurance. but i just don't understand why was it still not enough.

come to think about it again. we are still hanging very strong despite so many things that happened. prolly we are of the same and that is why we can understand and accommodate each other. it's like with different gestures or facial expressions or tone of the voices, we how the other party feels and if one is sad, what we are supposed to do to make her/him happy. maybe aquarius and aquarius can be together.

anyway, hope next week isn't the same anymore.

but he make me very happy today 'cause he told the bike shop uncle "YA!"