Saturday, March 17, 2007

it's another amazing thingy that i can wake up at this time to blog. first, i went to work in the morning. next, i went to partyworld. then, i headed for a moive. finally, i went to amber 21. so, i reached home at 7 but claiming to my mum, it was 6.

there were seriously a lot of drama at amber 21. handcuffs, pushings, laughters, heart to heart talk, knowing new people and almost some fights which we manage to maintain the situations. should i say it was a fun day yesterday or should i claim that it's another fucking day out. you see, the plans was to meet at amber 21 and we'll head down to drangonfly at 3 for R'n'B. so, amber was filled with all the people i know. everyone there knows that i can't wait for 3am to arrived and shake my ass off the dance floor. they knew i was very keen. but hot-tempers, they just couldn't control themselves so, drama with police and got handcuffs. seeing that situation, i know my hopes are all down the drain. i'm not blaming them. they are lucky. cos dragonfly was having spot check, so can't headed down. no choice, gotta stuck my ass at amber.

i got to know a few more people. mian hao(mian mian), vincent and chee kok. they are so damn funny. i think vincent is kinda cute. =/ when the drama was going on, they were there taking care of me. i swear i was damn scared. i thought botak might just come straight to me and kill me. what do you expect, out with real gangters. i decided not to care much about them and sing song. after the song, mian mian was there: "WOOOOO, ABC sing not bad ah."

alright, serious stuffs now. i told you zillions of time, it should be a secret between me and you and you are not allow to tell adeline. but fuck, how many times do you have to leak out the secret? and why must you tell sunny? it's really has nothing to do with sunny. what more, it's a secret. you know it, when you tell sunny something, it's like the whole fucking drangonfly will knows about it. in future, how am i going to go drangonfly with my friends? surely he will ask people to look out for me right? because the fucking moment i stepped into dragonfly, he will knows! i know you are trying to protect me. like for norman, seriously, you don't have to go straight to him and ask him to send me home safely and shit. cos he definitely will. it's like asking stupid questions. i'm fucking 19 already, do you really have to do these? like if i go dragonfly, i wanna have fun, if you ask people to keep looking out for me, fuck, how am i going to have fun? just like at amber yesterday, i just gave you some signs and you annouced it. so, the whole amber knows la. where's your fucking brains?! do you have brains? you are making things worse for me. you think it's helping, you think it's for my own good. but all i have to say, SORRY, I FUCKING DON'T APPRECIATE ANYTHING YOU HAVE DONE FOR ME SO FAR. it's seriously not helping. if one fine day, because for what you say and i done for good, sorry, i think we should stop talking. please, i beg you, go have some brains. shan't comment about the desmond thingy, you just go reflect about yourself.



people see it, they can hear it, they can feel it, still, why you don't.

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