REGINA'S

i can't wait for Christmas. because it's 10th!

i can't wait for my birthday. yet, everytime i think about my birthday, i couldn't get over last year's. it was due to someone who tried to have me 24/7 beside him and that's why, the celebration i had, the surprises that boyfriend planned, was a waste. it didn't even happened. till this day, almost a year, i regretted it deeply.

i want something to be like last year's. but what's the point now?

maybe, santa would wanna give me a time machine that turn back time to that day.

which also conclude that i resent the person who used to want me 24/7 beside him by using his status to control me, till today and always.