REGINA'S

prolly it's cause i got used to how 'usually' have always been there for me whenever i'm down. and how he always make my days a better ones.

maybe it's cause of all these, whenever i get so down, i think about him and when i think how things screwed up between the both of us, i get worse. i'm always in a situation whereby, am i more sad with my current problems or i still can't forget all the things we went through?

this really gets me into delimma.

once, i watched this drama. the lady told her husband this,

"i know i'm always making a huge fuss to divorce with you but it's not what i wanted at all. 'cause i know in this way, you will give me the attention i want."