bye baby. it's been a year with you around.

should have cherished you more. should have took more pictures with you. should have appreciated you.

i din know you will leaving so soon; after sending me to school tomorrow.

i teared knowing that you will be leaving. i can't bear to part. i can't keep you anymore. i tried to but we have our difficulties to keep you.

thank you for being there all the time and never had you gave us any problems.

you will be better with someone else.

you will be missed.


byebye.

i'm gonna screw Mac up. mother-fucker

i'm so so so bleedy pissed off with Mac delivery now!

it's not that their delivery is so slow or bad. it's just that HOW CAN THEY EVER LEAK OUT ONE'S PARTICULAR TO AN UNKNOWN. chee beh!

eg,

operator: hi, good morning/afternoon/evening sir/mdm .........
unknown: i would like to make an order.
operator: okay, can i have your contact sir?
unknown: 9*******
operator: can i comfirm that you are staying at blk *** tampines st ** #**-**?
unknown: ya

see it. this is what every delivery does. i'm not boycotting Mac here. it's just that my situation occur with Mac.

why can't they just ask if they can have the address AGAIN instead of saying it out to have our comfirmation.

so, where's the privacy here in singapore now?

so, everybody can just f-ing shit give Mac the number of the person they are looking for and they can get the address. WOW! that's the best information centre worldwide.

thank MacDonalds, how are you gonna compensate this mistake you have done which caused so many unhappiness?

dumb. really faggots.

if i know who's the god damn operator who did it, mother fucker, you die!


stay tune for tomorrow. i'm gonna screw them up.

dad just came back from his business trip! wee.
glad to hear good news from him.
things over there are progressing extremely well.
hotels are giving us the exclusives. loads of rooms.

and there will be some showroom or exhibition going on over there next year.
GREAT JOB!

waiting for more good news.

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anyhow, bf and i were glued yesterday again.

he's a really great boyfriend to me.
when i'm hungry, he never fails to go and buy food for me.
when i'm thirsty, he never fails to bring water to me.
when i wanna go out, he never fails to accompany me.
basically, he will do anything for me as long as i say "i want."
he can do stupid acts and pretend to be a kid just to make me smile or even laugh.
i'm really very happy being with him

but why do i still feel neglected by him?
this is insane.
he spends all his time with me.
maybe i'm demanding to much.
maybe i need assurances. but i have all his assurances.

so, what's wrong?


or maybe, all i need is him to listen.

a year....

my P Plate can go suck dick now!

but come to think again, since when did i had a P Plate whenever i drive. hmmm.

happy one year licence. =)

late night sex so wet so tight

life is way too busy.

BUT! life is still good 'cause every wednesday is extra pay day!

i told myself i need facial and massage, yet i cancel it twice. goodness.

GRANT ME 48 HOURS A DAY PLEASE!

i need to work harder and 2 case for this month is still not enough! i need to have more than $2k a month.

Envious Eyes

NO, this is not any bouquet in any country.

for god's sake, this is mariah carey's closet. she has a thousand pairs of shoes. this is insane, it's getting me to excited. i want this!

damn, my birthday wish might be having a closet like this. isn't it better than the silly one (about me getting to know a rich man who has a private jet and could bring me to US to shop at VS, 'cause it was on sale that time) i made? ha!

man, she needs a ladder if she wants to wear something from the top or maybe getting a her handbag. WOW!

WASSUP

it stated it all. met up with mates on friday. a pretty (or maybe real) quick catch up 'cause bf fetching me to go for movie. so many stories shared. sex, rape, molest, killings, ghosts, mirrors and so on. it was joy that ended the night with.

it's a good place to chill. food isn't that bad neither was it a disappointment. the most crucial thing was the catch up. it was still like before, just that, we all have grown. changes. but D, my sharing mate. he didn't turn up for any of our gatherings which also means i didn't get to see him for a year?

hmmm...

mum has been pestering me for my birthday celebration. i wanted to go overseas with bf and friends, but my mum scolded me "siao" cause she said it is important to celebrate my 21st, keep those memories and all my bosses too, encouraged and even planned for me to open a chalet. BECAUSE, hmmm, it's inner secret.

my initial plan was to celebrate it at Bali Sentosa. it's really an awesome place to be at. man, we can rock the whole room.

isn't it wonderful? what's more, private pool! aiseh! but mum said too expensive. cheap rooms can't accomodate the amount of people i'll be inviting.

unwantedly, i have to give up this plan. but i still do visit the webby just in case i become rich out of a sudden.

so, i'm gonna get this cheap cheap really cheap chalet. 2 days. it's really cheap. gonna book it on monday. everyone said the chalet is like a showroom, so, hopefully, it will not be a disappointment like desaru.

awww, i miss the time i spent with bf at desaru. the two of us were really glued to each other and most importantly, bf knows how to take care of me throughout the whole trip.

back to birthday, boss of company asked me to rent a yatch, sadly, i got sea sick. he recommended to book a suite. but my boss said i won't have any returns. chalet is still the best. guess all the bosses will be gambling and mj-ing. and and and, bigest boss(boss of co.) got 50% discunt for emicakes. wee-o-wee!

i'm sure i can get what i want this birthday.

i'm the dumbest and blur-est person you can find on earth!

how can someone actually make a mistake in handing up the wrong assignment. i repeat, WRONG ASSIGNMENT! and i realised it only 2 days after i handed in, which is also the due date.

hello? i'm in a degree course, not diploma. it's expensive. i don't wanna remodule for this stupid mistake.

i rushed all the way to school early this morning. to my relieve, the lecture had not went to take all the assignments yet. my wonderful coordinator, she really the best, florence, allowed me to make changes with my assignments.

i think i'll go insane if i couldn't get to change over my assignments.

I LOVE FLORENCE.

anyhow, i went over baby's place today while waiting for him to end his interview. yea, i got his house keys, way long long ago. i didn't expect him mum to be home so, i was pretty surprised to see her.

and you know, when 2 women are home alone, they talked like never. usually, she will always ask me questions and i will answers and after that, i do my stuffs. eventually, today, i broke the ice between us.

the interesting thing was that she asked me if i do collect shoes. answer was yes but i told her "no la, just take got a few pairs." prolly, i should do something like mellie - take photos of all the shoes i have so i will realise how many i bought yet have not touch them. i can go to the extend that if the shoes have 3 designs of different colours, i can buy all of them.

siao right?

so, she carried on asking why i got so many shoes, where i buy, how much, including my clothes too. heh! she said my clothes are nice! then we gossip about he son, she complained so many things. anyway, we talk everything we can talk about.

women.

eventually, she asked me to go buy toto for her. duhhhhhh~