Wednesday, February 06, 2008

a nice one yet stern. end with a complete understanding of the whole situation, along with compromising. i

i hope you really listen this time round.
when will you get serious and listen to me, just me to finish my piece; before falling asleep? sometimes, i really hope you pay a little more attention to me and my words; and not sleep.


money and love.
i choose money. yeah. it's stupid. who's the one who's more stupid to choose love without money and suffer 3/4 of your lifetime with a broke? money can make one feel secure and happy. you peep know what money can give you. LV, GUCCI, (fly over to US for)VICTORIA'S SECRET. so, do i still need to continue with the benefits?

money can't buy love. who doesn't wanna be in love. falling in love over and over again just like falling for the first time. having someone to be there whenever you're down, to share the most memorable moment with you ever now and then. giving you uncountable suprises. cuddle you to sleep, wakes up in the middle of the night just to make sure he's not occupying the whole blanket. kiss you when you're awake. calls you 'cause he wondering if you're hungry so he can get something for you. he brings you to places you have never been too or you wanna go. sending you morning messages that lighten up you day just by seeing his name. then, maybe find somewhere to sit, eg, vivo's sky park. just by sitting beside each other even without a word uttered, it's love. he brings you home to introduce to his entire family tree, making you feel so homely each time you hangout at his place. someone to hold on to when you wear a pair of heels that you couldn't really balance yourself. you got someone to whine to. someone to cry to. someone to hug you when you need one and always available. and maybe, someone whom you can pinch, bite, slap and hit.

whatever it is, at least you know that, there always that someone out there, missing, worrying and caring for you unconditional.at least you know you're the only one he has in his heart. the problem is, how long can the love last?

AND SO, money still comes first. why suffer in the circle of love? get yourself hurt and screwed up your life. for sure, i'm not stopping anyone from falling in love, IT'S JUST MY PERSONAL PERSPECTION. 'cause i have seen alot. people divorcing, breaking-up, it's scary. it's worse than watching a horror movie. damnit.

and well, that was part of the reason why i'm still so reluctant in getting into r/s. maybe when you can prove to me i'm the only lady in your life, i might give it a try.

of course, i do wanna fall in love for the first time, just like how i fell in love with my LG phone. prolly, i need someone who can get me out of his shadow. prove to me that not everyone is the same.


































wah lan eh, so contradicting la! but i'm a girl also what! falling in love is a must!





















no matter what, MONEY STILL COMES FIRST. so, feb 16, wait for me.

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