Greatest thanks to bff, Michelle Lim.

always giving me surprises. she designed the cake all by herself. i couldn't bear to eat the cake.

i felt really bad not doing all things for her all these years. but i'm glad, the bond we had is still strong.

girl, one thing you never know, the years that we lost contact, i missed you dearly, wanting to get back to you. now, even though we hardly meet up, you're still always in my heart. at times, i still tell my mum that i miss you alot. =) one thing special about us, is that, we never heart a heart to heart talk about our problems we faced, but we seem to understand each other so much.

after all, you're still my bff. now and forever. and if we ever part, i will search for you back. i wouldn't wanna lose a friend like you ever again.

thank you babe, for everything you did. love you big time.

and and, thanks everyone for the wishes. =D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!


last year, i wished to have a rich man who had a private jet that i bring me over to LA to shop at Victoria Secret only.


but this year, it's better to make better and worthful wishes. all i want is a better health. sexier figure. close more cases than previous.

lastly, thanks everyone for the presents and ang baos.

gees. great effort to the BBQ and OTAH man.

.......... oh well, here comes the continued part.

dad asked bf to set up the fire and bf said he DON'T KNOW. of course, kenna "suan" by my dad.

glad leon was there to save the entire bbq food. and also, bf was there learning and also helping out leon.

they both were bbq-ing the whole night, serving all my guests. well, pratically, leon was doing everything and bf, hmmmmm, he was there to bbq some of the food, like OTAH!

leon was pretty much happy about it. it seemed to be his hobby or rather his job. LOL! anyway, queky told me that he asked leon to go walk with her, but leon insisted that he wanted to bbq.

so nice.

eventually, i stopped the bbq man and otah man from doing the job. they had enough.

then, i told the rest, "whoever wants to eat, bbq yourself."

and so, queky and leon went for the romantic stroll by the beach.

while bf had jianming to accompany him. lucky he came, if not bf will make a big hu-ha on me not accompanying him.

let me tell you, i got a weird bf. when i go home myself 'cause he is sleepy, he became angry because i never ask him to send me home. and if i didn't put our photos on friendster, facebook, msn and my cellphone, he complains like mad cow. then, when i say "meet another day" (which means the next day 'cause it's like a reply that one will give when someone couldn't make it on a date) when he can't meets me, he will says, "WHAT ANOTHER DAY?! MEET ME TOMORROW."

so, waited for my VIPs which are my bosses to arrive before i could cut the cake. 'cause i wanted to have a photo with them as a memory. also to tell every one of my guest, they are the best bosses i ever had.

here's a picture that includes queky, me, the bbq man and the otah man.

till then, see you guys tomorrow..........

mum said, it is a must to celebrate my 18th 21st birthday!

i guess i should blog about my sweet eighteenth now, it's been almost a week.

a summery.

bf stayed over at my place on friday to make things easy for my parents and also to save more time. we watched harold and kumar before we went to bed.

queky and leon came over in the afternoon of saturday to carry every thing over to the chalet. free labour! *opps*

then, the four of us we busy making ice, unpack all the stuffs, set up the sound system and blow my pink and silver balloons when we checked-in.

the chalet was pretty much like my house.

the four of us camwhored. i stated it off first. heh!

chio right? this is due to the sunlight which makes the photos all so perfect!

totally paranomic view right? though it is a ground floor unit, it is windy, face greenery and full seaview, come with 2 bed rooms and 2 toilets, very spacious. personal bbq pit and balcony. grab or regret!

actually, leon was about to propose to quek, BUT! the buffet man came. so sad.

so, the buffet man came, and my dad arrived to pay.

then, here comes the otah and bbq man.


i'll be back again...............

tiny update to keep this space alive!

lastly, i'll be back with more updates with otah man.

loveloves.

ATTENTION TO PIMPS AND BITCHES AND THE STAYOVERS, ANY SUGGESTIONS WHAT YOU GUYS WANNA DO IN THE NIGHT?!

UPDATE ME ASAP.

DRINKS ARE PREPARED, NO WORRIES.

4 days after 2009. i know, i'm late.

well done. it's finally 2009, the one that i have been anticipating for.

2008 was totally bullshit. it was a bad bad year for me.

firstly, having a pair of hands that shake like an electrical chair that makes people stare that me during train rides.

secondly, my period was crazier than the patients in woodbridge. doctor said there was a 2cm(if i can remember) "something" in me. god! i was praying all day that it would recover and not go for operation. after taking tuck loads of medication, it eventually recovered.

then, weight lost that lasted half a year despite me eating like mad cow. i thought i might vanish someday.

next, being suspected of diagnosing with thyroid. i almost drove me insane. i thought i was going to die. i was lost. i thought of stopping my education till my condition was better. well, i guess i wasn't meant to suffer anymore, hence, report was negative. i jumped with joy.

well, like i said, school sucked and it it still with all the exams and projects that can screw shit.

lastly, i left HSR and went over to Global which makes me happier somehow 'cause everyone there is so young, friendly, nice and super double sweet.

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and, i wanna thank my family for being there through my ups and downs of my insane health problems. loveloves.

and, to bitches and pimps, thank you for being a super understanding friends all these years. you guys rock my shoes okay!

of course, queky, crying for me, accompanying me, hear me whine, bitch, and cursing "funny." ya! for tolerating all my fucked up nonsense shit. you're a great friend, all these years.

anyway, if i missed anyone out, no worries, cause you guys are the ones who made my 2008 a better one for me despite me facing tuck load of problems.

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anyhow, this was how i started my 2009.

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