this year, its gonna be a bad bad year. everyone is seeing all the advantage of IR but none is looking at the other side of these 2 perfect pictured projects. how many thinks that IR will make sg market a better one? how many thinks IR can create more job opportunities? how many thinks that IR can helps in an increment? how many?

how you ever looked at the disadvantage side? it may helps sg to generate more revenue. because all the gamblers from genting and las vegas will be flying their ass here to try out the WOW-SG-FINALLY-HAS-A-CASINO view. BUT what if these rich gamblers bring along their guns, drugs and social escort? ain't the image of "low crime" country gonna be tranish.

i'm very angry about this because my bf is gonna work so so so many ot from then on!

okay, next, what if singaporeans don't mind paying 100 for the entry and many will staying in the casino like how they do in the turf club? fuck will those quit gambling advertisement. it doesn't help to leave an impact on any gamblers despite how many piggy banks you smash and how many little girls cry.

then, how many family will be tore apart? how many die because of money? how many being killed? how many being jailed? how many girls become materialistic? how many don't mind being social escorts?

like what i have blogged previously, i predicted that this 2010, there will be something happening which has the same impact left as what SARS did to us - came without warning. h1n1 isn't that of a huge impact as we have already experienced SARS. so, this year, what can happen? of course, i hope that this impact leave will be a positive one and not a bad one, though we all know that it gonna be damn bad.

i hate IR.

i s-e-r-i-o-u-s-l-y don't understand why people is going so gaga over 海派甜心. fuck yeah. gossip girl, vampires diaries can simply rule over them in no time. thoughout the whole drama, the leads are just partically shouting and fighting for the whole 13 episodes.

so, tell me now again, why is everyone so gaga over 海派甜心? its just another stupid taiwan drama.

and, friday is my birthday and i'm not even excited over it at all because bf had already surprised me with my present when i cam back from hk. right now, i'm waiting for my bosses to give me my presents. heh! i'm gonna kick their ass if they tell me that the photoshoot on friday is my present.

i'm looking more forward to my photoshoot than my birthday. i'm kinda scared if i looked damn unpro in it. i'm excited that flyers will be out soon and i will not be going cp and pp to eat anymore. actually, i'm kinda reluctant to use my photos for the flyers. no whys. worst if they wanna use it to put on the banner!

anyhow anyhow, they are using my photos because the male sellers are all itchy.

and and, i kinda miss hk very much. dream of there every night. i envy dandan man. can live his life like a slut over at hk for the rest of his months. might be going over to taiwan or bkk for another getaway trip again this year. OR MAYBE HK AGAIN THIS MAY!

and and and, i hate girls to wear short jeans skirt with the ultra black ankled leggings. i hate girls who wear dress that is long/short enough to not see their cb to wear the ultra black ankled leggings. why? because it is so ugly. if you telling me black sockings, it is still acceptable. ankled leggings? pleeeeease. hell no! no fashion sense at all. okay, if you have slim slim and long legs, i'll shut my mouth totally.

meanwhile, couz just uploaded little superstar photos agggggggain!!! HURRAYYYYYYYYYY! many of those are cute to the maxxxxxxxxxxxxxx.

there are still new ones but i have always been wanting to post this. she looked like an ET here.


/i'm a happy girl this week and fb shows it all!

/i'm dying to go hk again! maybe bkk for replacement!!!!

To couples:

You're not gonna promise to each other that you will not disappoint one another because at some point you will. What is important is you don't go away, you don't escape, you don't leave one another just because you were disappointed.

That's the meaning of fidelity.

unable to resist. i'm dying for CNY now! i wanna see my superstar!

frankly speaking, bf and i have no been talking for quite awhile since i-have-no-idea-which-day. i think after i came back from hk. what i meant by talking is a real talk. our weekdays procedure is, he fetch me home work, have our dinner, back home and sleep. basically, the both of us are too tired for any topic and most of the time, we were talking nonsense. another reason was that i have been very sick since i came back from hk which made me had a hell of life since 13 jan till date.

so, we went out today after work and i had my first meal for the past 4 days. while waiting for the food to be served, bf talked to me. as usual, i thought he will be telling me all his crap again hence i barely listen. as he went on, i was kinda surprised. his way of thinking has change and he even used the word 'fundamental' and 'discrete.' for his standard of english, i opened my eyes wide.

he changed. for the better. the 2 years plus of speaking english to him and all my effort did not go to the drain. heh. =D

Ten Things That A Girl Must Posess

These are the ten things that must be in every girl’s closet!

1) Plain white tank- great for layering or wearing under a jacket or vest. A loose fit is the most flattering. Also, sheer ones are nice because you can wear cute bandeaus underneath! Pockets are also always cute!

2) Classic bag- ladies, invest in a well made designer bag, the thing will last you a life time! I plan on keeping my Chanel 2.55 and Louis Vuitton Classic Monogram Speedy 30 forever! Other great classic bags are the Birkin Hermes bag (if you have the 9,000 for it tehe), Gucci Joy bag, and a Balenciaga City bag.

3) Plain black flats- you can wear these with EVERYTHING!

4) Black skinny pants- great to wear with heels, flats, and boots. Leggings are my faves! Forever 21 has the best ones for FIVE dollars! Also, Hudson Jeans make the best black jeans.

5) Black blazer- YOU NEED ONE. End of story:)

6) Pink nail polish- a flattering color on every one. Shorts Story is my signature color.

7) Fur Jacket- real or fake, these things come in and out of style as often as Heidi Montag gets plastic surgery; a lot!

8) Little black dress- choose a classic one like this. Just because a dress is short and black does not mean it’s an LBD. LBS’s are elegant, chic, and timeless. Think of my idol Miss Holly Golightly:)

9) Black tee- wear with jeans, a pair of heels, kick ass bag, and stunning necklace for the total effortless chic look.

10) Black sunglasses- aviators look good on almost everyone!

4 Reasons We Judge Others

We are insecure. This is the main reason we judge. When we are insecure and/or unhappy with who we are, we try to put other people down. Though it doesn’t usually build us up when we put others down, we do it anyway. We want to feel good by making others feel bad.

We are scared. Often, when we’re scared or intimated by other people, we’ll put them down. Coworkers band together and make fun of their boss (see The Office). Two women see a prettier woman as a threat and they make fun of her outfit. When people are scared, they try to feel better by putting others down. We also may fear those who are different from us and may judge them just because they are unlike us.

We are lonely. As I mentioned before, there is a bonding element that goes along with judging others. When you are lonely, you might use judgments to bond with other people, but these bonds are based on negativity. The bonds you have based on judging others are superficial and are not likely to contain true substance.

We are seeking change. When we want our own lives to be different, we are quick to judge the lives of others. For example, if someone wants to be in a committed relationship and his friend gets engaged, he might whisper, “Oh, that girl is so not right for him. I don’t know why they’re getting married.” If we are jealous of others’ changing lives we are likely to make quick judgments.

BAD HABITS

Biting your nails
Picking nail polish
Sweating
Fidgeting
Procrastinating
Talking without thinking first
Doing things at the last possible moment
Slacking off
Not giving 100% in what you do
Swearing!!
Calling people bad names
Making fun of people behind their backs
Talking too loud
Not listening
Daydreaming
Smoking occasionally
Drinking
Doing other drugs
Falling for bad boys
Talking to strangers
Spitting
Spilling secrets
Gossiping
Telling people too much information
Lying
Faking sick
Watching stupid TV shows
Just doing stupid things
Acting like a moron
Ruining friendships/relationships
Being shallow
Interrupting
Falling asleep
Not doing what you’re supposed to
Watching too much TV/being on the computer too often
Not doing any chores/helping around the house
Sitting around in your pajama’s ALL day
Eating junk food too often
Not sharing
Fighting
Getting in the middle of things
Causing trouble
Breaking the law
Not studying for tests/exams
Becoming obsessed over things
Worrying about things
Stressing about your appearance
Wasting time
Staying up too late
Waking up too late
Just being late
Stealing/shoplifting
Trespassing
Telling off authority figures (teachers, parents, police)
Having too much sex
Having unprotected sex
Doing sexual things with people you barely know
Being a hypocrite
Cheating in general
Cheating in relationships
Having no life
Letting surveys take over your life!

the week before i left for hk , i was way toooooooooo busy. basically, i was partically doing 2 weeks of job in a week. this was how my table looked alike before i left for hk,

please ignore bejeweled. no matter how busy i am, i still have to relax a bit and do facebook. mind you, this picture was taken after i have cleared a part of it.

anyhow, hk wasn't that pleasing. didn't get much of cheap stuffs except stockings and some branded goods. the first day, we have partically walked the whole shopping place in HK. ShenZhen is good if it wasn't selling winter wear. =( but i bought bra as thought its FOC.

the most expensive meal i had in HK was with David. it costed nearly SGD 200 for dining at the peak. worst, we barely ate much. its a good experience though to dine at such places.

one thing that i love about HK, its freaking tax freeeeeeeeeeeeee and the weather is fantabulous!
I HATE THE PEOPLE. FUCKING R-U-D-E!

the saddest thing of all, i was sick on the 3rd day till date. fucking sexy voice.

till then,
xoxo

i need to sleep.

you know what, the best thing about this week wasn't my HK trip. it wasn't about the drop dead hell like shopping. it was about this:

Dj kzee rocks shit. and till today, i'm still rocking over saturday's powerhouse! this saturday powerhouse again for dj kzeeeeeeeeeeee!