Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.

— Bob Marley

That's Love.

When you want to spend every waking moment of every single day with him, and no matter what you’re doing, even if you feel like crap, you want to share it with him. When you think of him before you think of yourself, or anything else for that matter. When you want him to know every little thing about you, and you want to know everything about him. When you want to be able to finish his sentences and him finish yours. When you’re willing to make yourself miserable looking at cars, or some guy thing he’s interested in, just to be him with, to have that extra moment with him that you would not have had otherwise. When he is all that you think of, dream of, and you don’t care about anything else but him… that’s love.

And that's me!

I hope that someday, you find an amazing girl. The kind of girl who means everything to you and makes you want to spend every moment of your time with her. The kind of girl who keeps you up at night, just thinking about her beautiful smile, and when you finally fall asleep, she’s all you dream about. I hope she’s the first thing to cross your mind when you wake up in the morning. I hope she changes you in a way you could never understand, yet you know it`s for the better. I hope she’s the kind of girl you would die for. The kind of girl who could make you cry, even though you’d never admit it. The kind of girl who makes you want to go out and do something special, something that means everything to the both of you. The kind of girl you can have silly fights with, then kiss and make up and hold her in your arms like you`re falling in love all over again. I hope you make memories with her you never forget. I hope she’s your world, and what you have with her is nothing less than perfection.

kids, we are still together. just in case you all are curious. geehees.

20Things

1. A man won’t let go if he really loves you.
Do not hold on to someone who has let go of you. He does not love you and does not value having you. Believe me, he will not let go if he really loves you. There is another reason he is not willing to tell.

2. Do not look for reasons why he ended the relationship.
There is only one reason why he ended your relationship. He just does not love you. Do not waste your time thinking of reasons or what you should have done. Move on and be open to a man who will truly love you.

3. Do not get hang up on your past.
Do not nag or distrust your current boyfriend just because your ex hurt you. Do not treat him or the relationship the same way. Do not compare. He will not react the same way as your ex. Do not be worried that your simple mistakes will cause him to look for another girl. What happened with your ex was not your fault. It was not because you didn’t guard him enough or you didn’t make him happy
enough.

4. Do not look into images.
How many times have you met a girl who didn’t have the best image in school or at the office, but you get to know the girl and found out she was actually extremely nice? Do not rely on images. Oftentimes, it is far from reality. Do not fear men just because your “supposedly” perfect ex-boyfriend mistreated you.

5. Always have your own set of rules.
Set your limits on how far you’d go for a guy. It’s perfectly ok to give and do everything as long as it’s worth it. And it’s worth it if the guy is treating you right.

6. Do not be scared to lose him.
Don’t be scared that he’ll break up with you. Once you are afraid of losing him, you easily can be taken advantage. Be strong and if something is unacceptable, do not accept it and speak up.

7. Avoid calling your guy.
It’s a guy thing. The relationship will definitely be better if it’s the guy who’s calling, not the girl. He will get tired of you if you keep on calling. He will lose interest and challenge. More so, he will get annoyed. But it’s a girl thing also that your fingers get too itchy until you dial his number. But avoid as much as possible. Call only if really needed (like checking if your suspicions are reasonable).

8. There is a guy who will value you.
There is a guy out there who can make you feel valued, appreciated, and loved. And I mean, not just during your first few weeks together. So don’t lose hope. Don’t settle for a lesbian if you are not attracted to women. There is a man out there who can love you like a girl can.
Also, do not believe him when he says it’s just the way he really is. He’s not the sweet or expressive-type. Remember during your first few weeks together? Where has that sweet guy gone? He simply is not that into you anymore.

9. Always be the only one, no matter what.
Do not ever fall for a guy who has another girl, be it his wife, girlfriend, or any girl that he says he just can’t get rid of for whatever reason. If you truly believe that he loves you and for some reason, he can’t leave or let go of another girl, then you are no different from any ordinary mistress.

10. He must respect you.
No matter how long the relationship has been, he should always show respect towards you.

11. If he fooled you, end it.
Philandering once is enough. You can never trust nor respect the person again.

12. Never start a relationship the wrong way.
Do not steal another girl’s man, for whatever reason. Nor should you enter a relationship for the wrong reasons (loneliness, on the rebound, getting back at your ex, man-dependency, etc.) it is bound not to last. You will only end up wasting more years of your life.

13. Do not force yourself into a relationship.
Do not get into a relationship just because your friends are getting impatient with your dating escapades and the one hasn’t come yet. Do not choose who to say yes to based on superficial things like money, looks, cars, etc.. If you are even thinking of these things, you have not fallen in love yet.

14. Do not settle.
If you are not happy anymore with your relationship, break up instantly. He will not stay with you forever no matter how upright he might seem to be. Eventually, he will also want love and happiness in his life.

15. A relationship has to have love.
Love is the only thing that will push you to give your efforts into making the relationship work. And believe me, keeping a relationship requires genuine efforts of both parties.

16. Don’t be afraid to be single.
It’s fun to be single, try it. You can go out whenever and wherever you want. You are free. You can date whomever you want and you get to go out for free! Do not get a boyfriend just for the sake of having one. Do not settle.

17. Be a good girl.
Be a good girl to attract a good guy. Enter the relationship with sincere intentions. Take the guy and the relationship seriously with the plan of spending the rest of your life with that person (of course, this is after you had your bit of fun in your younger years). If you compare your flings from your real relationships, you will know that the latter makes you happier and more fulfilled.

18. Love without limits.
Whether you loved and gave everything or loved but held out for some things, if the relationship ends, you still get hurt. But if you gave your everything, you were happy and you could say that it was worth it. If you didn’t give your all, you get hurt for nothing.

19. You will get over him.
Love is over-stated. Love eventually ends and you are free to love another.

20. Be the one.
Act like you are the one. Don’t be a nagger. Don’t hinder his gimmicks. Don’t give in to him too easily. Make him treat you as important. Don’t be easy. Don’t be like every other girl he had in his life.

friday,
his mum: where are you going?
him: go out. *left the house*
*i walked out of the room*
his mum: where he go?
me: he go drink with his friends.
his mum: ????? why you never go?
me: oh, i got to work tomorrow.

saturday,
his mum: why you never come home last night?
him: i stay at my gf's place.
his mum: ???? i thought she never go?
me: geehees.

Love is when he touches me and I become weak. Love is when he stops what he’s doing so he can look over at me and smile. Love is when he knocks into me just to see me smile back at him. It’s when I can’t be angry with him longer than five seconds. It’s the feeling I get whenever I think about him, and knows that he gets that feeling too. It’s when I can feel him stare at me from across the room. Its when he listens to everything I have to say even when I’m rambling. It’s when he jokingly tells me he loves me but really does mean it. Love is when he sits beside me when there are ten other available seats. Love is how nobody ever makes me the feel the way he does. It’s when he offers me his coat even if it means he would freeze. Its when he says he’ll never leave me. When he sticks up for me. When he offers up his seat. When he sits in my lap just to get a laugh. Love is when I can remember everything he has ever said or did. Love is when I couldn’t possibly stop the feelings I have for him even though I have tried so hard. Love is when he keeps coming back because neither of us can get enough. Its when he would never be out of line with me or hurt my feelings intentionally. Love is him and me, just him and me.

oh dear! i have to interview the 20 weird people who call today tomorrow. and many of them did piss me off the phone today! i gave them damn annoying tone of voice BECAUSE I THOUGHT I WOULDN'T BE DOING THE INTERVIEW TOMORROW! i have too say, there are seriously many weird singaporeans. what causes all these? stress? society?

damn. it's gonna be a really very very busy weekend. =(

have to plan my advertisement for saturday. it's not easy to do a good advertisement that can catch all the buyers eyes. furthermore, the listings are so little now. i'm going crazy. it's so scary at the thought of it.

till then,
XOXO

we looked at each other and we keep looking at the features of the other party. we ended up scratching our heads and question marks surrounded us. after 2 delicious years, we still insist that the eyes of public has major unclear visions.

WHY DO PEOPLE KEEP SAYING WE LOOK ALIKE?! why?

pictures and our features don't even look alike. they don't even tally any single bit. we can lie to people that we are siblings and no one will have any doubts.

one of his friends even believed that we are siblings and stare fiercely at the guy who told him we were couple.

since this is so, i decided that we should tell people we are siblings and the public will start to say, "huh? are you both really siblings? 'cause you two don't look alike."

oh oh, this is me with short hair. hehe. love it. everyone says i look good with it. well, most importantly my family and bf said "CHIO." i don't care a single shit even if my best boss who never gives any compliment about me said i still look fugly/terrible or like shit/crap. I DON'T CARE. 'cause he just doesn't wanna boost my ego.

oh well oh well, i know how much you are dying to have a short hair after looking at my picture.

till then,
you know you love me.

VERY SUPER DUPER HAPPY to be back with MAG! geehees. one of the best day of my life. i always tell people that leaving them previously was like a break-up. i actually cried. (this is embarrassing.) now, back with them, it's like we have patched up. weehee. it's really good to see everyone in office. glad they missed me much.

anyhow, plans changed. can't wait for new plans to proceed. BUT, i'll be very much busy than previously. oh well, i'm better motivated now because of better schemes. hehe.

i love the way of life i have with MAG which not many PA can achieve that kind of relationship.

anyhow, busy work life, here i come.

chanel, i'll be there. so, close close close.

and and, any agt who doesn't wanna co-broke with me, watch it. i'll remember you. BUT, i ain't gonna be as stupid as you. I WELCOME CO-BROKING.

PLEASE CALL ME. =D

Graduated!

many thanks to you people for bringing such great memories. being there through boring lectures and stressful assignments and exams. despite all these, the fun we had can never ever be replaced. love you people, BSc 9. tons of misses.

oh, wait up. i'll be blogging about my 7th month encounter when it comes to the 8th! so, stay tune peeps. cheers.

hi peeps, i'm back! i have been happily blogging at another page. i can stay up the whole day just to blog! i swear. that's the best webby i could ever ever be at!

oh, its kinda sad to see the number of readers declining after i said i won't be blogging here. aww, that sad. so, to make you people come back, i decided to blog now!

since i'm pretty bored now. geehees.

anyhow, i'm commencing the final countdown.. this friday will be my last paper of my life time. so, i'll just endure and do my part in getting a minimum grade B for the last paper. if its a B, i'll be in second upper! geehees. kinda excited about it though. BUT, its tuesday now, and i have not started on any question yet! heh. what's more, i'm going shopping tomorrow with niffer! so sinful.

=)

can't believe i'm graduating like friday! even having buffet for graduation party. AQ and i swore that we will be wearing nicely on that day. but i asked her, "what's the point of us wearing so nice and we have the-only-2-hours-of-sleep looks?"

okay, there's one funny thing about my previous IM paper. i left the examination room feeling relaxing, but my coordinator asked me to sit on the sofa so i can relax while waiting for the rest. the longer i sat, the more i get sleepy so i decided to stand outside the room and wait! to my horror, there were more students having that t 2-hours-of-sleep look! i thought i was the only one. lucky me, i was not the only one who looked so ugly on that day. =D

okay, i'm not going to blog about my bf and i now. but that doesn't mean that we are not together okay. so, don't think too much kids. that's because i blogged to much on that better place.

and now, i'm going back to that place to blog again! geehees. see, i'm addicted to blogging after i been there.

till then,
xoxo.

Cakes!

Sharon Wee Creations

i wanna learn to bake these!!! i wanna do it for my family and bf! somebody, teach me please!